Tuesday, September 21, 2004
can't sleep last night.. hai.. don't know why.. and somemore talking to my mummy... we talk about my brother ex-stead... i now also don't know want to listen to mum or serene say de things.. i dunno what my mum say(my brother told her) is true or serene is true.. well, i did not want to care much lah.. cry also cry before liao what past is past.. den talk about derek, say what no body at home i dare to ask him come up, i just say to her he's my friend not what lah.. he wont do anything de lah.. aiy0x.. den tell her i buy mooncake from ivis.. den she sleep le.. but i was there turning here and there like what sia.. totally can't sleep loh, turn here cann0t turn there cannot... dunno wan to turn wher sia.. grrr...! so sian loh.. hai..
morning wake up at 5.45 went to on computer and play ahile until 6.20 like that go bathe.. den go out.. was kinda in a rush loh.. wanted to take all S.H.E cds but i got no time.. sob.. lol.. den went to take bus, it's very stupid loh.. have to walk one big round.. stupid.. yesh, i tot i will e late u know.. but hehe.. i wasn't.. i manage to take 963 at 7.10+ and reach sch at 7.30.. early man.. yup, was listenin to them, laughing with them all this loh.. did not talk much lah.. i only know there's like a line inbetween us... well, i really dunno what to say le lah.. dun wish to say more.. hai.. den miss ho never come.. and was free for 1 hour.. in class do nothing loh.. den go for meeting.. hai.. i see their pattern i gek sim sia.. hai.. i have no right to say them anyway, they are they, i am i... hai... zao zhi dao i say i dun wanna go sia.. regret u know? hai.. sian ah.. den hmm during our lunch we were out 30 mins earlier.. after eating we went to classroom, guess what? we all was singing sia.. lol.. lame wor.. sing for 1 hour.. keke.. den after that went for lesson... after that 2 we went off.. went to the place and so cute all those kids.. den go up listen to what the lady say den start to pack.. hmm thanks to mrs teo who accompanied us all the while and help us.. so good of her and she even drive us back... kee ^^ she's so good.. den go back school, was told training was cancled.. den went to PE department.. den go off.. was raining and was caught in the rain and was having a headache.. hai.. come back home online liao.. den ask dad buy food.. den he went out.. den my mum come back.. hai.. i very sad loh.. i dunno whats happening lah.. i kanna scolding.. yes, i know i;m wrong to talk back but i really very buay ta han le.. i'm having a headache and i'm so tired she still nag. of coz i talk back lah.. hai.. den i watch tv.. watch the channel 8 de show.. i cried.. and typing this blog i keep crying.. hai.. i'm stress and tired already... hope i can die eariler.. no need care.. no need bother.. hope i got no heart..!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sucks ah....!!!!!!!!!!!!111
BabyStridy fades away at
6:29:00 PM;