wowowowowowow.. hahaz.. very long never update le.. nvm..

22 December 2004

i did nothing as i stay at home whole day lorhz.. therefore is play compter whole day.. ;)

23 December 2004

today i went out. meet Jessie 2pm at Bukit Panjang, hmm i took a cab over as i miss the bus and i scare i late. den reach there b4 2. den jess and zhuo haven reach... aiyoyo.. den waited for at NTUC there.. den soon Jessie reach.. den we go walk walk.. sms zhuo, he still at home.. must beat him ah.. bish.. LOL.. u know he reach at what time? 3+ OMG... meet 2 he come at 3.. pro lorh.. LOL.. den yah we order Mac.. hmm not bad lei.. the TurnOver.. hee.. after eating we went to Sembawang to get cds.. i bought Super J-Pop Ballade and zhuo buy Ayumi and one mnore guy de cd.. den we walk off.. den go back againz coz cd crack.. hahaz.. change le we go NTUC buy drinks.. 2 bottle of Ice Lemon Tea.. den we headed to take 963. in the bus we mad around coz no ppl.. hahaz.. den yah reach Harbour Front we went to the shopping mall to buy ice.. den buy le go back interchange take sentosa bus in.. den reach le waiting for blue line bus, saw jian wen and guohao. den we pretent to hide.. in the end he saw us. den they both talk, we three talk.. hahaz.. den bus come, in the bus lame againz.. den after that reach Siloso beach, walk very far... haha... leg pain.. reach le hug ping.. den never help out much lorh.. sit there eat can le.. play around all this.. den take a video of bin, ling and ping.. hahaz.. so funny.. i never delete.. wee.. den was there until 10+.. reach home 11+ goin 12. den go bathe le play computer.. hahaz.. over all was okay lorh..

24 December 2004

25 December 2004

wah, tday is christmas lei but i never go out.. humpf. whole day stay at home rot againz... very sad.. but nvm.. go out also full of ppl.. hee.. den like that lorh.. i clear mine table abit le.. and mine poster are re-arranged.. look ok to me.. hee.. den play computer whole day long.. wee.. hahaz..

26 December 2004

today gonna celebrate mine grandfather birthday, but is 5 den start.. so in the monring i was playing game till 3+ i went to bathe.. den 4+ i go out.. but none reached.. i and mine mum reach first.. u know what? today i morning until 6+ also never eat a single things ok..

halow.. i'm back.. heez.. i'm very happy today.. humpf... i wrong mine dad... sorry papa.. coz today he buy me phonez liao.. hMm even is E600C i am very happy.. coz it cost him $480.. Sorry for the misunderstanding.. hMm very contented.. coz morning i manage not to sleep and as a promise to mine mum, and i did it.. i helped her.. hee.. happie.. den 4.30am den sleep.. and today.. i level to 30 le.. wee.. happy.. changing job later.. hee.. den ya.. went to buy phone lorh.. thanks papa..

i'm very sad.. haiz.. i dunno what's happening to me againz.. yesterday cried. againz.. haix.. who can help me? anyone hu can help me? i doubt no. no one will help me.. haix.. i'm very lonely... anyone know? haiz.. i just hope that one day i can really be alone at home from morning cry till nite.. i really hope i can.. i'm very sad nowadays... or lemme shout out as loud as i can.. haix... whatz going on with me? ARGH... hai, y can't i get the things i want? everytime have to make empty promise.. since young i have been getting empty promises from them.. and now againz.. u promise when u win 4d u will get me one.. and now u win and u dun wanna pay more? how can i get a hp with the price of 100++ - 200++ without line? HOW... if u wanna get me a LOUSY phone, i tell u.. NO WAY.. dun buy is the best.. scare waste money.. den what for buy? Na Bei.. i'm really very disappointed lorh.. i keep thinking i can get a good phone.. but now mine wish is gone... i dun think i can get what i wan againz.. haiz.. i really dunno what to say lah... full of tears and sadnes.. HAIZ... how i hope i can just once get the things i wan lorh.. since young... ARGH.... FUCK ah.. haiz...

as for today? woke up at 11+ in da morning and saw aijuan message.. asking mi to wake up.. bish.. know what time she sms me? 9+... by the time i reply.. she already level le.. bish... den ya, her sister help mi do quest.. jumping quest.. both mine quest done le.. wee.. happy.. den i go play norh.. den ya, level to 28 le.. yea.. happie.. hee.. but broke le.. sob.. haha.. den ya.. play till half way need to download patch.. hai.. dunno lah.. just feeling sad and down lorh.. coz mine dad ask mi if got sell 100+ -200+ den hp.. grrr.. without line where can get this price? grrrrrrrrr... pek lorh.. haiz... but i cannot do much lah.. cry also cry le.. sad also sad le.. den wan me do what? diez? HAIZ...

