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did not update yesterday, was on the phone was did not update.. was chatting with paul.. haix.. today in school? well, i was nearly late to school again.. well, had my BPF lesson. after that was lunch, so we went to eat. after eating we wanted to go back to class because we are very boring. but the class got people so we go to 109 to sit and wait, at around 2.05 - 2.10 we saw students coming out so we tent to go in the class. so we went in, u know what the teacher say to us? please go out of the class, can't u all see i'm still inside of the class and not leave yet? you people are not allow to be in. so we went out loh.. we attitude her.. we keep shouting faster lah, slow lei, old virgin all this..! even slam the door damn loud manx.. jessie even shout please clean the whiteboard pls. den she jolly well, take her fucking own sweet time u know.. kns... like what sia.. den when our classmate ccome we all shout say cannot go in lah, that teacher dun allow.. den derek bo chap just hack go in but kanna chase out but he put his bag, den jessie also.. but also same kanna chase out.. den BELL ring le lei, she still down there slowly pack her things.. we damn hot liaox.. we shout and say wow lao bell ring liao lah.. kin lah.. den when we she go out we all keep saying wow lao, slow sia.. stupid sia.. den she at outside ask whu ur teacher, den aijuan ji tao say Dorothy Tay, den she oh. den we go in.. keep banging, shouting. was damn dulan with her l0h.. her fucking name is LEE BEE HUA or dunno what shit de.. fuck sia..! kns.. she's in OQ black list..! shit sia.. damn it loh.. but after that lesson was as usual. but i want to say is that BSA gone case for me, i dun even noe what that freaking Mr Chan is teaching.. die for sure. haix.. Mrs Tay please come back!!! we need u..! if not seriously i dunno how to do. grrrrrrr.!!!!!!! stress...! haix.. after that lesson was alright loh.. boring.. the teacher teach hor, aiy0x.. very what loh, teach one unit take 2 hours.. kns. den after school went home, online, chat and play game.. end my day here..

As for today? wake up at 8.15, after wake up on my computer and start to read comic. from 8.20-9. about 40 mins. i finish i book.. i broke my own record..!! keke.. coz normally i read one comic take super long time.. can one day.. grr, den went to bathe and also burnt disc. i dunno why going to finish liao, say cannot.. grr.. wasting my time manx.. and disc.. den went out at 9.55. reach bus stop hengx bus haven come or go.. den took bus, saw jessie. hmm, den saw Joseph. we 3 walk to school together.. went to locker den to classroom. did not bother what the teacher is teaching and more worst he took my diskette.. so i need to redo everything again.. fucked..! i in class reading comics, listening to s0ngs.. den after that went for EFW lesson, do a assignment den go off. went to IMM to have our lunch at Burger King, den after went to Mini Toon to buy sweet, den go TS laser to see vcd.. den we go off, zhuo decided to go Clementi central so we accompanied him.. saw weiqi, gek choo and eunice talk for a while den go off, den saw Ji-saw puzzle, me, jess and yun was stuck there.. but zhuo went to the bookstore.. sorry zhuo zhuo.. den 3 of us buy puzzle at 3 for $15.. gave $6 for the ordering.. lolx.. den after that went to find zhuo, wow liaox.. damn pissed off by the AUNTIE at the store man.. attitude sia.. fucked.. zhuo and me AP them.. kns.. angry sia.. den after that walk back to interchange and saw the yesterday on tv de xiao cao.. school belle.. not handsome.. lolx.. den went to mac help charlene buy fries.. saw mei xuan if i not wrong.. den go back sch, den play v.ball.. grr my hand dunno what happens ia.. like swallon.. haix.. sadx.. today only 13-14 people go training.. haix.. den after that around 6 we went off.. all wan to go back watch tv.. channel 8, 7pm de.. lolx. den paul wanted to chat on phone but i got no mood.. haix.. i felt sad.. from next week onwards.. I MUST SAVE MONEY..!!! because my dad is suffering... grr.. i'm pissed with one of my relative... dun force me.. i may shout at u.. Why can't u think of others..? wan to see us die den u happie? but i can say, U WAIT LONG ALSO NO.. we will TRY to return u the money no matter how poor we are.. and STOP chasing my dad.. he, himself have no money.. if we have we will return.. we NOT a bastard.. we really have no money.. maybe i will online less. just to not let my dad pay so much on bills and other things.. i may even think of selling away my S.H.E things and if can reduce myself on using handphone.. i think my dreams need to be gonex.. i don't have the face to ask my dad for money to buy clothing anymore..! haix.. sad for me.. i wont ask much from him anymore..

