Sunday, November 28, 2004
did not update yesterday coz i also dunno y.. LOL.. hMm yesterday whole day stay at home doing nothing.. mostly is play MapleStory and chat lorh.. nothing le.. ha.. that's all for yesterday..
today? wake up at 10+ den go bathe.. bathe le wait for father come bck den go down eat. eat liao went to mine grandparents place. Mine little cousin was there.. we reach he just wake up.. well i did not carry him today, as i'm sick dun wish to pass mine sickness to him lorh.. sob.. he's so cute, ya, stay at grandma house until 12.50 and went off, as mine mum need to be back to look after the bao stall. so me and dad came home, i played computer since 1+-10+.. 9long hours.. and i open a account train as Bowman(Archer).. going to train mine mage in a few days. but i not sure if i am free, tmr after paper, wil be going to town with jessie and shuyi, den come mine house.. den maybe at night train.. den tuesday going sentosa to celebrate mine b`dae lorh.. den after that think rot at home first, den go out find work le.. i wanna dye hair, paul never say i also dunno lei.. LOl.. okok lah, i wanna read thru mine book liao, den wait for mine kor kor to call and i have to take money go down. hai so late le wor.. hope father faster come back den i can dun need go down liao.. Wish me good luck for tme paper.. =) Good Luck everybody and not only me.. ^^
today? wake up at 10+ den go bathe.. bathe le wait for father come bck den go down eat. eat liao went to mine grandparents place. Mine little cousin was there.. we reach he just wake up.. well i did not carry him today, as i'm sick dun wish to pass mine sickness to him lorh.. sob.. he's so cute, ya, stay at grandma house until 12.50 and went off, as mine mum need to be back to look after the bao stall. so me and dad came home, i played computer since 1+-10+.. 9long hours.. and i open a account train as Bowman(Archer).. going to train mine mage in a few days. but i not sure if i am free, tmr after paper, wil be going to town with jessie and shuyi, den come mine house.. den maybe at night train.. den tuesday going sentosa to celebrate mine b`dae lorh.. den after that think rot at home first, den go out find work le.. i wanna dye hair, paul never say i also dunno lei.. LOl.. okok lah, i wanna read thru mine book liao, den wait for mine kor kor to call and i have to take money go down. hai so late le wor.. hope father faster come back den i can dun need go down liao.. Wish me good luck for tme paper.. =) Good Luck everybody and not only me.. ^^
Friday, November 26, 2004
hallow, yesterday wanted to update but hoh abit lag the internet connection. so i make it today loh.. hee
Yesterday went to Jessie place with Shuyi to study, Yes we did study. 3 of us do the paper that the teacher give us. ya we did, haha. in between we keep turn the paper and check lei.. LOL but we manage to finish lorh.. den after that went to eat which Jessie sister Cindy cook. Yummy Yummy, very nice. haha.. This is not the first time we eat at her place already sIa.. LOL.. den after that see Jessie play com. Then 5.30 we watch Fei Yi Ban Ma Ma.. Cindy is so lame, keep talking rubbish saying kiss, all this.. LOL.. sooo funnie lorh.. den after that watch le awhile they help mi cut the S.H.E thing out, Thanks alot Jessie and Shuyi and Jessie family for drinking finish lei and Cindy for reminding Jessie to pass to me.. wow, so happie lorh.. hee. den after that went to Plaza to get Bread and some tibits. After that headed home, online and played game. Jiapeng help mi level even though i'm already going to level up le.. but thanks to him, he even buy weapon for me leix.. 2 one is level 15 de another one is level 20 de.. hee.. so good lorh, den play until very sian offline off computer, went to Living Room to copy RTO notes copy until 12+ the show finish i went to sleep.
Today
hMm yea, wake up at 11 lorh, den play computer lorh, just came out of the bathroom lorh, typing my blog now. Becasue i'm going to schOoL very soon to have my Next paper which is EFW 2hours long de paper, Hope i can do it.. later must study when i walking nehx.. LOL. after this paper really much study for RTO i have not been studying BUT always play game, RTO i very scare so i think this few days i will on mine com and put away mood lorh.. MUST REALLY STUDY LE.. ^^ okok shall end here 1hour and 10mins time to my next paper liao.. buai bua.. ^^
Yesterday went to Jessie place with Shuyi to study, Yes we did study. 3 of us do the paper that the teacher give us. ya we did, haha. in between we keep turn the paper and check lei.. LOL but we manage to finish lorh.. den after that went to eat which Jessie sister Cindy cook. Yummy Yummy, very nice. haha.. This is not the first time we eat at her place already sIa.. LOL.. den after that see Jessie play com. Then 5.30 we watch Fei Yi Ban Ma Ma.. Cindy is so lame, keep talking rubbish saying kiss, all this.. LOL.. sooo funnie lorh.. den after that watch le awhile they help mi cut the S.H.E thing out, Thanks alot Jessie and Shuyi and Jessie family for drinking finish lei and Cindy for reminding Jessie to pass to me.. wow, so happie lorh.. hee. den after that went to Plaza to get Bread and some tibits. After that headed home, online and played game. Jiapeng help mi level even though i'm already going to level up le.. but thanks to him, he even buy weapon for me leix.. 2 one is level 15 de another one is level 20 de.. hee.. so good lorh, den play until very sian offline off computer, went to Living Room to copy RTO notes copy until 12+ the show finish i went to sleep.
Today
hMm yea, wake up at 11 lorh, den play computer lorh, just came out of the bathroom lorh, typing my blog now. Becasue i'm going to schOoL very soon to have my Next paper which is EFW 2hours long de paper, Hope i can do it.. later must study when i walking nehx.. LOL. after this paper really much study for RTO i have not been studying BUT always play game, RTO i very scare so i think this few days i will on mine com and put away mood lorh.. MUST REALLY STUDY LE.. ^^ okok shall end here 1hour and 10mins time to my next paper liao.. buai bua.. ^^
i'm back from my paper.. LOL. OMG, mine paper is quite difficuLt lorh. Don't really know how to do, i just anyhow do nia.. haix.. don't know i can get at lease an B mah? i only got confident for Minutes Of Meeting nia leix. others i really anyhow de.. ya den after exam went home lorh.. LOL.. reach home and i felt so HUNGRY sia. have no choice but to bare with it coz just a few hours will be dinner time liao mah.. but i eat alot of tibits lorh. die liao.. sure more n more worst de.. LOL. keep coughing sia now. i must faster recover den hoh, later monday can enjoy mah.. tuesday i dunno how lah, dunno if wan celebrate at sentosa mah.. hai, if go after that go where? HAIZ... SIAN AH.. okok lah, i really dunno what to do now very boring lah.. mayb watch vcdlorh.. s.h.e concert de.. 0mg~ must really thanks Jesie.. she call mi from jay de concert lei.. let mi hear he sing de song... Ge Qian and An Jing.~~~ OMG.. thanks a million Jessie... ^^ An Jing Rocks lorh.. but mine s.h.e more rox.. like that make mi more n more feel like going to watch S.H.E de nehx.. zhe mo ban? must really post liao.. AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE..~!~!~!!~~!
ONE THING TO MENTION..~!~!!~!! I LEFT WITH ONE PAPER ONLY...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOO..~!~! Happy..
AND mine mum give me $60 for mine b`dae nehx.. hee... hope my dad and brother get mi something wor.. hee.. thanks mummy..
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
aiyo, today hoh very boring neh.. whole day at home doing nothing, cannot play MapleStory. coz they doing something.. from morning 10+ wait till nighht 10. den zhuo say he from yesterday 1+ wait till 10+.. wow. haha.. den play until level 18 i go orh orh liao,c zo mi keep sneezing.. from morning sneeze until night.. some more that day take BSA exam i cough cough cough.. hai.. but never mind lah.. long long time once.. =X hMm nothing much to blog for today le.. bye bye.
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Yipee!! One Paper over.. hur hur..
hMm yesterday hor, know what time i sleep mah? around 2+. can't sleep.. i even sms to 93.3fm to dedicate songs lorh... after that listen afew songs more faster force myself sleep.. den today nehx? can't really wake up.. to tired le.. sob.. wake up at 8.30 and went to on com den bathe. den go out lorh.. had our paper.. felt very angry lorh.. keep asking mi how to do.. grrr.. den after exam went to West Mall with Junzhuo, catherine and Aijuan.. went to Sembawang den went to Food Court and had our Lunch cum Breakfst lorh.. den after that came back home.. played MapleStory. haha.. as if no more paper le sia.. BUT we got 2 MORE.. hOpe faster finish wor.. grr.. LOL
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hMm yesterday hor, know what time i sleep mah? around 2+. can't sleep.. i even sms to 93.3fm to dedicate songs lorh... after that listen afew songs more faster force myself sleep.. den today nehx? can't really wake up.. to tired le.. sob.. wake up at 8.30 and went to on com den bathe. den go out lorh.. had our paper.. felt very angry lorh.. keep asking mi how to do.. grrr.. den after exam went to West Mall with Junzhuo, catherine and Aijuan.. went to Sembawang den went to Food Court and had our Lunch cum Breakfst lorh.. den after that came back home.. played MapleStory. haha.. as if no more paper le sia.. BUT we got 2 MORE.. hOpe faster finish wor.. grr.. LOL
Monday, November 22, 2004
Wow, today ah? nothing much to post lorh.. all the while at home.. change my email for maplestory, created a new charater. Warrior. Level 15 le.. yea. so happy. from 2+ play till 11+. LOL.. took 8 hours to become 15. Lousy hoh? coz i watch tv, go do this and that.. of coz lah.. haha.. but i'm happy.. hee.. wanna create mage or Theif next le.. hur hur..
S.H.E Rocks..
BabyStridy fades away at
S.H.E Rocks..
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Haix.
Today wake up at 9+ in the morning, den went to my room play computer lorh.. around 10+ mum came back. she asked me to fold clothes, first i did not as i am playing game mah. some more i will do mah, this few days she ask mi do i also got do, only when i going to sleep den i do mah. den at 11+ she wake up from her nap and SHOUTED at me lorh.. i damn pissed off loh, as if i NEVER help her before lorh. KNS.. so i also dulan i bang here and there lorh. she keep on kao-pei-ing lorh.. I buay ta han liao i ji tao say her and cry infront of her lorh, i really cannot take it liao lorh, i just say lorh, i never offend u hoh, dun scold like i'm dead person hoh.. den i say brother never do u dun scold i never u scold. think what? i for u to scold izzit? i ever say may as well ask mi go die, suffering so much for WHAT? she call my dad scold my dad, very fuck lorh she, WHY DON'T CALL UR SON AND SCOLD HIM? ALWAYS TAKE MONEY FROM U? CB.. den she come to the kitchen and refill water for the hot water thing lah. she throw the metal cup and drop, i can say if hit me u see i will do what loh. den she push the chair and the chair also drop lorh.. fuck lorh.. think what? den yah she went off, i bang the bamboo on the table, she walk in and say not happy is it? YA I AM NOT HAPPY.. she stand there for one min, den she walk off.. after she walk off, i drop damn loud and long.. i can say i cry for whoLe day. my eye was swallon. i even use mine head and bang on the wall. now my head is very pain loh. haix.. even think of cutting myself lei. hai. i dunno why this time i think of that. wanna take knife and poke myself.. allow myself to DIE.. hai.. i am really very upsad lorh.. i keep crying and crying lorh.. haix.. den around 2+ going 3 my dad come back, he do his thing den we go my grandma house, reach le, my cousin sleeping.. but after awhile he wake uP.. carry him but he dun wan.. sob.. think coz i wear pink ba.. LOL.. he become more n more CUTE le. buay ta han.. know how to crawl le.. hee.. ^^ den yah, my da yee, notice my eye very swallon. ask mi is it just wake uP? i say no, den she say cry ah? den at first i say huh? den i tell her coz mummy scoLd me, den she say y i say never help her fold clothes lorh.. den she say aiya, never mind lah.. haix.. around 4+ we came home. my brother was helping me to make my tv, now got channel U liao.. hee so happy.. den yah, watch TrueHeart, not bad very nice.. powerfuL.. watch till 10 loh. okok lah.. stop here.. buai buai.
very sad day for me haix..