woot.. i'm here to type mine post.. if not later never update againx.. hee.. hai, yesterday i cry lei.. but this time round is got reasons de.. is coz i attitude with mine dad.. coz mine tv spoil mah.. and yesterday got S.H.E mah.. den i say faster go and repair lah.. hai.. felt so guilty lorh.. dunno what to say.. straight after he walk off mie tears drop.. and i know it's mine fault.. now typin mine eye also abit red and watery.. hai.. and u guys know? it has been 2 weeks since i last go out le.. how? i think after shuyi b`dae i hasn't been out liao.. zhe mo ban? and about 2 weeks le.. hai.. slacking at home playing computer game is the only things i do lorh.. watch tv also lah.. haha.. yah today i woke up at 11+.. wake up le brush teeth den go mine room on computer and play lorh of coz.. den actually wanted to go mine second aunt place de.. but end up at home.. haha... i about 1 month never go down le.. okok.. i promise if today i can levl till 20 or 21 i tmr go kk.. if not later mine cousin dunno me again.. i will cry i tell u.. haha.. ya know y i so good come back post mah? coz hoh, Maple down mah... haha.. =X okok lah.. i stop here.. today not bad.. mine tv is back to normal le.. thanks papa and sorry papa... den hoh 3more days mine papa b`dae lei.. but mine kor kor not in singapore... he still at thailand.. until 23 i think.. sob sob.. okok lah.. bye bye.. ;)

Happy Birthday Deon ;) kaka

oh my goodness. time really fly so fast lorh.. coz again it has been 2days since i last update man..

saturday
today? i stay at home the whole day loh. wanting to go aunt place but end up staying at home, i also dunno what i did, eat play and tv ba.. haha..

sunday
was being asked to wake up by 9.30 and it's so early k.. the night b4 i slept at 2+. grrr. stupid.. but never mind lorh.. coz wake up early is to go mine grandparents place mah.. ya get ready by 10 like that.. after that went to coffee to find mine mum.. den we went to Pandan Garden there eat lorh, eat le jiu go ah ma house... ah yee they all haven reach.. but after an hour or so, they reach.. MINE cousin was there.. haha... Omg.. hee.. soooo cute.. can't stop looking at him.. oppss.. hee.. dun get wrong idea ok.. ya but hai, abit disappointed lorh.. coz he dun allow anyone to carry him... not even me.. hai.. only his mum and mine big ah yee.. hai.. yyyy??? grr.. den yah, around 1 we went off coz mum going back to help at her bao dian.. but b4 that they drive me to Jurong Point to get glue and frame.. but the frame cost me 40+ and i did not buy.. and this time really die le. coz no frame cannot give yanbin le.. oh my goodness.. den ya went to the taxi stand there wait lorh.. while waiting went to buy Chendol ice-cream... hmm not bad lah.. den after they reach headed home.. reach home once again play with computer game.. hahah.. den ya lorh.. den watch Star Award lorh.. ;) den play game again den go sleep..

Monday

today? stay at home whole day lorh.. doing nothin.. play computer game lorh... that's my life ba.. haha.. den again got the feeling of crying, i do not know y.. it has been days that i have been crying... no one knows... i myself also dunno y.. it;s like mine tears just row down.. hai.. think maybe i think of sad things again ba.. know what? i realise that albert dun really like me ba.. coz i give him a testimonal he did not approve instead he approve his friends de.. fiak lorh.. kns. well, if that's the case den i think i wont treat him as a friend too.. regret liking him all this years.. 6 YEARS.. and get reject 3 times... hai.. and mine b`dae no greeting and not even a message.. I WONT GIVE HIM ANYTHING AGAIN ON HIS BIRTHDAY OR VALENTINE DAY..!!! grrr... I HATE HIM.. i realise that from the day i get his number till now he did not even send me a cute message or so.. wtf.. think what.. fuck off lah.. i will hate u from now on.. hai.. i wont regret saying.. i really dun.. coz since u dun treat me as a friend y do i need to treat u? haha.. someppl too, ever since got gf liao.. treat me as what? well, it's ok lah.. i get used to it lah... i wil forget all those u said to me b4.. like me b4.. but now coz of mine attitude? haha.. thanks ah... thanks for not being mine bf.. i'm greatful u know.. hahahahahahah... LOL... lalalla.. haha... and again i think i going to change webby again.. make it no one know.. wahahahahah... not even a single person and i promise myself.. ;) anyway today hoh is yanbin de b`dae.. Yanbin ah.. i know u wont be able to see here but i wanna wish u a Happy Birthday ;)

