Haix.
Today wake up at 9+ in the morning, den went to my room play computer lorh.. around 10+ mum came back. she asked me to fold clothes, first i did not as i am playing game mah. some more i will do mah, this few days she ask mi do i also got do, only when i going to sleep den i do mah. den at 11+ she wake up from her nap and
SHOUTED at me lorh.. i damn pissed off loh, as if i
NEVER help her before lorh.
KNS.. so i also dulan i bang here and there lorh. she keep on kao-pei-ing lorh.. I buay ta han liao i ji tao say her and cry infront of her lorh, i really cannot take it liao lorh, i just say lorh, i never offend u hoh, dun scold like i'm dead person hoh.. den i say brother never do u dun scold i never u scold. think what? i for u to scold izzit? i ever say may as well ask mi go die, suffering so much for
WHAT? she call my dad scold my dad, very fuck lorh she,
WHY DON'T CALL UR SON AND SCOLD HIM? ALWAYS TAKE MONEY FROM U? CB.. den she come to the kitchen and refill water for the hot water thing lah. she throw the metal cup and drop, i can say if hit me u see i will do what loh. den she push the chair and the chair also drop lorh.. fuck lorh.. think what? den yah she went off, i bang the bamboo on the table, she walk in and say not happy is it?
YA I AM NOT HAPPY.. she stand there for one min, den she walk off.. after she walk off, i drop damn loud and long.. i can say i cry for whoLe day. my eye was swallon. i even use mine head and bang on the wall. now my head is very pain loh. haix.. even think of cutting myself lei. hai. i dunno why this time i think of that. wanna take
knife and poke myself.. allow myself to
DIE.. hai.. i am really very upsad lorh.. i keep crying and crying lorh.. haix.. den around 2+ going 3 my dad come back, he do his thing den we go my grandma house, reach le, my cousin sleeping.. but after awhile he wake uP.. carry him but he dun wan.. sob.. think coz i wear pink ba.. LOL.. he become more n more
CUTE le. buay ta han.. know how to crawl le.. hee.. ^^ den yah, my da yee, notice my eye very swallon. ask mi is it just wake uP? i say no, den she say cry ah? den at first i say huh? den i tell her coz mummy scoLd me, den she say y i say never help her fold clothes lorh.. den she say aiya, never mind lah.. haix.. around 4+ we came home. my brother was helping me to make my tv, now got channel U liao.. hee so happy.. den yah, watch TrueHeart, not bad very nice.. powerfuL.. watch till 10 loh. okok lah.. stop here.. buai buai.
very sad day for me haix..