i may look cheerful, but inside my heart i'm sad..! i'm already used to keep things from myself.. so don't try to read my mind or even ask me what happen.. u will never know unless, i want to say.. haix...

i gtg le.. bye bye..! saddie..!!! *crying*, hating myself, useless me, love sucks, love hurtz.. life sucks.. Life is always full of sadness..!!!

10:54:00 PM;

0mg, wake up at 6+ manx.. pro sia.. yes, den without bathing i go school liaox.. i was feeling very uneasy because i dont get used to go out without bathing. espically to school. somemore tuesday was a long day for us.. grr.. feel very tired and everything.. feel so stress out loh.. haix.. in class was pretty ok loh. nothing much happen loh.. end my post here.. bye

Happie Birthday to Paul

may all yr wishes come thru..!

10:40:00 PM;

tired tired tired. sleep at 12.30+ yesterday. so today i drag my time of waking up, should be 7 in the end i drag till 8 den wake up, den went to bathe and prepare.. nearly late for school.. grr.. lolx.. ya during the break we were all eating.. Then during the real Lunch i forget where do the rest goes, i only know i was in the class listening to discman and writing revathi de diary.. den around 1 they came in, den talk cock in class, but at 1.30 me, ivis and aijuan went to canteen to buy something eat.. lolx.. after eating go back class.. den go change, go PE department mark attendance den we go off le.. went to orchard with juan to take my S.H.E mooncake.. den we go walk walk.. 0mg i g0t lots of things wanna buy.. alamak.. S.H.E de alot sia.. okok lah i stop here.. i'm veri tired.. night..!

Happie Birthday to Sharon

8:06:00 PM;

sianx ah.. nothing much to blog today, all i know is that i was at my aunt place since 2+ till 7+.. ya, was playing with my cousin.. there's so cute and notti.. lolx.. den after that come back home online chat den play Gb den download songs den chat with danny and sharon.. lolx.. that's all.. nothing much.. bye bye..

11:59:00 PM;

slept at 3+am last night.. lolx.. just to download songs.. hehe... all the whille infront of com screen wtithout doing much things.. diaox.. i remember i chat with yun, paul and no more liaox le.. anyway, forget to say something.. keke.. kinda happie for my ah yee.. she won 4-d yesterday night.. first prize.. 2million... omg.. that's alot u know.. if it was my father.. i have no worries.. i think i can get my laptop ba.. wahahaha... if not is hmm, MP3, vcd, clothing, cds, digital camera.. sound alot but i sure will BUY de.. just too bad it's not my parents... according to what my dad say, if is our car number he will win 6million.. grrrr... why not my father win? haix...

ya i've downloaded Liang Jing Ru_Yu Wei Die, A-Mei_Ye Xu Ming Tian, Jerry_For You, Cai Chun Jia albums.. 0mg... lolx.. btw today whole day at home download sogns and play a few rounds of gunbound only.. nothing much liaox.. haix.. i feel like changing phone.. but no people wanna buy fer me.. dun dare to ask my dad or mum to buy.. haix.. so sad... around noon went to 273 to eat my breakfast cum lunch.. den come back home le.. haix.. nothing much lah.. hao le ba.. i think i end my post for today.. =(

