i'm very sad.. haiz.. i dunno what's happening to me againz.. yesterday cried. againz.. haix.. who can help me? anyone hu can help me? i doubt no. no one will help me.. haix.. i'm very lonely... anyone know? haiz.. i just hope that one day i can really be alone at home from morning cry till nite.. i really hope i can.. i'm very sad nowadays... or lemme shout out as loud as i can.. haix... whatz going on with me? ARGH... hai, y can't i get the things i want? everytime have to make empty promise.. since young i have been getting empty promises from them.. and now againz.. u promise when u win 4d u will get me one.. and now u win and u dun wanna pay more? how can i get a hp with the price of 100++ - 200++ without line? HOW... if u wanna get me a LOUSY phone, i tell u.. NO WAY.. dun buy is the best.. scare waste money.. den what for buy? Na Bei.. i'm really very disappointed lorh.. i keep thinking i can get a good phone.. but now mine wish is gone... i dun think i can get what i wan againz.. haiz.. i really dunno what to say lah... full of tears and sadnes.. HAIZ... how i hope i can just once get the things i wan lorh.. since young... ARGH.... FUCK ah.. haiz...
as for today? woke up at 11+ in da morning and saw aijuan message.. asking mi to wake up.. bish.. know what time she sms me? 9+... by the time i reply.. she already level le.. bish... den ya, her sister help mi do quest.. jumping quest.. both mine quest done le.. wee.. happy.. den i go play norh.. den ya, level to 28 le.. yea.. happie.. hee.. but broke le.. sob.. haha.. den ya.. play till half way need to download patch.. hai.. dunno lah.. just feeling sad and down lorh.. coz mine dad ask mi if got sell 100+ -200+ den hp.. grrr.. without line where can get this price? grrrrrrrrr... pek lorh.. haiz... but i cannot do much lah.. cry also cry le.. sad also sad le.. den wan me do what? diez? HAIZ...