Today wake up at 9+ in the morning, den went to my room play computer lorh.. around 10+ mum came back. she asked me to fold clothes, first i did not as i am playing game mah. some more i will do mah, this few days she ask mi do i also got do, only when i going to sleep den i do mah. den at 11+ she wake up from her nap and SHOUTED at me lorh.. i damn pissed off loh, as if i NEVER help her before lorh. KNS.. so i also dulan i bang here and there lorh. she keep on kao-pei-ing lorh.. I buay ta han liao i ji tao say her and cry infront of her lorh, i really cannot take it liao lorh, i just say lorh, i never offend u hoh, dun scold like i'm dead person hoh.. den i say brother never do u dun scold i never u scold. think what? i for u to scold izzit? i ever say may as well ask mi go die, suffering so much for WHAT? she call my dad scold my dad, very fuck lorh she, WHY DON'T CALL UR SON AND SCOLD HIM? ALWAYS TAKE MONEY FROM U? CB.. den she come to the kitchen and refill water for the hot water thing lah. she throw the metal cup and drop, i can say if hit me u see i will do what loh. den she push the chair and the chair also drop lorh.. fuck lorh.. think what? den yah she went off, i bang the bamboo on the table, she walk in and say not happy is it? YA I AM NOT HAPPY.. she stand there for one min, den she walk off.. after she walk off, i drop damn loud and long.. i can say i cry for whoLe day. my eye was swallon. i even use mine head and bang on the wall. now my head is very pain loh. haix.. even think of cutting myself lei. hai. i dunno why this time i think of that. wanna take knife and poke myself.. allow myself to DIE.. hai.. i am really very upsad lorh.. i keep crying and crying lorh.. haix.. den around 2+ going 3 my dad come back, he do his thing den we go my grandma house, reach le, my cousin sleeping.. but after awhile he wake uP.. carry him but he dun wan.. sob.. think coz i wear pink ba.. LOL.. he become more n more CUTE le. buay ta han.. know how to crawl le.. hee.. ^^ den yah, my da yee, notice my eye very swallon. ask mi is it just wake uP? i say no, den she say cry ah? den at first i say huh? den i tell her coz mummy scoLd me, den she say y i say never help her fold clothes lorh.. den she say aiya, never mind lah.. haix.. around 4+ we came home. my brother was helping me to make my tv, now got channel U liao.. hee so happy.. den yah, watch TrueHeart, not bad very nice.. powerfuL.. watch till 10 loh. okok lah.. stop here.. buai buai.
very sad day for me haix..
Saturday, November 20, 2004
hoho, did not update yesterday sia.. hee.. just as tired as dunno how to say lorh.. hee..
___x[oO19 November 2004Oo]x___
slept at 11 like that yesterday night. and today have to wake up at 5. BUT haha, i woke up at 5.45. lucky i still can wake up lorh. faster go bathe liao den prepare.. as my dad was in the car waiting. so i faster go out lorh.. den go catherine there.. den we headed to Jurong East MRT. After we reach and was walking to the station, saw Ivis, waited for her. den we go buy sweets. after that go up to the control station as they wanna top up ez-link card. den we go up the platform. waited at the MRT for Shuyi to come from Lake Side. wanted to trick her but haha.. cannot leix.. she too clever liao.. LOL.. den yah, we were crapping from Jurong to Lavendar. den reach le. Jessie called and ask if we eat le mah, so that we can go grab something and eat mah. at the same time buy 2 for her and her sister. den waited for them outside MRT there.. den they reach, took 14 lorh.. den we all like siao like that keep talking.. LOL.. den yah, reach the place, TMD, the security damn ATTITUDE lorh.. kns.. haha.. den yah, stand down there for about 5mins? haha.. dunno lah. den was being briefed(dunno how to spell).. and was appointed in groups of 2. LOL. hMM, me and a malay guy call Redzwan. he count i write lorh.. hehe.. very fast lorh. den had break... drink water den go back work.. keep walking up and down.. haha.. tiring lei.. den 12 we had out lunch at Jessie's Yi Ma shop.. all of us ate Wan Ton Noodle. not bad, after eating her yi ma gave us some bao and siew mai. was very full loh.. haha.. den we wanted to go back, but it's lock. so we go to the near by HDB to rest.. was at the small little shultter.. 6 of us was there.. and know what? saw a guy keep standing down there.. looking at us.. kns.. like pervert. den after that when the time going to 1 we walk back. and after we go toilet. we start our WORK.. haha.. work work work work and work.. haha.. but i still think the time very fast pass.. hee.. work until 3 we had our second tea-break. drink the water and ate the bao. LOL.. den after that start work again.. BUT this time is check other ppl de thing.. hee.. den around 4, we all got nothing to do already.. haha.. sit down there talking all the way.. until 4.30, was told to go into the room and get our PAY.. hoho.. so happy sia.. after we take we went off, went to the coffee shop to look for jessie mum coz she wanna go find her mah.. den go her yi ma house to find her brother.. and we wash uP.. den we went off.. hmm shuyi did nt accompany us to town lei.. so bad.. nvm next time kk.. so cat, juan, ivis, jessie and me + shuyi took 14, shuyi alight at lavendar whereas we take to Town. alight at orchard MRT? i not sure ba.. den walk to taka.. saw derek, call and distrub him.. den he come find us.. saw my cousin so i go find her awhile lorh.. den walk off.. went to buy something to eeat, as we are hungry.. haha... den went to buy drink.. den go Giordano. haha.. was there for very long.. hee.. hMm, 3 of us buy t-shirt.. 2 per person.. and cost us 17.30. quite cheap lorh.. save $3.. hee.. i buy pink and blue.. yea.. got shirt liao.. no worries.. only left jeans and skirt.. yea.. gonna SAVE money and get it.. i will do it de.. yesh.. yah, after that we headed home.. know what? 4 of us hoh, the leg is like going to break le lorh.. very suan... haha... stand from morning till night leix.. aiyox.. haha.. in bus the jessie hoh,, buay ta han her.. keep laughing like siao gao.. lol.. den yah, by the time reach bukit panjang got space we chiong liao.. sit like mad.. haha.. den yah, went to plaza as catherine wanna go toilet.. went to vcd shop.. hee.. den headed home by cab with catherine.. OMG.. we both like many years never sit liao.. it's just very tired lorh.. reach home, faster go bathe.. but after that help kian kwong play MapleStory.. den around 10++ i went to sleep.. too tired le..
__/20 November 2004 \___
today? whole day stay at home lorh. playing computer games. nothing much lorh. nothing much to blog for today ba. hai
___x[oO19 November 2004Oo]x___
slept at 11 like that yesterday night. and today have to wake up at 5. BUT haha, i woke up at 5.45. lucky i still can wake up lorh. faster go bathe liao den prepare.. as my dad was in the car waiting. so i faster go out lorh.. den go catherine there.. den we headed to Jurong East MRT. After we reach and was walking to the station, saw Ivis, waited for her. den we go buy sweets. after that go up to the control station as they wanna top up ez-link card. den we go up the platform. waited at the MRT for Shuyi to come from Lake Side. wanted to trick her but haha.. cannot leix.. she too clever liao.. LOL.. den yah, we were crapping from Jurong to Lavendar. den reach le. Jessie called and ask if we eat le mah, so that we can go grab something and eat mah. at the same time buy 2 for her and her sister. den waited for them outside MRT there.. den they reach, took 14 lorh.. den we all like siao like that keep talking.. LOL.. den yah, reach the place, TMD, the security damn ATTITUDE lorh.. kns.. haha.. den yah, stand down there for about 5mins? haha.. dunno lah. den was being briefed(dunno how to spell).. and was appointed in groups of 2. LOL. hMM, me and a malay guy call Redzwan. he count i write lorh.. hehe.. very fast lorh. den had break... drink water den go back work.. keep walking up and down.. haha.. tiring lei.. den 12 we had out lunch at Jessie's Yi Ma shop.. all of us ate Wan Ton Noodle. not bad, after eating her yi ma gave us some bao and siew mai. was very full loh.. haha.. den we wanted to go back, but it's lock. so we go to the near by HDB to rest.. was at the small little shultter.. 6 of us was there.. and know what? saw a guy keep standing down there.. looking at us.. kns.. like pervert. den after that when the time going to 1 we walk back. and after we go toilet. we start our WORK.. haha.. work work work work and work.. haha.. but i still think the time very fast pass.. hee.. work until 3 we had our second tea-break. drink the water and ate the bao. LOL.. den after that start work again.. BUT this time is check other ppl de thing.. hee.. den around 4, we all got nothing to do already.. haha.. sit down there talking all the way.. until 4.30, was told to go into the room and get our PAY.. hoho.. so happy sia.. after we take we went off, went to the coffee shop to look for jessie mum coz she wanna go find her mah.. den go her yi ma house to find her brother.. and we wash uP.. den we went off.. hmm shuyi did nt accompany us to town lei.. so bad.. nvm next time kk.. so cat, juan, ivis, jessie and me + shuyi took 14, shuyi alight at lavendar whereas we take to Town. alight at orchard MRT? i not sure ba.. den walk to taka.. saw derek, call and distrub him.. den he come find us.. saw my cousin so i go find her awhile lorh.. den walk off.. went to buy something to eeat, as we are hungry.. haha... den went to buy drink.. den go Giordano. haha.. was there for very long.. hee.. hMm, 3 of us buy t-shirt.. 2 per person.. and cost us 17.30. quite cheap lorh.. save $3.. hee.. i buy pink and blue.. yea.. got shirt liao.. no worries.. only left jeans and skirt.. yea.. gonna SAVE money and get it.. i will do it de.. yesh.. yah, after that we headed home.. know what? 4 of us hoh, the leg is like going to break le lorh.. very suan... haha... stand from morning till night leix.. aiyox.. haha.. in bus the jessie hoh,, buay ta han her.. keep laughing like siao gao.. lol.. den yah, by the time reach bukit panjang got space we chiong liao.. sit like mad.. haha.. den yah, went to plaza as catherine wanna go toilet.. went to vcd shop.. hee.. den headed home by cab with catherine.. OMG.. we both like many years never sit liao.. it's just very tired lorh.. reach home, faster go bathe.. but after that help kian kwong play MapleStory.. den around 10++ i went to sleep.. too tired le..
