why am i blogging and allowing someone to see my post? shouLd i change address again? oh.. i not sure... because i dun think that there's a need for me to let other ppl see my blog.. maybe whoever see this post will dulan me.. but well, i've been thinking u know.. because of some reasons.. hmm, hai.. why am i always like this? hai.. I don't want to let him see that i'm sad or whatever shit loh.. coz no use.. no matter how much he console, how much he care for me also no use.. it's not the care and concern i want from him.. haha, but u know anot it's gone.. so i dun need it.. it will make mi more like him? lolx.. bu zhi dao lah.. muhahaha.. i can say this few days i never really talk to him or reply him.. and my hp lost.. i think i not going to take his number again ba.. Because he also wont message me mah.. only his gf.. his one and only beloved girlfriend.. haha... i must overcome okay..!!! i cannot like that ci ci de wait for him.. later one day i kee siao sia.. hhahahhahaha... siao sia me.. but anyway, Paul i hope u will hate me or ignore me also.. because i really can't stop thinking of what u said to me last time.. really can't.. this has been in my mind for months already.. everytime i am chatting with u, i will think of it.. haix.. and worst things.. i think i cannot like that talk to u loh.. chat on phone lah, irc chat lah.. coz i dun wan others to misunderstand us.. and if juan know i think she will hate me and i dun want it to happen.. she's my best friend.. anyway, no matter what i still want to say, Wish u both Everylasting.. =]
/me slap myself around with a big HAND. why am i always saying all this? i dun understand y u know... haix.. not i want to repeat but is that it has been in my mind everytime.. haix.. argh.. Life totally Sucks..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I start my post for today.. I wake up at 8.15 in da morning and prepare to go and bathe.. was reading comics ya.. den on com to surf net for awhile.. becasue i already xi guan le.. den start off at 9.10 like that.. den reach sch bus-stop saw Shuyi and Catherine liao.. so we went to schooL loh.. den ivis came out and find us.. haha.. den walk in to schooL again.. went to buy breakfast and it.. some more before i eat, my stomach kind of pain loh.. den after that wait for time to past.. so we slack at the canteen and dee siao each other loh.. den 11.15 we set off.. den in bus was kind of tired and sleepy, but never sleep.. so listening to disc man and keep thinking.. hai.. den reach, first tot that we can have some refreshment but was being called to sit down and listen to the talk.. every one was like so sleepy can? almost felt asleep.. somemore i headache.. haix.. sad case.. den went to see those exhibition.. saw a booth which give chocolate dips with Mashmallow.. den all of us quene and take sia.. so nice.. omg.. den went to toilet.. den went for second round of chocolate.. hah. damn nice.. den talk around the booth loh.. keep walking rounds and rounds loh.. haha.. den was told to assembLy to listen to another talk so we went.. after that had our refreshment again.. so yummy.. omg.. aha.. den went to toilet.. after that got ppl say can go off liaox.. den went off.. before that we went to find the korean people and chat chat and take pic.. haha.. so lame sia us.. den got a guy say he is Bae Yong Jun de cousin.. eh.. lol.. dunno want to believe him anot sia.. lolx.. haha.. den we take liao we went off to suntec to walk walk.. accompany catherine coz she finding Hush Puppie shop den we go loh.. after that go cd shop.. den go off.. in bus Ivis, Shuyi, Catherine and me all so siao one.. keep laughing and crapping.. den reach liao go home..
Reach home bathe, eat liao den wait for my dad to bring me go. ya den we went off.. he drive towards West Mall there.. den i ask him where he going he say West Mall den i say what west mall is Ps lah.. den we start to argue.. den he say what PS? not westmall meh? i say where got at west mall.. den we quarrel. den he say he dunno how to go,, and say he no time liaox.. fuck loh.. den we quarrel loh.. quarrel until very jia lat.. i not wrong.. dun give him a fucking damn on it.. i dun wish to say all out as i already say 4-5 times liaox.. want to know? ask me and i wil tell u.. den ya was crying loh.. but thnkas for fong and bin and yun and juan for hearing me.. thanks..
Until now i am still pissed off with him.. always make Empty Promises to Me.. haix. i really lost fate in this family liaox.. gtg liao.. bye