7:43:00 PM;

boring..*

i'm so boring.. hmm today wake up at 8+ in da morning and prepare to go school my normal routine.. tis few days i always take 10 de buy.. as in fifteen mins before school start de bus.. like don't care wil i late mah.. haha, hmm noce again, took same bus with jessie today.. went to school alone looking kind of sad as Revethi also say that. haix.. went to class, play with computer den after that alot of people gone missing.. i was so lonely in the lab as catherine, shuyi, aijuan and ivis + shuming was talking about project whereas i did not join them coz i dun belong to their group.. so i was alone sitting behind, i was thinking to lots and tons to things... i look out at windows and my eyes was red.. haix.. what's happening to me again? grrr..! den soon went to second lesson, i d0n't know what happen to me at the period u know. my whole reaction was like so pissed off and Attitude.. they talk to me i never reply all this and that.. ask me what happen i did not reply.. den today my group duty, i want to say is that, DID anyONE HELP ME? NOPE.. WHERE ARE MY GROUPS MEMBER? let me tell u, they went out of the class..!!!! i was wtf, not even one person helping me? haix.. i was damn sad.. real sad.. haix.. den after lesson went to locker and after that i did not smile, talk and what, i just give a black face and walk to the toilet and then walk out.. whoever call mi i did not reply.. haix.. den revathi came to talk to me asking me what happen i said nothing but she say dun bluff all this.. haix.. sorrie.. den tot of going with them, my mind is like go loh, but in the end i GO HOME..! reach home lei? brother was at living room watching vcd.. mum was searching for her card.. den keep calling me to help, den brother sit down there doing his things.. i was so angry loh.. can't he help? den mum ask mi to write a new paper for her, i ask my brother coz i helping her find, when he heard that the card is found he SHOUTED at me say Zhen ah..! den i know what happen liao.. i say dun tel me u wan to ask mi to write hor, den he say ah..! den i say him, u dunno how to help izzit. tmd.. den my mum say free den write, not i dun wan loh, i just reach home u all keep asking me to do.. i not u all de MAID okae.. why am i always suffering? can't i just be happie once? even if i'm happie also act de.. realli.. i can be happie outside but inside i'm NOT..! gtg bye..

* my S.H.E mooncake is out already.. gonna take it soon.. SHIT.. i got no money.. as i going to buy vcd from pauL's sister.. ghosh..! how how h0w.. i'm dead.. haix.. never mind money will come back very soon, as i will SAVE.. SAVE SAVE SAVE..! forget that i got to take my mooncake.. and some more buy mooncake from ivis.. Die liao lah... haix..

11:53:00 PM;

I'm very FAN ah.. I don't know what to do.. i really don't.. haiz.. why is there so much trouble troubling me? or am I thinking too much? I really don't know. I'm stress, vexed.. I broke into tears, for days.. WHY? I tot everything is okay? but why now seems to have problem again?

Wake up at 8.30 in the morning, and went online, last minute tot of burning disc so that i can listen. So at 9 i went to bathe until 9.20 like that. At 9.30 i still at there download songs.. Pro right? haix.. Some more i start burning disc at 9.30+ like that, and i tot can lah should be can make it by 9.45 but haix.. dunno is suay or what CD got problem so have to re-burnt. well, i tot change another disc would be alright, BUT never will i know that the same problem occurs. i was like diao~ and i hack care it and just go off as i am going to be late if i did not catch the 10am de bus.. So i quickly walk.. Reached bus-stop and in a few minutes time the bus came, in the bus i was reading my comics and did not notice that Jessie was behind. i only know when she alight.. we saw Junzhuo at the Traffic Light and we walk into school together. Hmm, they were in the canteen, waiting for Patricia to finish her food as they don't know that there's a break for us instead of having EFW. So they all ate, hmm never mind they said.. so i also hack care them, den i went to the locker to take yanbin and Jessie books.. Then we went to the computer lab there to wait and we do not know that we are allow to enter the room.. grrr..! so bad sia Derek and Sijun..! So we went in, and Mrs Tay was not here today like what she say maybe she will not be here, so we were given time to do the Student Portal thing, but i did not i was talking and i admit BUT my computer and Huipings com cannot be used so i have no choice i never do and my OWN home computer cannot be used either.. was like WTH loh.. haix.. Yupz was pretty alright in class as we are joking all this.. And u know what? Something make me very the sad.. Refer to the conversation:

Patricia: Annie lent me your phone.
Annie: Orh.
Siewfong: Yanbin got mah, take hers lah.
Patricia: looking very blur at me.
Annie: You take hers loh.