__/20 November 2004 \___
today? whole day stay at home lorh. playing computer games. nothing much lorh. nothing much to blog for today ba. hai
Thursday, November 18, 2004
As for today, i wake up quite late. Actually i can sleep for longer time but my mum wanted to watch tape, at first i told her that she want to watch then watch lorh, but after that when she's in the toilet i faster chiong out. LoL.. can't sleep already. so went to my room to play computer lorh, that's my daily routine mah. LOL. sian lorh, whole day doing the quest thing.. jump here and there.. den i very pek so ask Paul to help mi lorh.. yah den he help. he very lame, go and make my charater naked.. LOL bian tai.. hahaa.. den yah around 4+ i felt headache sia.. wanted to find a chance to rest BUT Shuyi called me.. haha. so we chatted lorh.. lame sia we both.. den yah around 6+ she hang. den i come back to play game. only for awhile as i felt very boring.. went to watch tv. that's all.. think i gonna sleep early because tomorrow have to wake up at 5. meeting catherine at 6.30, shuyi and ivis at 6.30.. Jessie and her sister 7.15 at Lavendar. Time to watch Singapore IdoL le.. buai buai..
Time now is 8.08.
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Time now is 8.08.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
hello.. heee.. to be frank i just finish editing the previous post.. hur hur..
Yesterday sleep at 12+ and today have to wake up at 7+. actually tot of sms-ing them tell them that i dun wanna go.. but since i already say i goin le.. so i set alarm at 7. but i did not wake up after the alarm clock ring..i went back to sleep.. den hor? hee. know what time i wake up 8.45.. haha.. den got 2 sms, one from jessie and one from shuyi.. faster reply them le den go bathe liaox.. haha. so lame.. den faster chiong out lorh.. reach school saw Shuyi and Catherine at canteen waiting for us. so good of them lorh. den i went to buy food..when i going to finish jessie came.. den she buy mian bao and eat.. den sit at canteen for awhile b4 go back class.. but teacher already go thru le.. so we took derek de and copy.. den around 11+ we went off.. decided to come over my place.. again sia.. -.-''' den hoh, went to check handphone stuff, den walk to my here de coffee shop, once again we buy Spring Chicken.. haha.. so cute.. den jessie buy fishball noodle whereas derek buy za cai fan. mix rice ba.. den come my house.. den watch vcd, crap, lame and play lorh.. hee.. den around 6+ all went off.. den i went to bathe.. den play game lorh.. play until 7+ i stop coz wanna watch tv.. den after that watch the ending for Kaiwei and hu de.. know hu n hu? at first the show is like Yixuan and kaiwei lorh.. BUT hehe.. is Kaiwei and JingWen.. omG.. so happie lorh.. den watch 9pm de show.. wow lau, can say it's damn funnie lorh.. that zoe tay.. hha.. den now getting ready to play MapleStory to chiong to level 22.. hehe.. off i go.. tmr no schOol.. fri go work.. ^^ bye bye..
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
oOMonday 15 November 2004Oo
haix, i make a lie to cindy, why? i told her that i quarreled with my mum and she dun allow me to go out. actually i did not even quarrel, i'm just finding an excuse not to go out. haix. I'm very sorry, Kalai sorry that i did not pei her out and can't help u take care of her.. sorry.. know y i dun wanna go? there are some reasons.. 1. coz i tot my mum wont put money for me as i also have no money. 2. coz i find that actually is she wanna call siewfong to go with her and coz she not free and i was there at the same time. 3. to stay at home, finding ways to talk to dad, but he make me more disappointed day by day. i really regret never go out. becoz my dad treat home like hotel, keep coming in out going out out the house.. haix.. i was very sad and sad lorh. the first time he come back after 5 mins he say he wanna get milk or dunno what thing, so yes he went.. about 1hour or less he came back.. so ok fine.. den second time, he came back after a phone call he went out again.. he did not say, but i heard the door sound and he's already outside.. so i quickly walk to the and open. he look inside. den i look at home for 5 sec and i shake my head and bang the door.. after that i was damn freaking sad and very lonely, i went back to the room shout and scream and i cry.. this is the first time i collapse. i've never been so worked up lorh.. this is the very first time i cry until like somebody pass away lorh. haix.. but no one knows how i feel lo.. i cried from the moment he go out till 1+am.. about 10hours.. i cried... haix... even my brother come back my tears still there.. haix... my dad really a guy whom can't set a good example to his/her daughter or son.. even my brother also like that.. my mum also.. i agree i everytime say i will scream or shout at them but in my heart is like broken lorh.. haix.. maybe i'm just trying to act if i'm everything correct ba.. i'll try to not talk back to them ok. i must listen to miss ang.. she always arge me not go talk back to my parents.. okok i'll try okae.. den yah, i was very angry and sad lorh.. den play game loth.. he come back i never talk to him(my dad i mean) lorh.. den like that lorh.. den at 12+ i go and fold clothing and den go sleep lorh.. haix.. that's all..
oOoTuesday 16 November 2004oOo
Today? wake up damn late.. haha.. den play MapleStory lorh.. den go schOol.. den ok lah. come back home with shuyi, cat and jessie coz we bought Spring Chicken lorh. 4 of us share 1 chicken.. it's very nice lorh.. den after that play com and with shuyi handphone lorh.. hee.. around 6.45 they went off. den i do my thingss.. den 7 watch tv.. watch till 10 lorh.. omg.. very nice lorh the show.. i very ke lian jingwen.. but she's strong.. and omg. Fei Yu team won all the match lorh.. FIRST FIRST FIRST.. haha.. so nice.. Zheng Kang and Annie is back to family liao.. den Xiao Jie so cute, say I love you too.. ^^ same as joe joe.. hee.. wanna go net search for his photo liaox.. but hoh unfortunely dun have leix.. only found one. hee.. but he's sleeping sia.. hee.. but hao guo mei you right? i gonna take time to load some pic fom the show le.. hee.. den yah, was playing MapleStory the whole day lorh.. -.- hee..
=> this is taken i think when xiao jie is taking a nap while toro is trying to kiss him.. ^^
=> this is the actor and actress who act in the show. chio bu and yandao ohs..!
=> this is the pic where yilin and kaixin look so blur.. o.O
=> romatic mah? omg.. hehe..
=> this pic i think is fiona and toro edit de. coz wesite got say.. haha.. nice hoh?
=> just look like a couple man..
=> this pic as if they kenna follow by gou zai dui den very scare so ask them not to take. haha. CUTE!!!
=> played as brother and sister in the show. kai Wei and Kai Xin. nice name. ^^
=> they both are from Fei Yu Dui, Wang Tong and Kai Xin. both are chio bu lorh.. hee ^^
=> Toro sia, CooL right? OMG.. drOoL sIa..
=> advertising for something??? haha.. diao -.-'''
=> he like that very cute and handsome. think i fall for him.. hahahaha...
=> looking at me? haha.. think too much. is looking at camera.. hoho.. i'm mad over toro.
=> Toro feeding Yan Xing Su eating something.. very good friend? hee..
=> spot this in website. Wang Tong is sleeping.. and her jacket ROCKS lorh.. OMG.. Adidas RoCks...
=> can i eat now? haha =D
=> thumbs up. meaning The Champion is a very nice show.. haha.. =]
=> i'm drooling lorh. the steamboat like very nice lorh.. hee..
=> this is the team Fei Yu Dui.. they rocks..!!
=> Yi Xuan and Kaiwei.
haix, i make a lie to cindy, why? i told her that i quarreled with my mum and she dun allow me to go out. actually i did not even quarrel, i'm just finding an excuse not to go out. haix. I'm very sorry, Kalai sorry that i did not pei her out and can't help u take care of her.. sorry.. know y i dun wanna go? there are some reasons.. 1. coz i tot my mum wont put money for me as i also have no money. 2. coz i find that actually is she wanna call siewfong to go with her and coz she not free and i was there at the same time. 3. to stay at home, finding ways to talk to dad, but he make me more disappointed day by day. i really regret never go out. becoz my dad treat home like hotel, keep coming in out going out out the house.. haix.. i was very sad and sad lorh. the first time he come back after 5 mins he say he wanna get milk or dunno what thing, so yes he went.. about 1hour or less he came back.. so ok fine.. den second time, he came back after a phone call he went out again.. he did not say, but i heard the door sound and he's already outside.. so i quickly walk to the and open. he look inside. den i look at home for 5 sec and i shake my head and bang the door.. after that i was damn freaking sad and very lonely, i went back to the room shout and scream and i cry.. this is the first time i collapse. i've never been so worked up lorh.. this is the very first time i cry until like somebody pass away lorh. haix.. but no one knows how i feel lo.. i cried from the moment he go out till 1+am.. about 10hours.. i cried... haix... even my brother come back my tears still there.. haix... my dad really a guy whom can't set a good example to his/her daughter or son.. even my brother also like that.. my mum also.. i agree i everytime say i will scream or shout at them but in my heart is like broken lorh.. haix.. maybe i'm just trying to act if i'm everything correct ba.. i'll try to not talk back to them ok. i must listen to miss ang.. she always arge me not go talk back to my parents.. okok i'll try okae.. den yah, i was very angry and sad lorh.. den play game loth.. he come back i never talk to him(my dad i mean) lorh.. den like that lorh.. den at 12+ i go and fold clothing and den go sleep lorh.. haix.. that's all..
oOoTuesday 16 November 2004oOo
Today? wake up damn late.. haha.. den play MapleStory lorh.. den go schOol.. den ok lah. come back home with shuyi, cat and jessie coz we bought Spring Chicken lorh. 4 of us share 1 chicken.. it's very nice lorh.. den after that play com and with shuyi handphone lorh.. hee.. around 6.45 they went off. den i do my thingss.. den 7 watch tv.. watch till 10 lorh.. omg.. very nice lorh the show.. i very ke lian jingwen.. but she's strong.. and omg. Fei Yu team won all the match lorh.. FIRST FIRST FIRST.. haha.. so nice.. Zheng Kang and Annie is back to family liao.. den Xiao Jie so cute, say I love you too.. ^^ same as joe joe.. hee.. wanna go net search for his photo liaox.. but hoh unfortunely dun have leix.. only found one. hee.. but he's sleeping sia.. hee.. but hao guo mei you right? i gonna take time to load some pic fom the show le.. hee.. den yah, was playing MapleStory the whole day lorh.. -.- hee..
=> this is taken i think when xiao jie is taking a nap while toro is trying to kiss him.. ^^
=> this is the actor and actress who act in the show. chio bu and yandao ohs..!
=> this is the pic where yilin and kaixin look so blur.. o.O
=> romatic mah? omg.. hehe..
