Friday, September 24, 2004
boring..*
i'm so boring.. hmm today wake up at 8+ in da morning and prepare to go school my normal routine.. tis few days i always take 10 de buy.. as in fifteen mins before school start de bus.. like don't care wil i late mah.. haha, hmm noce again, took same bus with jessie today.. went to school alone looking kind of sad as Revethi also say that. haix.. went to class, play with computer den after that alot of people gone missing.. i was so lonely in the lab as catherine, shuyi, aijuan and ivis + shuming was talking about project whereas i did not join them coz i dun belong to their group.. so i was alone sitting behind, i was thinking to lots and tons to things... i look out at windows and my eyes was red.. haix.. what's happening to me again? grrr..! den soon went to second lesson, i d0n't know what happen to me at the period u know. my whole reaction was like so pissed off and Attitude.. they talk to me i never reply all this and that.. ask me what happen i did not reply.. den today my group duty, i want to say is that, DID anyONE HELP ME? NOPE.. WHERE ARE MY GROUPS MEMBER? let me tell u, they went out of the class..!!!! i was wtf, not even one person helping me? haix.. i was damn sad.. real sad.. haix.. den after lesson went to locker and after that i did not smile, talk and what, i just give a black face and walk to the toilet and then walk out.. whoever call mi i did not reply.. haix.. den revathi came to talk to me asking me what happen i said nothing but she say dun bluff all this.. haix.. sorrie.. den tot of going with them, my mind is like go loh, but in the end i GO HOME..! reach home lei? brother was at living room watching vcd.. mum was searching for her card.. den keep calling me to help, den brother sit down there doing his things.. i was so angry loh.. can't he help? den mum ask mi to write a new paper for her, i ask my brother coz i helping her find, when he heard that the card is found he SHOUTED at me say Zhen ah..! den i know what happen liao.. i say dun tel me u wan to ask mi to write hor, den he say ah..! den i say him, u dunno how to help izzit. tmd.. den my mum say free den write, not i dun wan loh, i just reach home u all keep asking me to do.. i not u all de MAID okae.. why am i always suffering? can't i just be happie once? even if i'm happie also act de.. realli.. i can be happie outside but inside i'm NOT..! gtg bye..
* my S.H.E mooncake is out already.. gonna take it soon.. SHIT.. i got no money.. as i going to buy vcd from pauL's sister.. ghosh..! how how h0w.. i'm dead.. haix.. never mind money will come back very soon, as i will SAVE.. SAVE SAVE SAVE..! forget that i got to take my mooncake.. and some more buy mooncake from ivis.. Die liao lah... haix..
BabyStridy fades away at
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