u know how sad am I.? why she say until like that? Or she do hate me again? i'm not sure..! i'm just very shock by what she says..! real SAD u know.. and it's not the first time for this month.. did i offend her? did i? i don't.. i didn't owe u anything okae.. Ok, monday i think i gonna bring what belong to u people and return to u all, i know i keep for very long.. Monday i promise i will RETURN..! i don't fuck care what u all think.. if it's what u all want to treat me i will return back..! And after that we went to the canteen to eat, and u know what? haix. there's problem between Junzhuo and Weiling.. I don't really know what happen.. Haix, he don't want to sit with us when she saw Weiling and the next table was Shuming and Aijuan they all he also don't want to sit, and i was like eh, arbo i change with u loh, he don't want. den i asked Shuming come over and she kao bei alot loh.. knn..! i get pissed off and i go over to Aijuan side loh. ANd Junzhuo still don't want come back..! i felt so sad, helping him finding place and we get attitude and he jolly well don't want to come.. haix.. suan liao loh..! really very sad loh..! lucky got Bridget to release my stress, i told her everything... she console me.. thanks bridget..! without u i think i have no friends other than u and cindy..! thanks alot..! than eat le went to bus Yohgurt, nice..! yummy.. after that sit at canteen and forget time to be at foyer.. until Mrs Teo asked us..! lolx.. den we take attandance le we board the bus, i sit with Junzhuo, was reading comic in the bus, den went to see see the Career Fair, den after that 2+ we went off, took 963 and was reading Comics, and i received a phone call by Bridget, she was in the same bus as me... lol.. still call.. den i entertain her loh.. lolx.. den she came over to the end, but i have to alight.. sorrie..! reach home, online, having a BIG headache..! wanted to rest but did not, send Shuyi songs, talk to Liling, went to bathe and watch Tv. And suddenLy i get very FAN.. i don't know why.. I cried again loh.. haix..! know why?

1) Albert
2) Present
3) Why she keep asking me to buy?
4) My dad

1) Albert.
Why albert? hmm i've been thinking if i never tell him i like him jiu bu shi mei you problem ler loh, but i itchy mouth went to tell him and now he's like ai li bu li.. even thought he's much more better den last time where he keep avoiding me from now got talk i'm more happie, i always wanted to talk to him but there's nothing to talk.. i'm so sad.. i tried to forget about him once and fall for another guy and i did It, end up that guy is like play with me loh.. i don't know is he serious saying all those things to me mah loh.. I really don't know loh, maybe he is just playing with me after knowing i like him and say those things that make me have so big Confident but now..? well, he's now happily with his girlfriend isn't it? good for him..!

2) present.
Why? I actually wanted to buy a present for him after i know that i ffall for him after knowing when is his birthday.. and i already know what to buy already, and i tot that the day come i will buy, but now, i keep thinking of want to buy mah.. because the decision was made before everything gone that way..! i long wanted to buy for him..! but now? everything is like gone and i don't know if i shouLd buy or not, it's not a good idea buying for him when he has a girlfriend right? haix, feel like crying u know..!!!

3) Why she keep asking me to buy and go?
Why? haix, i have this friend knowing i like this guy and know whats happening. And i told her about what he said to me, she said i must go grab the chance, BUT girl, he had a girlfriend, u think i wil be that bad to break them up? and even if i have the abililty to do that they also wont right? u think i am a spoiler? haix. and today i asked her if i still want to buy for him mah, she keep asking me to buy, ask mi to think and think don't regret.. well, regret also no use, even i buy he wont leave his girlfriend and be with me right? even if i go, will he even bother me? u say lei? of coz not. i will only be sitting there looking at how close they are all this only mah.. will make me more sad only, i dun wan to be sad so i choose not to go.! i know it's abit stupid but do u think they care or rather he care? by going i can get what in return? u say lah? i lose trust in her, stop asking me to buy or Go.. if u wan u GO..! haix..