=> this pic i think is fiona and toro edit de. coz wesite got say.. haha.. nice hoh?
=> just look like a couple man..
=> this pic as if they kenna follow by gou zai dui den very scare so ask them not to take. haha. CUTE!!!
=> played as brother and sister in the show. kai Wei and Kai Xin. nice name. ^^
=> they both are from Fei Yu Dui, Wang Tong and Kai Xin. both are chio bu lorh.. hee ^^
=> Toro sia, CooL right? OMG.. drOoL sIa..
=> advertising for something??? haha.. diao -.-'''
=> he like that very cute and handsome. think i fall for him.. hahahaha...
=> looking at me? haha.. think too much. is looking at camera.. hoho.. i'm mad over toro.
=> Toro feeding Yan Xing Su eating something.. very good friend? hee..
=> spot this in website. Wang Tong is sleeping.. and her jacket ROCKS lorh.. OMG.. Adidas RoCks...
=> can i eat now? haha =D
=> thumbs up. meaning The Champion is a very nice show.. haha.. =]
=> i'm drooling lorh. the steamboat like very nice lorh.. hee..
=> this is the team Fei Yu Dui.. they rocks..!!
=> Yi Xuan and Kaiwei.
Sunday, November 14, 2004
.::.Saturday.::.
hehe, today is derek birthday wor. sent him a message yesterday night.. xD
Today wake up very early. about 7+ i wake up le.. dunno y so early sia.. maybe coz used to it already ba.. haha.. once i wake up i go brush teeth den go on my computer lorh.. play game, chat with shuyi lorh.. finally reach level 19 ler.. hee.. happie happie.. den yah go bathe den go out lorh.. was late by abit.. shuyi also late.. jessie was late too.. lolx.. den i reach le i go take my Sun Yanzi de thing.. lol.. den Jessie came, less den 5min Shuyi came. den we go NTUC buy things.. buy liao straight away go jessie house lorh.. hMm, at first we are talking. den after that we all was listenin to song and see the brother play MapleStory.. den after that Jessie ask him to go out of study room den he go play PS with his small brother.. den after that shuyi and me write down those important notes down.. as jessie was bathing.. den we all was talking alot also... Shuyi talk non-stop sia.. muahahah... =X den around 2.30 like that start to get very lazy liaox den stop awhile.. den play abit MapleStory.. den after that Jessie de Big Brother come and help mi play while we looking at Jessie cooking.. haha.. den go back again... den yah ate the congee she cook.. nice sia.. YuMMy^^ den watch vcd but awhile i come out shuyi alone watch... den i was beside jessie watchin her place MS.. den yah 6.30 we went off.. went to plaza to get Sweettalk. den go home.. online and haix.. no one was at home lorh.. so fuck.. i have a home like dun have.. fark!!!.
.::.SunDay.::.
Yesterday night sleep at 10+ becoz i'm very sleepy.. den today wake up at 8+ or 9+ i forget liaox.. den straight away send Happy Birthday message to Junzhuo.. hehe.. den yah, played MS all the whiLe, know what? once again i'm alone at home. my dad just throw me a packet of rice and he left home.. wtf.. think what? i'm a begger? after he left i cried.. i really felt that i am no different from other children who dun have parents.. i know i have BUT they treat home like HOTEL lorh.. fark.. or maybe i should learn from them? go out early den come home till late night or dun come back? how i wish i could.. fark.. den after eating came back to plaay game.. den around 2+ go bathe.. den 2.30 go out.. coz meeting jessie 3 at clementi to get comics.. lolx.. both of us LATE.. =X den nvm lorh.. i reach first, so i went to the comic shop to check if it's open or not.. yea, it's open.. so happy lorh.. but i was there waiting coz there's a supplier there. so i was told to wait.. den ya i get 10 first because Auntie say 11 haven come.. dunno lah.. den take 10. den Jessie came, went to big bookshop to get the cover for him. coz he always buy cover mah.. den like that lorh.. den went to NTUC to get Teenage and saw a auntie like shit lorh.. her son is playing mah den he was at the counter there den of coz the person hu work will ask him not to go in right? den he go and complain his mum, and his mum also abit kns de lah.. down there say who scoLd my son? i was thinking lorh, if u think ur son is damn fucking precious edn lock him at home lah.. or stay at GOLDEN house lah.. KNS.. act big.. pui.. den we walk to the bus-stop. haha.. just b4 we reach the traffic light saw Green Light, den we faster chiong den saw 105 chiong more even faster.. lolx.. den board the bus den was reading comics lorh.. den reach liao we all went to look for plastic lorh.. but cannot find so we walk back to bus-stop loh.. saw Shuming.. den after that Junzhuo came.. lolx. Shuming only come to pass JunZhuo present den she go off le.. saw her at TAka, Cene.. lolx.. den yah we went to shop after go taka.. Met Yun and bIn there.. den go HMV walk walk.. junzhuo actually wanted to buy Britney de cd, but i ask him not to, coz Weiqi buying.. den after that he say wanna buy S.H.E de den i say buy lah buy lah.. lolx.. deb he say dun buy at HMV.. den we went to Cene to look for it.. he bought it at 20.90 with a blur colour de fiLe.. hee ^^.. den after that met Aijuan there, den we walk off to Taka den we all sw Shuming again.. lolx.. 0mg 0mg.. saw her twice manx.. den yah b4 we go and eat yanbin was calling Huiping and Siewfong to ask if they wan go eat with us mah.. as it cost 25 per person lorh. den they all at first say no money all this crap lah.. dunno lah.. aiyoz.. den make yanbin very angry lorh.. but after that they say coming.. BUT when we go in right, and settle down den they say not coming lorh.. was like wtf, even if we say go MS also must bring extra money mah.. kns sia.. buay ta han lorh.. den we all 7 of us eat first.. den awhile later Paul come.. den yah, today i eat very less sia.. normally i eat alot de.. maybe coz no wei kou ba. den yah was chatting and lameing arounf again lorh.. take photo, video all this lorh.. haha.. so fun.. den we all was clapping when yanbin was doing magic mah.. den the another table copy we all, so we also clap back lorh.. den they also.. den we decided to Sing Happie Birthday song as loud as we could.. lolx.. den we went off.. went to the toilet.. after that when i receive message my mood change.. i dunno what happen but all i know is that i like very sad lorh.. maybe is coz that GERALDINE cannot meet us b4 my b`dae with briget lorh.. was damn sad.. must after.. WTF... angry sia.. grrr.. if dun wan meet can say de.. haix.. den after that was busy sms-ing jiu correct le.. den Huiping and Siewfong reach, as we meet them outside taka.. den meet le walk to Hereen lorh.. took pic den go back.. go back with jessie.. and haha,, know what? both of us are crazy.. coz hoh, we 2 was standing mah.. den a guy was sitting just infront of Jessie, den jessie talk and her hand move here and there mah.. den got a few times nearly hit his head lorh.. so i tell jessie lah.. den after that both of us stay to crap among ourself saying wow lau this 2 girl so kaopei all this lah.. is we 2 say de lah.. den say wow heng they all alight liao.. but he same bus-stop as us.. haha.. so funnie.. den come back home.. online den bathe.. den play MapleStory.. HIT level 20 already.. yea.. happie.. tat's all for sat and sun..
Friday, November 12, 2004
haix.. my heart is still kind of sour sour de.. tears want to row down but i control.. what's going on with mi again and again? this week i can say i cry almost the whole week.. i dunno y am i so week.. simply cry and cry.. haix.. but u think i want? argh..!!!!!
yesterday i slept at 12+. as because i'm very tired so i went to sleep that early.. while sleeping i dream of something.. i dream that i told my dad that my b`dae coming and ask him to buy me a phone. at first he dun allow BUt i keep onm saying things that make him buay ta han den he agreed.. and after he agreed i say really hoh, u dun bluff hoh.. just after the dream finish my house telephone rang.. its my stupid brother who called and ask mi to help him on the AIR-CON.. isn't it too much? haix.. so i have no choice to wake up to help him. and after that when i wanted to go back and sleep, i realise that i can't.. so i went to my own room and on my computer, played MapleStory again... i cre8 another charater lorh.. wanna be a thief.. i did not go for my first 2 lesson.. den at 9.30 like that Ayu called me asking where am I? i told her i'm at home and only 4 of them in cLass only, just after she hang less den 5 mins Mrs Tay called me.. she ask Aijuna, Jessie and me go find her she wanna give us something.. at first tot she gonna give us Testimonal but how we know she give us a present.. we are sooo surprise lorh.. really thanks alot MRs Tay, MuackiEeeeeEee... Love ya.. den yah, ad my EFW test today. it's still alright for me lorh.. still can do ba.. den after that went to canteen to have our Lunch. eat finish liao go office find Mrs Tay, we were there for quite sometime lorh.. teaching her how to use her Handphone and send ringtone. den when it's time for us to go off, it rain.. den hjave no choice to stay in schOoL.. 4 of us rot at the canteen.. until we tot of helping Mrs Tay by going Retail Studio. but she dun wan she wan us go help her.. bleah.. den we go.. but Jessie went off coz she going to find her friend nor.. so left Shuyi, Aijuan and me.. we help her to arrange the Retail Studio de things lorh.. den do untl going to 3 liao she drive us home. first she drive Aijuan to Jurong East MRT station den she drive Shuyi and me to Bukit Batok.. But at first she tot i stay at Bukit panjang. i find that the ways she drive very strange.. den i tell her, i stay at Bukit Batok leix.. den she huh.. i tot u BP? haha.. den i say no lah.. is BB. den she say wow i bluff her... diaox.. lolx.. den yah, she very toot sia.. after we alight ask her to turn right she go straight so i know she dunno how to go liao.. haha.. den went to but something den come back home.. watched tv... den 6+ shuyi went off.. i was playing computer lorh..
den around 6.50 my dad came back and haix.. knwo what after he bathe he go out. i dun understand y he's so BUSY.. dun even care about me.. i was so sad lorh.. i dunno whenever i say this will anyone really believe me.. but i can say is TRUE lorh.. i cry almost everyday just because i'm very loneLy.. i wonder will i be blind one day anot.. haix.. den just now watch tv i cry.. and haix... i was very sad sad sad.. i really dunno will my dream come true mah.. chatted with paul but we had a small quarrel.. i really dun understand ba. suan liaox.. maybe it's me maybe it's him.. forget it.. think i dun bother much.. i dun wanna care much already.. i just hope i can die faster and leave this world without so much suffering. and i hope if i die this blog will be able to let my parents and read.. they really duno how lonely am i.. all they know about me is the bad side of me.. they dunno the real me.. and no one wil know.. not even my best friend, my close friend.. NOPE... my cousin.? somtetimes she knows.. BUT whats the use if she knows and not mine parents? will they care about me even if i die? i think no ba.. think they will care for my brother more ba.. haix.. I wonder if my dad wont get me a phone, i think this war between me and him will begin.. and i gonna SAY things OUT.. i really cannot keep already.. i wanna tell them WHAT I FEEL ABOUT THEM.. it's Unfair for them to treat me this way.. i need some decipline FROM THEm.. i nEED STRESS FROM THEM.. I NEED SCOLDING from them to wash mine brain.. i wonder why whenever i need them by my side they are not around.. i wonder if they know i cry at night to force myself to sleep when i quarrel with them? will they know? maybe they think that i like to quarrel with them ba.. haix.. My life is damn sucks..
think i should go off already..