let me recap what i did yesterday.. hmm i went to sleep at nealy 5pm.. and wake up at 6+ coz mine dad is doing something in the room and the sound wake mi up.. grr.. after i wake up mine head is damn pain... pain until i cry norh.. haI.. den actually doesn't want to see doctor one.. but have no choice... pain until i may see starz anytime norh.. den yah after dad went over to grandma house help her inject he called me and ask if i wanna go so i went... went to the nearby doctor and see.. took me 5mins to see but waited for 1hours den is mine turn.. haha.. OMG.. but ok loh.. after see liao came back home.. after eating had the medicine.. hmm.. after eating i get alright.. BUT somehow will pain norh.. hai.. but nvm lah.. slowly will be ok loh.. o.O den never go jessie b`dae.. grrr... yah den played maplestory until 2.30 as i promise zhuo i gonna offline after he level.. den yah.. i manage to wait till he level... hee.. den after that i went to sleep norh..

today i wake up at 11+ ba... den went online again lorh.. train abit of warrior den train mine mage. level 14 le.. yahoo.. y dun wan train warrior? coz i wanna wait for zhuo mah.. after he level to 29 liao den we train to 30 lorh.. den change job together.. hee.. what we promise lorh.. den yah, mine head is like ok and not ok lorh.. sometime not pain sometime pain lorh... dunno why lah.. aiyox.. but i still got eat the medicine lorh.. den yah, play play play play until 6+ or 7+ say wanna do patch thing lorh.. den offline and wait lorh.. grr.. haha.. okok lah... that's all for today.. ;)

hmm, again i hasn't been update for many days... hMm monday? i stayed at home the whole day played computer and watch tv norh... haha.. den tuesday? Jessie and Aijuan came up mine place to fix puzzle. OmG, we took about 4hours to finish fixing. to me it's very amazing lorh.. coz if me alone i dunno need to take how many days manx.. hee.. and yes we finished... after going for 2hours we order MacDonald.. den eat.. eat le do again lorh.. hee.. den after we finish start to play com liao... first aijuan play den jessie play, while jessie is playing we aijuan and me down there fighting.. haa.. we both hoh.. always de... got chance will fight de.. LOL... den around 7+ they went off... after they went off i played computer lorh.. den watch tv.. den ate durian... den hoh, omg.. i'm down with sore throat pain.. grr.. tot it will be alright the next day, but never will i know that the next day it's more worst.. hai.. ya wednesday at about 9+ mine dad came to mine room and ask if he can damage the puzzle anot.. den i straight away shouted at him... hai.. from there i know mine voice change le... sob.. den have no choice to wake up and think how to deal with the puzzle.. argh...! den yah, settled... den after that i nevr go back sleep le.. go back play game.. play until 4+ i think i go sleep.. sleep till 7+ den from the moment i wake up i realise mine whole body very cold.. and the bed very hot.. den i go and check mine temperature it's 37.5 or something.. and i know i'm down with fever... still never mind i keep checking mine temperature. and got 38.5 all this de.. den around 12+ i went to sleep as mine head is very painful.. den mine mum wake up and check mine forehead.. and she say i fever very high.. and asked mine dad to go 7-11 to buy panodol for me.. ask mi eat le den sleep.. den mine dad go lorh.. after 5 mins he's back so i drink le den go sleep le.. until now norh.. hai, never go jessie de b`dae coz mine head very giddy... guess later need to sleep le.. coz mine head like spinning le...

did not update for 2 days wor.. hehe.. very tired this few days..

Monday 29 November

had mine last paper today, OMG it's so difficuLt lorh, i dunno how to do lorh.. haix.. i hope i dun fail and i hope i dun need to repeat my this subject lorh.. coz i really anyh0w do.. HAI.. shit liao lorh.. very sad lei.. later if result bad how? cannot go higher nitec i will cry ah.. just hope i can lorh.. Pray Hard for me ppl.. sob sob..

After exam went to town with Jessie and Shuyi, went to take Jessie HP den we headed to Hereen, bought Hotdog Bun. den walk to somset(dunno how to spell) mrt there de bus-stop den took 106 back. in da bus we talk alot, planning for Shuyi b`dae. den reach BB we walk from Keming Primary schOol to mine house here.. hee.. they went to buy Spring Chicken and i headed home norh. played computer while waiting norh.. they reach liao, but by the time i was helping kian kwong to trade things. haha.. den went to the living room to eat.. wow, all was kinda full norh.. left with quite alot lorh.. haha.. den after we are full, came to mine room and watch tv.. and i was playin game. hehe.. ya, they headed home at 7+.. after that i played game norh.. watch tv norh.. hehe.. den waiting for ppl de sms lorh.. haha.. coz the next day ish mine b`dae mah. LOL.. so excited wor.. but i receive very less sms.. quite sad lorh.. sigh. hMm tmr will be going to sentosa wor.. hee.. okok lah, i stop here.. hee...

