i dun really remember what was happening, but i remember how angry and sad i was during BSA. why i say so? coz, i do my Excel den i dunno how to do sorting as i do wrong also, so i tell teacher, ok nvm let her check, and i dunno y she so worked up and like not happy and reply mi in a way that i felt very sad, it's like very angry lorh.. den ok nvm. maybe coz i wrong coz she got go thru eariler on, its mine fault. DEN something make my heart damn sour is that she keep saying Ang WeiZhen this Ang Weizhen that, i hate it lorh, dun like ppl to call me by CHINESE NAME lorh, she already know i damn HATE it already den she jolly well keep calling, make my heart very sour and almost broke into tears.. haix, this is the very first time i become like that, maybe because i already dulan the way she talk to me. i know i'm very bad to show her attitude but what do u wan me to do? smile at her? no i can't.. at that moment i already feel like packing my things and ask jessie to mark mi absent and i go off.. but i still stay, i dun wan to regret whati do and i dun wan mrs tay to be sda too.. really it's not just say and wanna bluff.. my mind really think that way.. as u all know i'm very soft hearted, once i realise i do wrong i will cry and feel sad. den after that when she explain again i did not listen den she say whole class never listen and Annie also, know my heart like very what lorh, i know i'm wrong. den she know i very angry liao she come to me and like stand behind me, put her hand on my shoulder den i try to move away, i think i've broke mrs tay heart. haix.. did not reply her when she talk... hai.. Mrs Tay i'm damn sorry, i didn't mean it, but i'm very angry.. hai.. during CDP she talk i sleep.. hai.. den after that went for SW and was cancel.. den went home.. sorry jessie.. i never go over yr place when u ask.. because i'm very troubled. if u realise i am very quiet when we come out.. sorry..

.::.Today.::.

have been playing MapleStory this few days. and today i nearly can't wake uP. i woke up at 6.30. hee.. den yah, went to schOol to attend assembLy, know what? i drop my phone on the floor in the bus. and NOW the phone is BLANK.. hai.. wtf.. i'm damn suay.. so i borrowed a phone form huiping, thanks to her to lend me. if not i duno how.. den yah went for assembLy den today very lame got the clean and green week de, as dunno who plant a tree or what shit. den we all keep on talk cock, den Mrs Teo and Mrs Wu keep asking us to quiet.. haha.. notti hoh.. den yah attented BPF, i'm vey happie because i get 24¹/² marks over 25.. i'm so happy and my overall for BPF which is not very comfirm is 90+.. hee.. happie lorh.. den went to help Mrs Tay do something den go back class talk to Miss Ho lorh, den after that went to canteen to grab something light to eat.. eat liao go LT and have our RTO revision. not bad, it's just very cold lorh.. den after that was CDP but Mrs Tay give us early break meaning we got 2 hours of lunch time, so we decided to go out of school and eat lorh. ate KFC den go NTUC den go see comics.. den go back schOol, haven start lesson and yanbin they all inside liao den they very bad, say what S.H.E ticket what thing de.. hai.. den yah had EFW den BSA.. very angry with Genista Tay. hate her man.. den after school come back.. and cleared 7788 of the things from my locker already.. wee u wee.. but raining so keep yun de comics in my bag den walk home.. den bathe liao play game.. haix.. played awhile de MS kenna kick out den com hang 2-3 times.. den night time yun wanna play mah.. den talking to her lah of coz in MS that Aijuan say why i always talk.. i cannot talk izzit.. knn.. i was damn angry lorh.. u tihnk u what? i dun need u to tell me i always talk.. i'm TEACHING not TALKING.. pls shut ur mouth before i do anything.. i'm very angry with her.. i hate the way she tell mi about she and paul, i hate it.. sometimes to be frank i think she gu yi snatch him from me.. but aiya, ppl choose her WHAT CAN I DO? right? both of them so loving, all this.. aiyox.. tot ppl dunno.. kns.. HATE IT.. I HATE IT SO MUCHhhhh.... den make mi no mood to play so i log off.. den go irc, den after awhile i quit.. watch tv.. off MSN, IRC and never play game.. i hate it..

When to read Pauls blog and i cry.. haix.. i dunno y i break into tears when i see them so loving.. i'm not trying to break them up. whenever i see his blog say i love u, treasure u, miss u all this to her.. i felt jealous and cry.. maybe he stil remain in my heart but no one knows lorh.. haix.. what can i do? i feel like after albert exam ask him again.. haix.. i hope i can.. i hope albert remember my b`dae. last year he say he send mi a card but i never receive make mi cry till like shit.. hope everyone know my b`dae.. hope.. and hope i can get what i wan for my b`dae if not i wont be going anywhere to celebrate.. sorry if i turn u guys down if the day comes i means.. haix..

Wish for b`dae: Albert send me a message, present or cards. either one

al my friends will send mi message wishing me happy birthday

go sentosa with friends den go out eat

receive b`dae presents as many as i can get(but i think very less)

get a handphone from my dad or mum

hope by that time i can save 150 or some money to go S.H.E concert

get waht i wan

that's all... haix..

i cry alot of times today lorh.. ah...!!!!11