PS: i'm crying and typing this blog.. and i'm not lying.. haix.. i'm really very stress lorh.. WHO KNOW HOW I FEEL???????????????????????????????
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yesterday i slept at 12+. as because i'm very tired so i went to sleep that early.. while sleeping i dream of something.. i dream that i told my dad that my b`dae coming and ask him to buy me a phone. at first he dun allow BUt i keep onm saying things that make him buay ta han den he agreed.. and after he agreed i say really hoh, u dun bluff hoh.. just after the dream finish my house telephone rang.. its my stupid brother who called and ask mi to help him on the AIR-CON.. isn't it too much? haix.. so i have no choice to wake up to help him. and after that when i wanted to go back and sleep, i realise that i can't.. so i went to my own room and on my computer, played MapleStory again... i cre8 another charater lorh.. wanna be a thief.. i did not go for my first 2 lesson.. den at 9.30 like that Ayu called me asking where am I? i told her i'm at home and only 4 of them in cLass only, just after she hang less den 5 mins Mrs Tay called me.. she ask Aijuna, Jessie and me go find her she wanna give us something.. at first tot she gonna give us Testimonal but how we know she give us a present.. we are sooo surprise lorh.. really thanks alot MRs Tay, MuackiEeeeeEee... Love ya.. den yah, ad my EFW test today. it's still alright for me lorh.. still can do ba.. den after that went to canteen to have our Lunch. eat finish liao go office find Mrs Tay, we were there for quite sometime lorh.. teaching her how to use her Handphone and send ringtone. den when it's time for us to go off, it rain.. den hjave no choice to stay in schOoL.. 4 of us rot at the canteen.. until we tot of helping Mrs Tay by going Retail Studio. but she dun wan she wan us go help her.. bleah.. den we go.. but Jessie went off coz she going to find her friend nor.. so left Shuyi, Aijuan and me.. we help her to arrange the Retail Studio de things lorh.. den do untl going to 3 liao she drive us home. first she drive Aijuan to Jurong East MRT station den she drive Shuyi and me to Bukit Batok.. But at first she tot i stay at Bukit panjang. i find that the ways she drive very strange.. den i tell her, i stay at Bukit Batok leix.. den she huh.. i tot u BP? haha.. den i say no lah.. is BB. den she say wow i bluff her... diaox.. lolx.. den yah, she very toot sia.. after we alight ask her to turn right she go straight so i know she dunno how to go liao.. haha.. den went to but something den come back home.. watched tv... den 6+ shuyi went off.. i was playing computer lorh..
den around 6.50 my dad came back and haix.. knwo what after he bathe he go out. i dun understand y he's so BUSY.. dun even care about me.. i was so sad lorh.. i dunno whenever i say this will anyone really believe me.. but i can say is TRUE lorh.. i cry almost everyday just because i'm very loneLy.. i wonder will i be blind one day anot.. haix.. den just now watch tv i cry.. and haix... i was very sad sad sad.. i really dunno will my dream come true mah.. chatted with paul but we had a small quarrel.. i really dun understand ba. suan liaox.. maybe it's me maybe it's him.. forget it.. think i dun bother much.. i dun wanna care much already.. i just hope i can die faster and leave this world without so much suffering. and i hope if i die this blog will be able to let my parents and read.. they really duno how lonely am i.. all they know about me is the bad side of me.. they dunno the real me.. and no one wil know.. not even my best friend, my close friend.. NOPE... my cousin.? somtetimes she knows.. BUT whats the use if she knows and not mine parents? will they care about me even if i die? i think no ba.. think they will care for my brother more ba.. haix.. I wonder if my dad wont get me a phone, i think this war between me and him will begin.. and i gonna SAY things OUT.. i really cannot keep already.. i wanna tell them WHAT I FEEL ABOUT THEM.. it's Unfair for them to treat me this way.. i need some decipline FROM THEm.. i nEED STRESS FROM THEM.. I NEED SCOLDING from them to wash mine brain.. i wonder why whenever i need them by my side they are not around.. i wonder if they know i cry at night to force myself to sleep when i quarrel with them? will they know? maybe they think that i like to quarrel with them ba.. haix.. My life is damn sucks..
think i should go off already..
PS: i'm crying and typing this blog.. and i'm not lying.. haix.. i'm really very stress lorh.. WHO KNOW HOW I FEEL???????????????????????????????
haix. it had been a unhappy week.. sigh~ i did not update yesterday as i am too tired to type.
.::.Wednesday.::.
Yesterday went to schOol to have BPF, because we need to present our presentation lorh.. yap, we had ours presented but not me the one who present, i only click the thing and it's Jessie who presented coz Junzhuo never come schOol tthanks to Jessie for helping us to present. =D ok den receive sms from aijuan saying she will be very late.. ok, so after 1 hour of BPF we had our Lunch. and we had Co-op duty so after eating we went to co-op at first tot we can just sign and go off, BUT never will we know that we need to do.. but alright lorh.. not bad.. we played alot instead of do the work.. haha.. den after that went to thre canteen to look for them as they were there. I saw Ivis taking my magazine and it's like she turn abit and i saw it so i quickly take away, den heng she take got hand on the phone lorh, if not drop i die. den i notice that she took aijuan de hp. ok den go back class tot she dunno but ivis told me that she say dun think i blur blur de. i already know already.. den i orh ok.. tryin to be good to return her, BUT know what she say me? take lah take somemore.. my reaction was puzzled lorh. she take ppl HP and keep untiL dun wan return she can lah, we keep and play canot lah.. kns.. was very angry lorh.. ok nvm.. den i wanted to put my bag in the tabLe, den how i know her hand coming to put the key on the tabLe to give mi, i was soo fast and i hit her hand.. and her reaction was wow lau very pian lei.. ok nvm i apologise i know it's mi who bu xiao xing make her.. so i say sorry.. didn't mean it.. DEN SHE CRIED.. i was, wtf cry fir what? my fault? keep phone de person is not ME is derek.. ok den hit u is me.. well i already say sorry.. and it's like veryone looking at me lorh.. i was damn pissed man.. and i tell them i'm very stress lorh.. she keep ppl handphone can we take hers cannot lah.. wtbf.. (i know if her BF saw this blog he sure dulan me de.. but well if u wanna protect yr gf and hate me so be it. i dun care anymore it's not my fault also. i dun care wat will u do to me i also dun care. i did nothing wrong. if u wanna say i buwee yr gf so be it too). IT's NONE OF MY BUSINESS..!!! dang chu who ask u both to treat me like that make mi heartbroke? i'm trying to be good BUT my andurance is got limit de lorh.. and u also make ur bf angry b4 lorh. i wont go and delibratly break u both up coz no point mah. no matter how deep the hurt is in my heart i also wont go and do anything.. i can't be just because of one person die ba. even if i die, will he care? no right.. so i'm not so stupid... the most only zhao bu dao bf nia mah.. but i think i wont have it de lah.. so ugly. loL... ok back to my point.. den ok had EFW, i just wanted to remind ivis if she asked teacher the question that she asked me. she said me back, actually i know her pattern is like that, but i dunno y i so work out and say wow lau suay, think i better keep quiet.. i was so hurt and sad.. becoz of aijuan problem. but end up i sms ivis saying sorry coz i didn't mean to vent my anger on her.. den both of us ok ler.. after EFW, aijuan talk to me.. and i think nothing happen so i also act nothing lorh.. but my heart is like abit guilty and angry lah.. guilty is i scare later she misunderstand mi lorh.. say i gu yi den i DIE lorh.. angry is what for she cry loth.. haix.. den yah we are back to normal lorh..
den we went to office to find MRs Tay, pass her key all this... den go back class.. help her with ClassFund and locker key thing.. den talk until Concert all this.. wow i damn envy her.. can go watch S.H.E and Jay concert.. and is family all go together.. S.H.E LEI.. i was so ... lorh... haix.. i canont go lei.. sob. but never mind lah.. haha.. den we talk talk in class as the cLass only left les than 10 ppl.. lolx.. den go retail studio.. so long never go liao.. miss RS so much lorh.. den after that go office with her den go classroom.. haha.. we went to 303 to test computer.. den we buy tibits, Poky.. haha.. eat inside cLass.. mrs tay never scold.. coz she also hungry.. hee.. den we do our work lorh.. until 4 she dismiss us.. but she ask aijuan to go RS to take something so i also go lorh.. but actually i dun wan de lah.. den take le never accompanied Mrs Tay back to office some more her hand got alot of things.. coz i am in a rush.. so we went to toilet and went off.. waited for 963 and it comes.. den reach home liao on computer play never bathe coz i think that b4 goin out den bathe.. so i play MapleStory lorh. play until 6.30 den go bathe.. but b4 i bathe i very hungry so i warm the food up and eat.. eat until 6.50+ liao den go bathe. bathe out already 7+ liao.. den faster chagne and go out.. den bus very long den come.. den yah.. reach orchard at 8.08 like that.. den go find cousin.. b4 i reach i still saw ppl de lei.. den yah she was attending to customer lorh.. so i was waiting for her.. den after that we go lorh.. reach le.. know we saw wat? NOTHING... argh. i only saw Selina BACK LORH.. i was kind of sad lah.. but okok lorh.. den after that saw Paul and jinny yi they all lorh.. only jinny yi and another saw me.. and i think paul say and dunno walk away ba? not sure.. den mi and cousin i think if not wrong is go Scott de food court eat.. we eat PastaMania de Beef Lasagne and Beef Noodle from dunno which stall.. whiLe eating we chatte alot.. i realise that i alwasy tell my cousin about what happen to me and my friends all this de.. she will advice mi coz she saw my friend b4 and go out b4.. hee.. and she very caring towards me de.. so good of her.. den we go far eat.. den nothing to walk decided to walk all the way from Far East to Plaza Singapura there de bus stop.. and reach liao we both very tired liao.. wanted to take long bus but all come are short de. so we wait lorh.. for long de.. also no seats but end up we got.. hee.. in the bus also talk alot.. den ask my dad come and fetch us home.. drive her home den we go home.. reach home den contiune my MapleStory until nearly 2am.. den go sleep.. haha.. end of the day. =D
.:::.Thursday.:::.
Today nothing much happen, was at home all the while.. lied to them saying i went out but i was not, i was at home.. i wake up at 12+.. den play com till 1+ den do EFW homework.. den 3+ go my mum room watch yesterday de show until 6. den come back my room chat awhile den irc awhile den download MapleStory de patch.. den go in play from 7+ till 12. that's all.. nothing much for today ba.. bye bye.. =D i was abit sad when thinking of something.. haix..
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.::.Wednesday.::.
