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did not update yesterday, was on the phone was did not update.. was chatting with paul.. haix.. today in school? well, i was nearly late to school again.. well, had my BPF lesson. after that was lunch, so we went to eat. after eating we wanted to go back to class because we are very boring. but the class got people so we go to 109 to sit and wait, at around 2.05 - 2.10 we saw students coming out so we tent to go in the class. so we went in, u know what the teacher say to us? please go out of the class, can't u all see i'm still inside of the class and not leave yet? you people are not allow to be in. so we went out loh.. we attitude her.. we keep shouting faster lah, slow lei, old virgin all this..! even slam the door damn loud manx.. jessie even shout please clean the whiteboard pls. den she jolly well, take her fucking own sweet time u know.. kns... like what sia.. den when our classmate ccome we all shout say cannot go in lah, that teacher dun allow.. den derek bo chap just hack go in but kanna chase out but he put his bag, den jessie also.. but also same kanna chase out.. den BELL ring le lei, she still down there slowly pack her things.. we damn hot liaox.. we shout and say wow lao bell ring liao lah.. kin lah.. den when we she go out we all keep saying wow lao, slow sia.. stupid sia.. den she at outside ask whu ur teacher, den aijuan ji tao say Dorothy Tay, den she oh. den we go in.. keep banging, shouting. was damn dulan with her l0h.. her fucking name is LEE BEE HUA or dunno what shit de.. fuck sia..! kns.. she's in OQ black list..! shit sia.. damn it loh.. but after that lesson was as usual. but i want to say is that BSA gone case for me, i dun even noe what that freaking Mr Chan is teaching.. die for sure. haix.. Mrs Tay please come back!!! we need u..! if not seriously i dunno how to do. grrrrrrr.!!!!!!! stress...! haix.. after that lesson was alright loh.. boring.. the teacher teach hor, aiy0x.. very what loh, teach one unit take 2 hours.. kns. den after school went home, online, chat and play game.. end my day here..

As for today? wake up at 8.15, after wake up on my computer and start to read comic. from 8.20-9. about 40 mins. i finish i book.. i broke my own record..!! keke.. coz normally i read one comic take super long time.. can one day.. grr, den went to bathe and also burnt disc. i dunno why going to finish liao, say cannot.. grr.. wasting my time manx.. and disc.. den went out at 9.55. reach bus stop hengx bus haven come or go.. den took bus, saw jessie. hmm, den saw Joseph. we 3 walk to school together.. went to locker den to classroom. did not bother what the teacher is teaching and more worst he took my diskette.. so i need to redo everything again.. fucked..! i in class reading comics, listening to s0ngs.. den after that went for EFW lesson, do a assignment den go off. went to IMM to have our lunch at Burger King, den after went to Mini Toon to buy sweet, den go TS laser to see vcd.. den we go off, zhuo decided to go Clementi central so we accompanied him.. saw weiqi, gek choo and eunice talk for a while den go off, den saw Ji-saw puzzle, me, jess and yun was stuck there.. but zhuo went to the bookstore.. sorry zhuo zhuo.. den 3 of us buy puzzle at 3 for $15.. gave $6 for the ordering.. lolx.. den after that went to find zhuo, wow liaox.. damn pissed off by the AUNTIE at the store man.. attitude sia.. fucked.. zhuo and me AP them.. kns.. angry sia.. den after that walk back to interchange and saw the yesterday on tv de xiao cao.. school belle.. not handsome.. lolx.. den went to mac help charlene buy fries.. saw mei xuan if i not wrong.. den go back sch, den play v.ball.. grr my hand dunno what happens ia.. like swallon.. haix.. sadx.. today only 13-14 people go training.. haix.. den after that around 6 we went off.. all wan to go back watch tv.. channel 8, 7pm de.. lolx. den paul wanted to chat on phone but i got no mood.. haix.. i felt sad.. from next week onwards.. I MUST SAVE MONEY..!!! because my dad is suffering... grr.. i'm pissed with one of my relative... dun force me.. i may shout at u.. Why can't u think of others..? wan to see us die den u happie? but i can say, U WAIT LONG ALSO NO.. we will TRY to return u the money no matter how poor we are.. and STOP chasing my dad.. he, himself have no money.. if we have we will return.. we NOT a bastard.. we really have no money.. maybe i will online less. just to not let my dad pay so much on bills and other things.. i may even think of selling away my S.H.E things and if can reduce myself on using handphone.. i think my dreams need to be gonex.. i don't have the face to ask my dad for money to buy clothing anymore..! haix.. sad for me.. i wont ask much from him anymore..

i may look cheerful, but inside my heart i'm sad..! i'm already used to keep things from myself.. so don't try to read my mind or even ask me what happen.. u will never know unless, i want to say.. haix...

i gtg le.. bye bye..! saddie..!!! *crying*, hating myself, useless me, love sucks, love hurtz.. life sucks.. Life is always full of sadness..!!!

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