oOMonday 15 November 2004Oo
haix, i make a lie to cindy, why? i told her that i quarreled with my mum and she dun allow me to go out. actually i did not even quarrel, i'm just finding an excuse not to go out. haix. I'm very sorry, Kalai sorry that i did not pei her out and can't help u take care of her.. sorry.. know y i dun wanna go? there are some reasons.. 1. coz i tot my mum wont put money for me as i also have no money. 2. coz i find that actually is she wanna call siewfong to go with her and coz she not free and i was there at the same time. 3. to stay at home, finding ways to talk to dad, but he make me more disappointed day by day. i really regret never go out. becoz my dad treat home like hotel, keep coming in out going out out the house.. haix.. i was very sad and sad lorh. the first time he come back after 5 mins he say he wanna get milk or dunno what thing, so yes he went.. about 1hour or less he came back.. so ok fine.. den second time, he came back after a phone call he went out again.. he did not say, but i heard the door sound and he's already outside.. so i quickly walk to the and open. he look inside. den i look at home for 5 sec and i shake my head and bang the door.. after that i was damn freaking sad and very lonely, i went back to the room shout and scream and i cry.. this is the first time i collapse. i've never been so worked up lorh.. this is the very first time i cry until like somebody pass away lorh. haix.. but no one knows how i feel lo.. i cried from the moment he go out till 1+am.. about 10hours.. i cried... haix... even my brother come back my tears still there.. haix... my dad really a guy whom can't set a good example to his/her daughter or son.. even my brother also like that.. my mum also.. i agree i everytime say i will scream or shout at them but in my heart is like broken lorh.. haix.. maybe i'm just trying to act if i'm everything correct ba.. i'll try to not talk back to them ok. i must listen to miss ang.. she always arge me not go talk back to my parents.. okok i'll try okae.. den yah, i was very angry and sad lorh.. den play game loth.. he come back i never talk to him(my dad i mean) lorh.. den like that lorh.. den at 12+ i go and fold clothing and den go sleep lorh.. haix.. that's all..
oOoTuesday 16 November 2004oOo
Today? wake up damn late.. haha.. den play MapleStory lorh.. den go schOol.. den ok lah. come back home with shuyi, cat and jessie coz we bought Spring Chicken lorh. 4 of us share 1 chicken.. it's very nice lorh.. den after that play com and with shuyi handphone lorh.. hee.. around 6.45 they went off. den i do my thingss.. den 7 watch tv.. watch till 10 lorh.. omg.. very nice lorh the show.. i very ke lian jingwen.. but she's strong.. and omg. Fei Yu team won all the match lorh.. FIRST FIRST FIRST.. haha.. so nice.. Zheng Kang and Annie is back to family liao.. den Xiao Jie so cute, say I love you too.. ^^ same as joe joe.. hee.. wanna go net search for his photo liaox.. but hoh unfortunely dun have leix.. only found one. hee.. but he's sleeping sia.. hee.. but hao guo mei you right? i gonna take time to load some pic fom the show le.. hee.. den yah, was playing MapleStory the whole day lorh.. -.- hee..

=> this is taken i think when xiao jie is taking a nap while toro is trying to kiss him.. ^^

=> this is the actor and actress who act in the show. chio bu and yandao ohs..!

=> this is the pic where yilin and kaixin look so blur.. o.O

=> romatic mah? omg.. hehe..

=> this pic i think is fiona and toro edit de. coz wesite got say.. haha.. nice hoh?

=> just look like a couple man..

=> this pic as if they kenna follow by gou zai dui den very scare so ask them not to take. haha. CUTE!!!

=> played as brother and sister in the show. kai Wei and Kai Xin. nice name. ^^

=> they both are from Fei Yu Dui, Wang Tong and Kai Xin. both are chio bu lorh.. hee ^^

=> Toro sia, CooL right? OMG.. drOoL sIa..

=>
advertising for something??? haha.. diao -.-'''

=> he like that very cute and handsome. think i fall for him.. hahahaha...

=> looking at me? haha.. think too much. is looking at camera.. hoho.. i'm mad over toro.

=> Toro feeding Yan Xing Su eating something.. very good friend? hee..

=> spot this in website. Wang Tong is sleeping.. and her jacket ROCKS lorh.. OMG.. Adidas RoCks...

=> can i eat now? haha =D

=> thumbs up. meaning The Champion is a very nice show.. haha.. =]

=> i'm drooling lorh. the steamboat like very nice lorh.. hee..

=> this is the team Fei Yu Dui.. they rocks..!!

=> Yi Xuan and Kaiwei.