4) my dad.
Why? haix. just now i look at his phone and saw something very wired, why he like never put wallpaper and suddenly so clever know how to put date infront and i was curious and i check his phone i know i have no right to do that, but i really have to do it.. it's like during tuesday i think he receive a phone call at 12mid night and he say he don't know who..! of coz i will supect right? den today i check his photo i saw nothing ok never mind, was very relief.. BUT when i saw the call register things i saw a contact save as KTV, do my dad go there often? i'm not sure, i only know that he's not what i think now..! i've already lose intrested in the family already, just don't let me found out that he is doing anything Funny to us can already, because there was once i pass thru this KTV at bukit Panjang when i was take 176 alone, i saw a couple and quarreling with a small children infront of there so i think that it's the guy who was at the KTV and was being found out by his wife..! haix.. i dun wish to find out anything and dun make me FAN all this can my dad? haix.. i really feel like ending my life so that i can stop thinking u know.. but i can't..! argh.. i still want to study. i don't even have the gard to ask him for money u know? i wanted to buy clothing but i dare not ask both my mum and dad... they will kao pei mi.. frankly speaking if my brother wans i think they will give him..! really. can say i'm jealous but it's true.. some more my brother need sponsor to help him pay the suit for the temple de thing my mum say she will help him and pay.. i was so JEALOUS loh, i agreed.. why can't i get something from them when i requested? only allow when i cried? Am i not important to them? haix.. maybe to them i'm a useless child.. haix.. i think i should finish my typing now..! it's 11.26 my head is damn heavy.. gtg.. BYe..!

*Life is Full of Regret. there's nothing i never regret.. haix.. why?!!!!!!!11 fucked up life with a fucked up mind..!

10:04:00 PM;

i was sleeping so soundLy, had a great sleep yesterday night... maybe because i cried too much ba.. really sleep until very soundly loh.. yawns..! ya wake up on time today, went online, download song.. kee..! den go school..! went for lesson as usual.. haha.. first lesson, weiling, darek and jessie was told to go and find Mrs Teo, so they went.. for very long u know when we go break they all also have not come down, so we took theor bag.. i took weiling bag, as weiqi took jessie bag.. den we went to canteen to eat.. haha.. after eating we went to the locker to keep our books, and u know what? ivis put weilings bag in the locker.. den we went to library to book computer lab. so we book le we go up.. about 11.50 weiling called me asking me whre am i, i told her i'm at outside school eating and she asked me where's her bag, i said i did not take but she say weiqi say i talk so she dun believe me.. not fun de.. lol.. ya den she keep aiming me loh.. even take my locker key and check. i was u go check loh, nothing de mah.. lol.. den after that she came back, hehe she den accompanied jessie go refill water, den ivis and catherine went to locker and put her bag in my locker as we know that she will take our locker key again.. lol.. they all also very clever u know, coz when they all take my water bottle in catherine say Na, i help u refill ur water le.. i was like diao.. lol.. den weiling did not really notice.. den she took our locker key again.. so once again she went up to check, 0mg.. everyone was guessing whos locker she will open first.. haha.. den weiqi and myself guess right, it's mine.. and she get it, so ok loh get it get it loh.. haha, but she never notice her handphone and wallet with us, so we all keep laughing like mad but she never notice. den slowly i don't know how she notice.. lol.. den she keep seaching.. but still cannot den take our locker key again.. but still cannot find.. haha, it's the third time she open my locker but second time their locker.. den she say maybe in her locker but dun have.. lol.. den we faster pass to derek coz mostly she wont ask him.. den when she go find aijuan take her bag go other class.. haha.. she come back never notice.. so we again keep laughing den she notice.. ait0x.. blurrie lei she.. den she cannot find.. keep pestering us.. but not with us.. den she go locker again... lol.. den huoyan and sijun came in, she say is them den we all keep saying how can? they just come in all this, den when jessie say maybe at the other class she go out we lock her outside.. den we inside say wah later she sure say we all inside de people all also got supect.. haha.. so funny.. den ya still cannot find and we went for our next lesson which is mrs tay de.. she keep on sayin where is my bag, keep asking.. den she ask huoyan to put her bags up and let her see, den she never check, until she ask for sijun bag, she take and check got.. den she found it. ^^ lol.. den after that during break. she keep again, she never notice.. and it's at derek l0cker n0w.. den she keep looking here and there.. until i dunno how she manage to take ack i think is she go locker with derek.. haha... den she take the bag until very tight sia.. keke.. den in lab.. she keep looking for handphone and wallet.. and keep asking me u know.. so stress already, coz mrs tay loh, use my diskette and we forget that database do le cannot undo de.. so sad and FAN liao she keep asking me.. sob.. den ya ivis got this idea of asking the person who take the phone to sms ayu phone saying haha, ur phone is with me.. den ayu show to weiling and we all laugh.. but in the end she found her phone.. den i say aiya, phone can sms say it's there, but wallet cannot.. den she say by 4.15 i dun get my phone i will get pissed off.. lol.. we all dun care still distrub.. lol.. den ya ayu ask me go over and let me read a letter she gonna write for a guy, i read my eye so red loh, nearly drop tears.. it's very touching loh.. hai.. den last min we all tell weiling her wallet at where.. lol.. and we all keep lauging.. anyway, today really a FUN day loh.. i enjoy alot manz.. hope weiling not angry.. anyway weiling sorry no present..!!!

