Sunday, October 10, 2004
Today my mood was sucks... I put my anger on my dad.. or rather i was pissed off loh.. why? because he did not go and buy hair shampoo.. but i know it's my fault loh.. hai.. with no reasons i bang door all this.. isn't it too much? i think i am just too much.. haix.. Den some more watch tv until i nearly cry.. argh.. yesh, den around 3+ i went to bathe.. den after that 4+ went out.. reach salon at 5.. den wait for cindy to help ppl to finish do rebording.. when my turn is already 6.35 like that liaox.. den yah cut... sigh* short and thick.. cannot cut any layer sia.. very ugly loh.. i dun like but never mah lah.. will long back de.. bear with it yea.. yah, after that when we are about to go off, we call them.. fong and ping still at home.. *bish.. den Kalai admitted to hospital.. heard from his friend is that he kick football until like that.. den i down there say to cindy, must be he say tmd Annie they all got come ah.. qu shi ba.. den kick very hard den leg become like that.. haha.. kidding lah.. den after that went to Jurong Point loh.. meet ping and fong.. wanted tot eat food court but end up eat Pizza Hut.. yesh, was there crazying around.. lolx.. talk, laugh and lame loh.. i miss those days we used to had.. haix.. and den after eating went off.. den after that when we wanna go off when ah ping pay finish we went off, den i touch my pocket to check where is my phone den i realise it's lost.. den i run back and find. tot i can find it but haix.. LOST... and my phone is LOST now.. so i called my dad and tell him, he say me.. i was damn angry and i hang his phone and close it very hard.. and it's ping phone.. sorry ping.. wo bu shi gu yi de.. sorry.. sob.. and i dunno is wan to cry to laugh u know.. so i act normal.. because bu ke nen cry infront of them right? haix.. and it's my first time who lost my PHONE.. i'm freaking sad... so sad.. but i act as normal laugh with them.. and i called my phone telling her, she say shuang hor, happy hor.. u know when i hear her say this my heart was so sour? but after putting down i still act normal as if nthing happen? haix.. is because i dun wan my dearest friend to sad also.. so i act normal.. den they wanted to watch movie.. i did not go loh.. but end up say go Kbox.. i never go with them.. really no mood liaox.. so sorry.. u all njoy k.. den ah fong forget that i lost phone still say, reach home sms us hor.. haha.. nvm lah.. i liao jie..
Annie serve u right.. lost ur phone.. orbi good.. but thanks to ping, fong and cindy.. they all keep on encouranging me.. cheer me up.. den in bus i was like no mood and very what loh.. haix.. den reach home nothing de.. den my mum wake up. she keep saying me.. argh. i already control my tears.. but i still cry.. i say her back say, i only lost one thing.. u all say so much.. kjor kor lost u all got say him? haix.. i really dun understand loh.. i think to them i'm just a idoit... do they care for me? i dun think so.. what i want always cannot get.. but what my brother wan also get de.. haix... WHY WHY WHy? if they dun wan buy me phone, i think i will borrow from huiping first.. thanks for wanting to lent mi ur phone but i dun have sim card.. ping thanks alot.. haix..
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