Yesterday went to schOol to have BPF, because we need to present our presentation lorh.. yap, we had ours presented but not me the one who present, i only click the thing and it's Jessie who presented coz Junzhuo never come schOol tthanks to Jessie for helping us to present. =D ok den receive sms from aijuan saying she will be very late.. ok, so after 1 hour of BPF we had our Lunch. and we had Co-op duty so after eating we went to co-op at first tot we can just sign and go off, BUT never will we know that we need to do.. but alright lorh.. not bad.. we played alot instead of do the work.. haha.. den after that went to thre canteen to look for them as they were there. I saw Ivis taking my magazine and it's like she turn abit and i saw it so i quickly take away, den heng she take got hand on the phone lorh, if not drop i die. den i notice that she took aijuan de hp. ok den go back class tot she dunno but ivis told me that she say dun think i blur blur de. i already know already.. den i orh ok.. tryin to be good to return her, BUT know what she say me? take lah take somemore.. my reaction was puzzled lorh. she take ppl HP and keep untiL dun wan return she can lah, we keep and play canot lah.. kns.. was very angry lorh.. ok nvm.. den i wanted to put my bag in the tabLe, den how i know her hand coming to put the key on the tabLe to give mi, i was soo fast and i hit her hand.. and her reaction was wow lau very pian lei.. ok nvm i apologise i know it's mi who bu xiao xing make her.. so i say sorry.. didn't mean it.. DEN SHE CRIED.. i was, wtf cry fir what? my fault? keep phone de person is not ME is derek.. ok den hit u is me.. well i already say sorry.. and it's like veryone looking at me lorh.. i was damn pissed man.. and i tell them i'm very stress lorh.. she keep ppl handphone can we take hers cannot lah.. wtbf.. (i know if her BF saw this blog he sure dulan me de.. but well if u wanna protect yr gf and hate me so be it. i dun care anymore it's not my fault also. i dun care wat will u do to me i also dun care. i did nothing wrong. if u wanna say i buwee yr gf so be it too). IT's NONE OF MY BUSINESS..!!! dang chu who ask u both to treat me like that make mi heartbroke? i'm trying to be good BUT my andurance is got limit de lorh.. and u also make ur bf angry b4 lorh. i wont go and delibratly break u both up coz no point mah. no matter how deep the hurt is in my heart i also wont go and do anything.. i can't be just because of one person die ba. even if i die, will he care? no right.. so i'm not so stupid... the most only zhao bu dao bf nia mah.. but i think i wont have it de lah.. so ugly. loL... ok back to my point.. den ok had EFW, i just wanted to remind ivis if she asked teacher the question that she asked me. she said me back, actually i know her pattern is like that, but i dunno y i so work out and say wow lau suay, think i better keep quiet.. i was so hurt and sad.. becoz of aijuan problem. but end up i sms ivis saying sorry coz i didn't mean to vent my anger on her.. den both of us ok ler.. after EFW, aijuan talk to me.. and i think nothing happen so i also act nothing lorh.. but my heart is like abit guilty and angry lah.. guilty is i scare later she misunderstand mi lorh.. say i gu yi den i DIE lorh.. angry is what for she cry loth.. haix.. den yah we are back to normal lorh..
den we went to office to find MRs Tay, pass her key all this... den go back class.. help her with ClassFund and locker key thing.. den talk until Concert all this.. wow i damn envy her.. can go watch S.H.E and Jay concert.. and is family all go together.. S.H.E LEI.. i was so ... lorh... haix.. i canont go lei.. sob. but never mind lah.. haha.. den we talk talk in class as the cLass only left les than 10 ppl.. lolx.. den go retail studio.. so long never go liao.. miss RS so much lorh.. den after that go office with her den go classroom.. haha.. we went to 303 to test computer.. den we buy tibits, Poky.. haha.. eat inside cLass.. mrs tay never scold.. coz she also hungry.. hee.. den we do our work lorh.. until 4 she dismiss us.. but she ask aijuan to go RS to take something so i also go lorh.. but actually i dun wan de lah.. den take le never accompanied Mrs Tay back to office some more her hand got alot of things.. coz i am in a rush.. so we went to toilet and went off.. waited for 963 and it comes.. den reach home liao on computer play never bathe coz i think that b4 goin out den bathe.. so i play MapleStory lorh. play until 6.30 den go bathe.. but b4 i bathe i very hungry so i warm the food up and eat.. eat until 6.50+ liao den go bathe. bathe out already 7+ liao.. den faster chagne and go out.. den bus very long den come.. den yah.. reach orchard at 8.08 like that.. den go find cousin.. b4 i reach i still saw ppl de lei.. den yah she was attending to customer lorh.. so i was waiting for her.. den after that we go lorh.. reach le.. know we saw wat? NOTHING... argh. i only saw Selina BACK LORH.. i was kind of sad lah.. but okok lorh.. den after that saw Paul and jinny yi they all lorh.. only jinny yi and another saw me.. and i think paul say and dunno walk away ba? not sure.. den mi and cousin i think if not wrong is go Scott de food court eat.. we eat PastaMania de Beef Lasagne and Beef Noodle from dunno which stall.. whiLe eating we chatte alot.. i realise that i alwasy tell my cousin about what happen to me and my friends all this de.. she will advice mi coz she saw my friend b4 and go out b4.. hee.. and she very caring towards me de.. so good of her.. den we go far eat.. den nothing to walk decided to walk all the way from Far East to Plaza Singapura there de bus stop.. and reach liao we both very tired liao.. wanted to take long bus but all come are short de. so we wait lorh.. for long de.. also no seats but end up we got.. hee.. in the bus also talk alot.. den ask my dad come and fetch us home.. drive her home den we go home.. reach home den contiune my MapleStory until nearly 2am.. den go sleep.. haha.. end of the day. =D
.:::.Thursday.:::.
Today nothing much happen, was at home all the while.. lied to them saying i went out but i was not, i was at home.. i wake up at 12+.. den play com till 1+ den do EFW homework.. den 3+ go my mum room watch yesterday de show until 6. den come back my room chat awhile den irc awhile den download MapleStory de patch.. den go in play from 7+ till 12. that's all.. nothing much for today ba.. bye bye.. =D i was abit sad when thinking of something.. haix..
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Hai, this blog is the only blog that i can say my personal thinGs out.. dun even dare to share it to anyone, even my five years or 7years friends.. i dun dare.. hai.. from time to time i realise that i hate telling people my problem and i dun wish to let them know, what i can say to them is nothing lorh. i'm fine but actually i'm not.. hai..
.::.Monday.::.
i dun really remember what was happening, but i remember how angry and sad i was during BSA. why i say so? coz, i do my Excel den i dunno how to do sorting as i do wrong also, so i tell teacher, ok nvm let her check, and i dunno y she so worked up and like not happy and reply mi in a way that i felt very sad, it's like very angry lorh.. den ok nvm. maybe coz i wrong coz she got go thru eariler on, its mine fault. DEN something make my heart damn sour is that she keep saying Ang WeiZhen this Ang Weizhen that, i hate it lorh, dun like ppl to call me by CHINESE NAME lorh, she already know i damn HATE it already den she jolly well keep calling, make my heart very sour and almost broke into tears.. haix, this is the very first time i become like that, maybe because i already dulan the way she talk to me. i know i'm very bad to show her attitude but what do u wan me to do? smile at her? no i can't.. at that moment i already feel like packing my things and ask jessie to mark mi absent and i go off.. but i still stay, i dun wan to regret whati do and i dun wan mrs tay to be sda too.. really it's not just say and wanna bluff.. my mind really think that way.. as u all know i'm very soft hearted, once i realise i do wrong i will cry and feel sad. den after that when she explain again i did not listen den she say whole class never listen and Annie also, know my heart like very what lorh, i know i'm wrong. den she know i very angry liao she come to me and like stand behind me, put her hand on my shoulder den i try to move away, i think i've broke mrs tay heart. haix.. did not reply her when she talk... hai.. Mrs Tay i'm damn sorry, i didn't mean it, but i'm very angry.. hai.. during CDP she talk i sleep.. hai.. den after that went for SW and was cancel.. den went home.. sorry jessie.. i never go over yr place when u ask.. because i'm very troubled. if u realise i am very quiet when we come out.. sorry..
.::.Today.::.
have been playing MapleStory this few days. and today i nearly can't wake uP. i woke up at 6.30. hee.. den yah, went to schOol to attend assembLy, know what? i drop my phone on the floor in the bus. and NOW the phone is BLANK.. hai.. wtf.. i'm damn suay.. so i borrowed a phone form huiping, thanks to her to lend me. if not i duno how.. den yah went for assembLy den today very lame got the clean and green week de, as dunno who plant a tree or what shit. den we all keep on talk cock, den Mrs Teo and Mrs Wu keep asking us to quiet.. haha.. notti hoh.. den yah attented BPF, i'm vey happie because i get 24¹/² marks over 25.. i'm so happy and my overall for BPF which is not very comfirm is 90+.. hee.. happie lorh.. den went to help Mrs Tay do something den go back class talk to Miss Ho lorh, den after that went to canteen to grab something light to eat.. eat liao go LT and have our RTO revision. not bad, it's just very cold lorh.. den after that was CDP but Mrs Tay give us early break meaning we got 2 hours of lunch time, so we decided to go out of school and eat lorh. ate KFC den go NTUC den go see comics.. den go back schOol, haven start lesson and yanbin they all inside liao den they very bad, say what S.H.E ticket what thing de.. hai.. den yah had EFW den BSA.. very angry with Genista Tay. hate her man.. den after school come back.. and cleared 7788 of the things from my locker already.. wee u wee.. but raining so keep yun de comics in my bag den walk home.. den bathe liao play game.. haix.. played awhile de MS kenna kick out den com hang 2-3 times.. den night time yun wanna play mah.. den talking to her lah of coz in MS that Aijuan say why i always talk.. i cannot talk izzit.. knn.. i was damn angry lorh.. u tihnk u what? i dun need u to tell me i always talk.. i'm TEACHING not TALKING.. pls shut ur mouth before i do anything.. i'm very angry with her.. i hate the way she tell mi about she and paul, i hate it.. sometimes to be frank i think she gu yi snatch him from me.. but aiya, ppl choose her WHAT CAN I DO? right? both of them so loving, all this.. aiyox.. tot ppl dunno.. kns.. HATE IT.. I HATE IT SO MUCHhhhh.... den make mi no mood to play so i log off.. den go irc, den after awhile i quit.. watch tv.. off MSN, IRC and never play game.. i hate it..
When to read Pauls blog and i cry.. haix.. i dunno y i break into tears when i see them so loving.. i'm not trying to break them up. whenever i see his blog say i love u, treasure u, miss u all this to her.. i felt jealous and cry.. maybe he stil remain in my heart but no one knows lorh.. haix.. what can i do? i feel like after albert exam ask him again.. haix.. i hope i can.. i hope albert remember my b`dae. last year he say he send mi a card but i never receive make mi cry till like shit.. hope everyone know my b`dae.. hope.. and hope i can get what i wan for my b`dae if not i wont be going anywhere to celebrate.. sorry if i turn u guys down if the day comes i means.. haix..