Happie 17th Birthday to You, Weiling *muackie*

9:46:00 PM;

can't sleep last night.. hai.. don't know why.. and somemore talking to my mummy... we talk about my brother ex-stead... i now also don't know want to listen to mum or serene say de things.. i dunno what my mum say(my brother told her) is true or serene is true.. well, i did not want to care much lah.. cry also cry before liao what past is past.. den talk about derek, say what no body at home i dare to ask him come up, i just say to her he's my friend not what lah.. he wont do anything de lah.. aiy0x.. den tell her i buy mooncake from ivis.. den she sleep le.. but i was there turning here and there like what sia.. totally can't sleep loh, turn here cann0t turn there cannot... dunno wan to turn wher sia.. grrr...! so sian loh.. hai..

morning wake up at 5.45 went to on computer and play ahile until 6.20 like that go bathe.. den go out.. was kinda in a rush loh.. wanted to take all S.H.E cds but i got no time.. sob.. lol.. den went to take bus, it's very stupid loh.. have to walk one big round.. stupid.. yesh, i tot i will e late u know.. but hehe.. i wasn't.. i manage to take 963 at 7.10+ and reach sch at 7.30.. early man.. yup, was listenin to them, laughing with them all this loh.. did not talk much lah.. i only know there's like a line inbetween us... well, i really dunno what to say le lah.. dun wish to say more.. hai.. den miss ho never come.. and was free for 1 hour.. in class do nothing loh.. den go for meeting.. hai.. i see their pattern i gek sim sia.. hai.. i have no right to say them anyway, they are they, i am i... hai... zao zhi dao i say i dun wanna go sia.. regret u know? hai.. sian ah.. den hmm during our lunch we were out 30 mins earlier.. after eating we went to classroom, guess what? we all was singing sia.. lol.. lame wor.. sing for 1 hour.. keke.. den after that went for lesson... after that 2 we went off.. went to the place and so cute all those kids.. den go up listen to what the lady say den start to pack.. hmm thanks to mrs teo who accompanied us all the while and help us.. so good of her and she even drive us back... kee ^^ she's so good.. den go back school, was told training was cancled.. den went to PE department.. den go off.. was raining and was caught in the rain and was having a headache.. hai.. come back home online liao.. den ask dad buy food.. den he went out.. den my mum come back.. hai.. i very sad loh.. i dunno whats happening lah.. i kanna scolding.. yes, i know i;m wrong to talk back but i really very buay ta han le.. i'm having a headache and i'm so tired she still nag. of coz i talk back lah.. hai.. den i watch tv.. watch the channel 8 de show.. i cried.. and typing this blog i keep crying.. hai.. i'm stress and tired already... hope i can die eariler.. no need care.. no need bother.. hope i got no heart..!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sucks ah....!!!!!!!!!!!!111