30November 2004 Tuesday

Today, wake up at 8.15 lorh, can't really wake up coz i slept at 2+ man.. can't sleep.. dunno y nehx. haha,, as a result, i can't really wake up nor.. but still have to wake up lahs.. LOL.. den after wash up i went to mine room and pack mine things before bathe.. hee.. yup pack half way, went to bathe, bathe come out faster pack my things and i went off.. hMm took 9.20+ de bus wor.. den yup reach Habour Front at 9.50. I'm da first wor.. LOL.. den yup follow by yun den derek den yanbin they all den Shuyi.. hee.. yup went to eat first coz all are hungry norhs.. hee.. den jessie they all give me present lorh.. Jessie and group buy vcd give me, yanbin group buy S.H.E poster and necklace give me.. thanks alot.. den after we finish eating Shuyi came, waited for her.. den after that headed to take bus lorh.. den go siloso beach, rent vball played awhile den play Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. LOL.. ping lost.. hee.. heng i never tio.. she tio four feet. know whats? dun wanna say 8 of us know can liao.. haha.. bleah. den yah after that i sms him and i ask him. he rejected again, hMm actually i know the answer i just wanna try again.. and i dun feel sad.. coz i know i have no feeling for him liao.. dunno y i go and ask him.. maybe coz i know that i already have no chance liao mah.. haha. den yah 1+ all of us went to bathe.. as theres no sun lorh, after we bathe we went to return vball. den headed off noehx. lol.. went to Town by train... and decided to play pool lorh.. after we accompany shuyi go take pay we walk to Far East to have our Dinner. ate Chicken Culet rice.. very fun dunno y.. haha.. den after eating went to toilet den some of us take bus down to paradiz there, den some walk.. walk de ppl are yun, jess and shuyi. den take bus got me, derek, siewfong and yanbin... haha.. reach lioa den we start to play, i did not play much i only see nia.. haha.. very good hoh.. hee.. coz i very long time no play very qi guai.. den ping came, her niece cannot come in so we went out to pei her norhs.. some play some pei her.. play play play until going to 7 we went off.. cost us $9.30. very cheap sia.. LOL.. den after that headed to Plaza Singapura as ping say her niece wanna go walk walk.. den we go, reach le yun say wanna play arcade.. den we go, haha.. reach liao den i was like eh, y dun wan change? den yun say she got.. den i was like put mine hand up and ask her give lorh.. den she never give.. and i alos dunno y i never saw zhuo zhuo lorh.. he was just behind yun they al lorh, den i was very qi guai den i look behind yun i saw him, i was so shock lorh, tot he tell me he go genting? den i was like diao, tot he go genting? den i pinch him.. haha.. den i kay siao act angry walk off, but yun and jess pull me.. hee.. i was so shock and surpirse lorh.. thanks alot zhuo and all wor.. give me such surprise.. hee.. den after that play game lorh, aijuan call, she very what lorh.. make me very disappointed.. say dun wann go out, den end up in Harbour Front with her BF.. very disappoint lorh.. hai. i was abit angry with her lorh.. kao.. aiya, forget it lah.. yah den after playing went to Bugis, coz ping and fong wanna give something to her friend.. took 7 over, den at the bus-stop i dunno y suddenLy so blur, yun and fong tok to me i also blur sia.. den bus come, in bus shuyi hoh,, aiyoz.. LOL. make us all luff.. den reach bugis went to buy drinks, den went to find ping friend... stand there so long haven pass so some of us went to walk walk, pei zhuo go sembawang lorh, after that go pei yanbin go see movie de thing, den go kinokuniya, bought 2 comic.. hee.. den went back to find them, just nice they all ok liao, so we went to take neo-print aiyoz.. know what? 10 person squeeze in sia.. very fun lorh.. den after take liao all went home, took bus lorh, know what anot? jessie need to pay $1.50.. kns.. the driver also kns sia.. LOL, den in bus we all also very lame, duno y talk until linking of house all this.. den our action all very big lorh.. haha.. den yah, they sing happie birthday song to me in the bus, but is very soft lorh. haha... so happy.. den yah, goo drop off den miine bus come den went ghome lorh, unpack mine things den bathe den play com, mine hand dunno what happen very suan.. haha.. den i log off and switch off mine computer, at around 1159 like that juan call me, talk to me. say happy birthday to me and we chat for about 15 mins. haha.. den i log in to maplestory and we both scold eachother den after that i log off, never sleep but i went to the living room to watch tv, watch liao cannot sleep reach comics.. den watch abit de vcd.. den went to bed lorh.. hee.. kok lah.. stop here end of mine post.. I'm very happy lorh.. thanks alot everybody who celebrated for me and the present.. ^^