Wish for b`dae: Albert send me a message, present or cards. either one
al my friends will send mi message wishing me happy birthday
go sentosa with friends den go out eat
receive b`dae presents as many as i can get(but i think very less)
get a handphone from my dad or mum
hope by that time i can save 150 or some money to go S.H.E concert
get waht i wan
that's all... haix..
i cry alot of times today lorh.. ah...!!!!11
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.::.Monday.::.
i dun really remember what was happening, but i remember how angry and sad i was during BSA. why i say so? coz, i do my Excel den i dunno how to do sorting as i do wrong also, so i tell teacher, ok nvm let her check, and i dunno y she so worked up and like not happy and reply mi in a way that i felt very sad, it's like very angry lorh.. den ok nvm. maybe coz i wrong coz she got go thru eariler on, its mine fault. DEN something make my heart damn sour is that she keep saying Ang WeiZhen this Ang Weizhen that, i hate it lorh, dun like ppl to call me by CHINESE NAME lorh, she already know i damn HATE it already den she jolly well keep calling, make my heart very sour and almost broke into tears.. haix, this is the very first time i become like that, maybe because i already dulan the way she talk to me. i know i'm very bad to show her attitude but what do u wan me to do? smile at her? no i can't.. at that moment i already feel like packing my things and ask jessie to mark mi absent and i go off.. but i still stay, i dun wan to regret whati do and i dun wan mrs tay to be sda too.. really it's not just say and wanna bluff.. my mind really think that way.. as u all know i'm very soft hearted, once i realise i do wrong i will cry and feel sad. den after that when she explain again i did not listen den she say whole class never listen and Annie also, know my heart like very what lorh, i know i'm wrong. den she know i very angry liao she come to me and like stand behind me, put her hand on my shoulder den i try to move away, i think i've broke mrs tay heart. haix.. did not reply her when she talk... hai.. Mrs Tay i'm damn sorry, i didn't mean it, but i'm very angry.. hai.. during CDP she talk i sleep.. hai.. den after that went for SW and was cancel.. den went home.. sorry jessie.. i never go over yr place when u ask.. because i'm very troubled. if u realise i am very quiet when we come out.. sorry..
.::.Today.::.
have been playing MapleStory this few days. and today i nearly can't wake uP. i woke up at 6.30. hee.. den yah, went to schOol to attend assembLy, know what? i drop my phone on the floor in the bus. and NOW the phone is BLANK.. hai.. wtf.. i'm damn suay.. so i borrowed a phone form huiping, thanks to her to lend me. if not i duno how.. den yah went for assembLy den today very lame got the clean and green week de, as dunno who plant a tree or what shit. den we all keep on talk cock, den Mrs Teo and Mrs Wu keep asking us to quiet.. haha.. notti hoh.. den yah attented BPF, i'm vey happie because i get 24¹/² marks over 25.. i'm so happy and my overall for BPF which is not very comfirm is 90+.. hee.. happie lorh.. den went to help Mrs Tay do something den go back class talk to Miss Ho lorh, den after that went to canteen to grab something light to eat.. eat liao go LT and have our RTO revision. not bad, it's just very cold lorh.. den after that was CDP but Mrs Tay give us early break meaning we got 2 hours of lunch time, so we decided to go out of school and eat lorh. ate KFC den go NTUC den go see comics.. den go back schOol, haven start lesson and yanbin they all inside liao den they very bad, say what S.H.E ticket what thing de.. hai.. den yah had EFW den BSA.. very angry with Genista Tay. hate her man.. den after school come back.. and cleared 7788 of the things from my locker already.. wee u wee.. but raining so keep yun de comics in my bag den walk home.. den bathe liao play game.. haix.. played awhile de MS kenna kick out den com hang 2-3 times.. den night time yun wanna play mah.. den talking to her lah of coz in MS that Aijuan say why i always talk.. i cannot talk izzit.. knn.. i was damn angry lorh.. u tihnk u what? i dun need u to tell me i always talk.. i'm TEACHING not TALKING.. pls shut ur mouth before i do anything.. i'm very angry with her.. i hate the way she tell mi about she and paul, i hate it.. sometimes to be frank i think she gu yi snatch him from me.. but aiya, ppl choose her WHAT CAN I DO? right? both of them so loving, all this.. aiyox.. tot ppl dunno.. kns.. HATE IT.. I HATE IT SO MUCHhhhh.... den make mi no mood to play so i log off.. den go irc, den after awhile i quit.. watch tv.. off MSN, IRC and never play game.. i hate it..
When to read Pauls blog and i cry.. haix.. i dunno y i break into tears when i see them so loving.. i'm not trying to break them up. whenever i see his blog say i love u, treasure u, miss u all this to her.. i felt jealous and cry.. maybe he stil remain in my heart but no one knows lorh.. haix.. what can i do? i feel like after albert exam ask him again.. haix.. i hope i can.. i hope albert remember my b`dae. last year he say he send mi a card but i never receive make mi cry till like shit.. hope everyone know my b`dae.. hope.. and hope i can get what i wan for my b`dae if not i wont be going anywhere to celebrate.. sorry if i turn u guys down if the day comes i means.. haix..
Wish for b`dae: Albert send me a message, present or cards. either one
al my friends will send mi message wishing me happy birthday
go sentosa with friends den go out eat
receive b`dae presents as many as i can get(but i think very less)
get a handphone from my dad or mum
hope by that time i can save 150 or some money to go S.H.E concert
get waht i wan
that's all... haix..
i cry alot of times today lorh.. ah...!!!!11
Sunday, November 07, 2004
I'm here to blog. Why am i back? hai. i'm facing problem.
.::Friday::.
Went to schOoL in da morning and was asked to go to the office and look for Mrs Tay, she want to interview Aijuan and me about the Retail Studio, and make us cannot study. But it's abit lukee to ask we both up lorh, because we never talk all Mrs Tay talk haha.. so funnie den after that she still ask we all help her do something.. den do until 10.08 like that, den faster chiong to the classroom to prepare for exam and i tell u ppl one thing lorh, i never really go and study everything lorh.. haha.. den yap start of paper, everyone of us tot it will be difficult because the paper was kind to thick which only consist of 9 pages.. lolx.. den yah start test, at first i do MCQ first den i saw one of mine friend do the Short Answer den i quickly turn and do coz i scare i forget. lol. den do. OMG.. that one i got lots of confident. BUT scare got mistake. =/ but i think can ba. den do MCQ if no wrong i think i also got confident also except for 1or2 ba.. if really wrong 1 and behind got 1 mistake i think i get 23and a half lorh.. hoPe so.. i wanna get an A.. Hope i can.. =D den after paper everyone was so happy OQ is so confident lorh i can see that.. haha.. den yap everyone was damn damn happy.. keep saying.. hee^^ den went to the next class which is EFW haha.. today lesson was also not bad lah... haha... den after school went to Clementi Central because to meet Wenjun and to pei Junzhuo go see comics.. hee^^ but first we headed to Hawker to had our Lunch cum Breakfast. I ate Ma You Ji Fan, JunZhuo ate Curry Chicken Rice and Aijuan ate Chicken Rice, after that i went to comics there to pay auntie 25 first for the comics that wanted to buy for Junzhuo. den go back again. after that pei Junzhuo over again.. He bought 2 comics and den i bought a comics name Magister NegiMagi, Mo Fa Lao Shi! it's quite nice but abit bian tai.. lol.. den took bus to meet Paul, he's coming over my house to help mi with my com stuff, MapleStory den after that Shuyi and Jessie came.. know wat? we played Uno, dai Dee and Aijuan even fight with me.. lolx.. it's quite fun lorh.. after they go off have been training my MapleStory with Junzhuo.. hee..
.::.Saturday.::.
Whole day stay at home doing nothing lorh.. sian.. play MapleStory for the whole day. Only went out for awhile to buy food only den whole day play game. so nothing much to say lor..
..:::..Sunday..:::..
Slept at 1 yesterday night and wake uP at 10 in the morning today, first thing i do was online and play abit of game. den went to bathe den go down eat.. den those uncle and my parents start to talk about the little girl Huang Nan, really hate the way they talk lorh.. but waht to do got plp there i dare not Kaopei.. den i come home.. play MapleStory also.. den my dad came back sweep floor and mop floor.. den wait for mum to call.. den she call we go down. reach my grandparents house, saw my Ah yee they all and my cute little cousins.. hee.. he's so cute, sitting down there playing with paper.. den i go play with him.. den SAW a HP model is Samsung S800+ de.. OMG.. my Third Aunt buy that phone lorh.. Grr.. Best lorh.. den was there playing with cousin lorh.. den around 3+ went back home. same thing played MapleStory lorh.. i finally in level 14 liao.. going fifteen.. happie.. yap i damn pissed with my dad and mum.. i simply hate the way they both talk.. SUCKS kayyy.. like shit.. sometimes felt that i'm very paiseh to be with them when they talk to others.. damn pai seh.. hai.. but after all they are my parents.. i have to BEAR.. den yah den my mum come back at 9+ going 10 but less den 15mins she say going out.. go the Huang nan de funeral there.. she saw lots of ppl were there. den she say she never pay money coz she say ppl put $50 lah, $100 lah, $20 lah.. den she say she never put coz later if her mum go back China she become Millionaire.. i was u wan go den u never pay, wtf.. at lease a $20 also dun wanna put.. and can say this little girl really move every singaporean lorh.. .. but what can we say lei.. just hope that nothing will happen anymore, coz it's like singapore not save loth.. so let's make Singapore Peace.. =D
shall stop here.. bye bye.. i really love my little cousin lots lorh.. muackie..
Thursday, November 04, 2004
I'm sorry yesterday I did not post. Because i'm very tired and lazy. hai
The day before i cried. why i cry? because i tell my mum that my birthday coming ask her to but something give me at first she say what thing? i say mp3 den she ask mi how much.. i say 200++ den she ji tao say NO to me.. den say treat me go eat she still can.. after she left i straight away cry.. i dunno y i cry but i'm just very disappointed.. Why can't i get the things i want just for my birthday. It's one year once. Why??? hai.. and that link me to many things.. like they can spent money on my brother and y not me? how much have they spent on him already.. hai.. very disappointed lorh. and i'm not every year requesting for things it's ONLY this year loh.. why why why? hai
Wednesday
As usual went to school to attend lesson. First lesson was BPF, i was late for the first lesson and in da bus receive sms from Ivis saying teacher wanted to find me and it's urgent. So i quickly call her and ask, so i ask her what thing she say teacher ask mi go office take something very urgent. den i say what she say teacher say i know.. i was -.-''' what sia.. den i ask her what the thing. she say no lah bluff u wan.. wtf loh.. earLy morning she like that to me, ok never mind reached class she also like keep suaning me lorh. i gave her back attitude.. sorry. i'm just very tired. hai. Miss Ho do a final revision with us, and after that is our self study already.. sigh.. really bery fast lorh.. half a year also gonna pass soon.. hai.. then went for lunch after that go back classroom to crap lorh.. den go for RTO.. actually got 2 hour leson but teacher only teach 1hr.. the other hour is breaktime.. but Jessie, Juan and me was at the office with Mrs Dorothy Tay. And some more raining and nothing to do so we go find her lorh.. lolx.. since we are so free, we heLp her to format the diskette for class OQ and OT. den finished already went to find her.. and when we are going off, saw the lower part of office was fill with water. OMG.. and know what? every teacher was running over to see.. lolx.. den 3 of us at that time have no choice so to help because there's lots of boxes to push away. so we helped.. lolx.. was so FUN lorh.. can say so lah.. and after that went for lesson. did not do the work but play AtomicIsland. hee ^^ den after school Aijuan, Jessie, Rui Yun came over mie place. play around lorh.. the aijuan so bad keep buweeing me sia.. i keep shouting help mei ren li wo.. they all was here until 8. after they go off i watch tv and bathe at 10.30 den go play game.. sleep at 12+..