6:29:00 PM;

hai, wake up LATE today, suppose to wake up at 7am but i hor, 8.30 den wake up.. pro right? my alarm never ring more worst.. know why? i set 7PM.. grr..! so i faster go wash up den pack bad den rush out le.. manage to reach school in time.. heng ah.. keke.. ^^ yes, go school i'm kind of sad loh, just feel like crying.. did i do anything wrong? why must they treat me like that? hai* suan liao.. i dun wanna care much, all i care now is my studies.. i hope i can go higher now.. nothing can stop me studying NOW.. i need concentration.. hopefully can ba.. hai.. sad sad sad.. zai mo ban.. sob. den after that okok loh.. i only know i very happy during last period.. why? coz hor.. hahahah no need re-do 2.4 and other thing.. so happie lei.. kee.. den after school actually wanna pei juan stay back and wait for her dear dear de.. BUT den tot of asking her come my house de.. but den she keep asking me stay but i dun wan so we go jurong point instead.. hee went there walk walk, talk talk.. and wait.. but i did not wait for him to reach i go off le.. coz i dun wanna stay until so late.. sorry* at bus-stop saw kalai.. kind of miss him.. anyway, he's one of my sister ex-stead.. hai, even though he that time scolded me, but i dun mind loh.. i know he's angry and i'm angry after he scolded me.. but he and my sister(cindy) treat me damn good, during the chalet i lost my money($70), they lent it to me.. no need return.. i'm so touch loh.. i keep asking them to keep they dun wan, say if u wan return dun tok to me.. and when he's sad or what he will tell me.. always chat with him on phone when cindy was at china that time.. hai. in bus i feel so sad after seeing him... lucky he never dao me.. he saw me he shock i know.. but he did replied to me.. i'm happie. hope he take care of himself and teasure what he have in future..! sigh* den after that reach home, re-do project, help do mrs tay ask mi do de CIP thing.. finally free le.. kee ^^ I'm happie... Well, i'm FAN again.. wil my dad give mi money to buy clothing? argh... skirt, jeans.. will i get to buy u all back home? hope so.. ^^ sob..

10:06:00 PM;

woah, one week past le.. tomorrow going back school again.. sigh* that's fast manz.. grrr...!!!

Happie Birthday to LiLing
hmm, well i'm not very sure if it's her birthday today, i see her name in one of my friend blog.. lolx.. anyway, if it's real happy birthday to u, hope u have enjoy urself today ah.. take care.. =)

Hmm, i dream of something very scary manz... i dream of me getting married.. and the story is that there's this uncle son who wans to get married, he can't find a girl.. so he went around asking who willing to married him.. and well that's my dad friends son so my dad came home and ask.. there's lots of people there while my dad ask, know what no one replied.. BUT me say I want.. den after that i dream that i dun wan to married him because i dunno him, and dunno what thing.. so funnie loh. den i dream that while preparing i cried lots as i dun wan de.. but bo bian.. den there's this basket in front of me and one person(forget who it seems to be my brother) and inside the basket contain clothes i think and i saw SNAKE.. i was like screaming like hell loh.. den i think the dream not finish.. and one more part i dream of is S.H.E, this is the second or third time i dream of S.H.E le.. kee.. ya i dream that they were at my h0use(or someone else h0use) i not very sure.. den they were playing game, someone tod me S.H.E was here, i rush there.. and only 3 of them was there i was sooooooo happie.. i was sad also because i say wei she mo ni men lai mei you gen wo shou, meaning why u all come never tell me.. and i like mad.. keep saying and feel so sad.. i even say aiya, i buy ur fingurine but never let u sign all this.. got many things lei i go home take.. den that's the end of the dream.. last part is even more worst.. i tot i was at the toilet u know... i was wanting to spilt my saliver.. end up i spilt at my bed.. lame sia.. today dream 2 part.. so lame dream manz.. hha

