Thursday, September 02, 2004
hai. just settled down at this time only.. reach home at 10.40 like that. Kind of tired.. Today went to school walk till going to reach school heavy rain. Then i bo bian kanna caught in the rain loh.. but of coz i use run loh.. den reach sch went to look for them den went to locker to take our books and went to our first Lesson BSA. At first, mrs tay wanted to go through RTO but most of us did not bring the note so never.. den she go thru the mock test paper. den went to have EFW well, have another mock test.. hai.. and den my friends was like take my phone anda ct nothing is happening.. well, i can say i'm angry plus sad loh.. yes, u can take my phone and hide but when i wan it pls take it back to me.. and it's like what if it's lost? and it's in vibration mode? who will know? and hai, i really get very sad and angry loh.. u people can say i am XIAO QI i dun mind, i really don't wish to know what u people think loh. If u hate me just say it, dun like me just say it. dun act if u are good with me but actually is not..! hai.. den after school went to eat and den went to retail studio to help out.. took pic there and was rather fun i can say.. i was like can be with them taking photos all this.. i really apprecticate the time we had.. i'm so happy.. in the studio playing and fooling around.. den went to buy Yoghurt... go retail studio eat.. yummy..! den after 4 to 5+ was being dismissed... so i went to volleyball training awhile, was playing with shuyi and jessie loh.. den after that went to canteen to talk talk den also wait for father to come and fetch me coz i wanna go visit my ah ma.. at around 6+ he came, with my small ancle and small aunt.. was talking in the car where i was listening.. hai, i dun understand why.. my mum LOVES to say bad things about my dad, keep saying he not good all this.. u know when i hear this i got abit sian loh.. and pissed.. must she let everyone know that my dad always go out and what? must u? it's like not giving face.. and also my dad, really dunno why he loves to get scolding den he HAPPY.. hai.. always have to suffer with him.. Why can't i have a real peaceful family? why can't? My family members and relative are all like that.. i really dun understand WHY u know.. maybe this is adult problem, i should not bother but hai.. hear liao also sad imagine they are saying ur dad loh.. hai.. anyway, my ah ma not going to have a operation coz they say it's like 50%, 50% so she also dun wan to have.. and theres some discussion going on amoung them.. today my Big uncle, his wife and daugher, My father, My mother and me, My Xiao Uncle and Wife, My Big Aunt and husband and xiao aunt family came.. and aiya,, dunno lah.. so sian.. hai, can't also everything leave it to either my parents or my small uncle family to take care of my ah ma right? all must take part right, but i dunno why loh Big son all this like what loh bo chap lo.. just like a piece of SHIT standing infront of me loh. hai.. Shitty u..!!! den after i went to hospital actually wanted to go home one because it's like around 9+ le.. but end up at my grandfather(mum father) de brother de funeral.. yesh, i went there and my cousin(eileen, benjamin, Tor Xiong and Vivian jie was there) plus my ah yee and jiu jiu.. plus my grandparents. yesh the adult was talking amoung themself where my cousin and i was talking amoung ourself. talk about chalet and dunno what thing.. we was like keep laughing.. den we talk till half way hor, hear footstep and never really care den saw a ladyy and a police running.. dunno what happen.. hehe.. den we also at there dee siao my big cousin ask him later go ask the police.. btw the police did not catch the lady.. they keep saying me.. so bad loh.. but nvm i used to it liao.. i must take it wor.. i think i can take it lah.. sad also no use, thety also dun mean it but i know they really like to bully me de.. but they still treat me good.. real good.. even we seldom contact... whenever they ask mi about my studies they will say must work harder.. always, so in order to zhen qi, i need to study hard loh... hope i can get into higher nitec accounting loh.. i hope loh.. coz afterall i like maths also.. i will try loh.. if cannot i also bo bian.. okok i shall end my p0st.. it's 11.31pm now.. good night... sigh*
*i need to go back to my mum room to sleep le, sunday onwards.. hai.. sad ah.. den i try dun kip online liao.. hai...!!! sad sad sad.. damn sad.. Super sad.. i think my tears coming down le..
BabyStridy fades away at
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