Thursday
Today went to school for a talk. so have to wake up at 7.30 lorh. and i have to wake Junzhuo up.. sob.. yah den go bathe.. den pack my things den hor, i wear Polo t lei.. lolx.. den reach school liao go LT lorh.. haven start so go canteen pei Junzhuo go eat loh. den after that go back.. the talk last for 4 hours.. it's about life, sex and abortion.. omg.. the video was kind of er xin and sad lorh.. den i almost cry.. den before he end his talk he gave us a speech.. it was MORe sad lorh.. becasue he open those sad music and say in a very low tone.. hai.. den after that come home and play Maple Story.. i think i will seldom blog here.. unless is unhappy things.. if not wil be in Atomicisland.. Bye Bye.. =D
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The day before i cried. why i cry? because i tell my mum that my birthday coming ask her to but something give me at first she say what thing? i say mp3 den she ask mi how much.. i say 200++ den she ji tao say NO to me.. den say treat me go eat she still can.. after she left i straight away cry.. i dunno y i cry but i'm just very disappointed.. Why can't i get the things i want just for my birthday. It's one year once. Why??? hai.. and that link me to many things.. like they can spent money on my brother and y not me? how much have they spent on him already.. hai.. very disappointed lorh. and i'm not every year requesting for things it's ONLY this year loh.. why why why? hai
Wednesday
As usual went to school to attend lesson. First lesson was BPF, i was late for the first lesson and in da bus receive sms from Ivis saying teacher wanted to find me and it's urgent. So i quickly call her and ask, so i ask her what thing she say teacher ask mi go office take something very urgent. den i say what she say teacher say i know.. i was -.-''' what sia.. den i ask her what the thing. she say no lah bluff u wan.. wtf loh.. earLy morning she like that to me, ok never mind reached class she also like keep suaning me lorh. i gave her back attitude.. sorry. i'm just very tired. hai. Miss Ho do a final revision with us, and after that is our self study already.. sigh.. really bery fast lorh.. half a year also gonna pass soon.. hai.. then went for lunch after that go back classroom to crap lorh.. den go for RTO.. actually got 2 hour leson but teacher only teach 1hr.. the other hour is breaktime.. but Jessie, Juan and me was at the office with Mrs Dorothy Tay. And some more raining and nothing to do so we go find her lorh.. lolx.. since we are so free, we heLp her to format the diskette for class OQ and OT. den finished already went to find her.. and when we are going off, saw the lower part of office was fill with water. OMG.. and know what? every teacher was running over to see.. lolx.. den 3 of us at that time have no choice so to help because there's lots of boxes to push away. so we helped.. lolx.. was so FUN lorh.. can say so lah.. and after that went for lesson. did not do the work but play AtomicIsland. hee ^^ den after school Aijuan, Jessie, Rui Yun came over mie place. play around lorh.. the aijuan so bad keep buweeing me sia.. i keep shouting help mei ren li wo.. they all was here until 8. after they go off i watch tv and bathe at 10.30 den go play game.. sleep at 12+..
Thursday
Today went to school for a talk. so have to wake up at 7.30 lorh. and i have to wake Junzhuo up.. sob.. yah den go bathe.. den pack my things den hor, i wear Polo t lei.. lolx.. den reach school liao go LT lorh.. haven start so go canteen pei Junzhuo go eat loh. den after that go back.. the talk last for 4 hours.. it's about life, sex and abortion.. omg.. the video was kind of er xin and sad lorh.. den i almost cry.. den before he end his talk he gave us a speech.. it was MORe sad lorh.. becasue he open those sad music and say in a very low tone.. hai.. den after that come home and play Maple Story.. i think i will seldom blog here.. unless is unhappy things.. if not wil be in Atomicisland.. Bye Bye.. =D
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Angry + Tired + Fun
Yawns~ Know what time i wake up today? haha, it's 6.44am. wake up liao, faster go bathe and get ready to go off.. Today at first did not walk to another side but then after one bus go off and it was so pack, i quickly walk to another side de bus-stop. and lucky that when i reach bus come.. kee^^ never late.. hoho.. happie yeas.. coz i manage to get up and reach on time just for assembLy.. xD yah reach schOoL only got a few of us attented assembLy. Then some more them who are late Ez-Link card kenna confiscated. Sigh~ Than had BPF, i'm happy but worried because even though i get 24/25 for BPF but it's not 100% from what i learn is i open book and check answer de.. That's why i'm happy but worried..Because this paper can score well doesn't mean exam paper can do until very good.. so i must jia you.. CAnnot let Miss Grace Ho sad wor.. -.- Yah after her lesson went to RTO but Mrs Tay not free so she asked us to help her with the photocopy of Revision Paper. wow, this few days i very got the fate with money sia. haha. yah den went to Library and copy den 10.30 go back take.. den in between the time we were at Sars room.. playing computer and lame-ing around. hur hur.. den when it's goin to 10.30 we went to check. And it's ready. so pay up and went to the lab and staple for them. sigh, i'm just too stupid becasue I accidently staple on my hand while i bang my staple on the table as i am jealous that got ppl help juan arrange me dun have.. Sob Sob.. Pain Pain.. hai. Ok never mind den was told to go and find her.. den find loh.. she invigating a group of idian girl. den after that go back class, den suay suay got teacher book the room den go back classroom.. as Mrs Tay say 11.45 dismiss them, so we went. and than decided to go out and eat. so at the time was 11.25 den hor we go and dismiss the class.. haha.. den we went to locker to put bag den off we go.. guess what? was about to rain and Ivis ez-link card was with Dot Tay. yah but we stil went lah.. went to eat Japanese Food.. hur hur.. Yummy. so long no eat liao.. 0mg~ after eating we went to shop abit lah.. den after that come back schoOl today very strange i dunno y kip answer teacher de answer.. hee ^^ den after that went for BSA.. kns sia MRs Tay, ask Shuyi, Ai Juan, Ivis, Suhilia, Jennifer, Kwai Fong, ShuMing and me go Sars room do exam paper.. kns right? i was very angry + act angry at the time but i really very angry when she kip asking me to do this and that den say wanna come uP but very long den come.. kns.. den damn angry, den after that she come up liao den we go in the class, know what i heard? Annie, OQ very big hor.. If you will u angry.. so i ji tao AP xinthia loh.. i know very bad lah but who cares at the moment.. but after that i got apologies lah.. =D den do our work.. to be frank we got compare answer lah.. but print out liao mah.. so never really care loh. den after that go back down to give back paper all this.. den go office again.. after that tot of going home den my mum say never go eat together liao.. den never loh.. stay in sch see them play v.ball.. den after that join in for a while.. den after that they play Doughtball.. i judge.. haha.. so fun... den after that play captain.. i JOINED in.. 7 ppl compete with 8. was so fun loh.. i did play.. den we won.. 7 of us.. yea.. so happy man.. OMG.. kee.. damn happy.. actually say dun wan play den now keep playing.. hur hur.. den yah around 6.30 we all go off.. went canteen to cooL down den take bus, whiLe walking, say alot of things loh.. coz i'm vry angry with someone mah.. den just say loh.. den now abit ok liao.. =D den watch tv, eat and now going to sleep liao.. too tired.. i realise every Tuesday sure tired de.. haha.. okok gtg now.. =D
Monday, November 01, 2004
Fun + Boring
Nothing much to say for today, all I know is that it's quite fun in schooL. We keep crapping man.. Hope I will enjoyed every moment with OQ. Sigh~ Yah, after schOoL Catherine, Jessie, Shuyi and Derek came over my place. Watch tape and use computer.. hur hur.. very funnie loh.. Then yah around 5+ Derek, Jessie accompanied me to Bukit Panjang Plaza. Gosh, first I'm not sure what shouLd i buy? Stefanie Sun or the Instrumental de. walk from Popular to Sembawang still can't make up my mind so went to buy Curry Puff from Old Chang Kee. Then went to TS laser. I wonder how long I never step into cd shop already.. About 1-2 months liao wor.. Yar, saw lots of vcd that i wanted to buy.. gosh. sigh~ Yah saw Say Yes Enterprise de soundtrack. I must get it. yea.. Den yah, after that i decided to get Sun Yanzi album as i promise myself i gonna get it.. xD yah so i get it. after that actually wanted to head off back but i asked Jessie to accompanied me to TS laser as i need to count how many cd i gonna get.. yesh i know liao.. kee den buy XXL crispy Chicken to eat coz support Bridget Mum loh, she work there mah.. not bad quite nice lah.. but i dun really like.. den reach home online and watch tv.. Gonna start copying RTO notes liao.. xD..
SuddenLy feel like going to watch S.H.E concert leix.. HOW? sigh..!!
Nothing much to say for today, all I know is that it's quite fun in schooL. We keep crapping man.. Hope I will enjoyed every moment with OQ. Sigh~ Yah, after schOoL Catherine, Jessie, Shuyi and Derek came over my place. Watch tape and use computer.. hur hur.. very funnie loh.. Then yah around 5+ Derek, Jessie accompanied me to Bukit Panjang Plaza. Gosh, first I'm not sure what shouLd i buy? Stefanie Sun or the Instrumental de. walk from Popular to Sembawang still can't make up my mind so went to buy Curry Puff from Old Chang Kee. Then went to TS laser. I wonder how long I never step into cd shop already.. About 1-2 months liao wor.. Yar, saw lots of vcd that i wanted to buy.. gosh. sigh~ Yah saw Say Yes Enterprise de soundtrack. I must get it. yea.. Den yah, after that i decided to get Sun Yanzi album as i promise myself i gonna get it.. xD yah so i get it. after that actually wanted to head off back but i asked Jessie to accompanied me to TS laser as i need to count how many cd i gonna get.. yesh i know liao.. kee den buy XXL crispy Chicken to eat coz support Bridget Mum loh, she work there mah.. not bad quite nice lah.. but i dun really like.. den reach home online and watch tv.. Gonna start copying RTO notes liao.. xD..
SuddenLy feel like going to watch S.H.E concert leix.. HOW? sigh..!!