wake up at 11 in the morning, had my breakfast before Huiping come.. I was watching tv and chatting with weiqi and paul.. and sms bridget ask her how to save my project.. yes, it's done and i know how to save in cd rom le.. yea.. thanks alot get.. hee.. ^^ yea den around 12 huiping reach so i let her use com i went to bathe.. bathe come out watch tv.. den around 2 she went off.. i went to change as i going to my grandparents house.. Yes, i saw my darling cousin.. soooooo cute miss him soooooo much... kee ^^ muack him... carried him alot of times sia.. lol.. and y grandma today cook Lei Cha.. i like it alot man it's so nice.. it's those hokka de tranditional food... Yummy man.. drool sia.. and Po Pian.. my cousin and I like it alot man.. so nice loh.. omg.. i'm so hungry u know.. lol.. ya den around 4+ went back, watch tv and online chat.. den do nothing buy watch tv. so boring.. grrr.... den around 8 derek came over my place to do project, and than we both realise that his project i go and delete 2 pages.. so he took my project and edit.. haha... ya 11.45pm den he go off... that's late man.. anyway, i'm sad loh.. by siewfong de message.. coz she ask mi help her edit her project mah.. den i reply her i'll try.. den she reply, it's ok, never mind if u dun wan do de.. just remember to bring tomorrow can le..! i was damn sad loh, as if i must HELP her like that loh.. i never OWE U okae.. u need me u come ask mi help u.. think what? i ur'll de maid ah? u all enjoy urself lah.. den ask mi lah.. cb lah.. damn pissed off loh.. whatever lah.. i dunno what to say le lah.. haiz.. if that's the case i think i give up loh.. KNS... grrrr..! ok lah gtg le.. tomorrow 7 have to wake up le.. night..

*next week de Zhong Yi Da Ge Da got S.H.E must watch and support..!

11:52:00 PM;

well wake up at 9+ in the morning BUT before that my stupid brother called me and ask me to open the door for him.. den after that i came and on my com, at first i tot of going down to help my mum so i went to wash up.. but after washing up i went back to online abit den i went to sleep le.. coz i very tired.. den wake up at 9+.. after that i was doing nothing but watchin tv.. and also typing my blog.. i type all out le.. from last sunday to Today..and i gonna contiune my blogging..! kee.. den after that around 3+ help my mum with the things my brother wan.. 60 packet of FOOD to be pack and by 6.30 he wan it.. diao.. yes and u know what? last min at 4 my brother call and tell my mum that 5.30 he need it liao.. den my mum faster rush back home to cook.. yes, i was there helping but i did not help much all i know was i was frying the fish cake and den help pack food.. at 5+ my brother came back.. he's like never rush us.. until my mum say not enough.. and okok nothing happen.. until my mum ask my brother go take the food.. but he ask me go.. i was so angry loh, but i did not mention anything BUT my mum say u later go mah.. u going down.. den STUPID brother shouted at us... den i was very angry liao i shout him back.. i say u dun think ur friends here i dun dare to shouted at u hor.. he stare at me.. but i dun give him a damn.. so i go coffee shop and help him take.. den he ask me wait at downstair.. den i sit at the stone chair mah.. den this gugu come down and say why u wait here not there.. i was like how i know u coming down from there.. den i shouted at hime.. i hack care liao.. so dulan with him.. i hate the way he treat us.. simply sucks.. hate it lots.. yes, chatting with geraldine at the moment.. gtg le.. buai.. sigh*

8:58:00 PM;

1 weekkk neverrrr blogggg siaaa.... t0dayyy typeee allll 0utttt.... keeee.... ^^

Sunday 12 September 2004

was suppose to wake up at 4.30am in the morning but i wake up at 5.30 by the call of shuyi, luckily i manage to hear the handphone ringing tone, if not i think i will still be sleeping like pig until 7+ to 8+.. heng ah.. after receiving the phone call i faster bathe and prepare to go out, lucky got my father bring me to Jur0ng MRT station. When i reach Shuyi was there already.. phew* so sorry i was kind of late..! bleah.. den receive message from aijuan saying that she maybe will be late i think.. don't really remember le ba. Ya den we meet her at the MRT inside.. in the bus keep receiving messages and phone call.. grrr... hopefully my bill not high ah if not i die sia.. haha.. den reach there and only Patricia was there. as we are too hungry we went to the Cheers to buy something... BUT guess what? theres nothing for us to buy sia.. KNS.. so i buy sweet instead.. grr... was so hungry u know.. yupz. den they came.. so after going to the toilet all this and that we procceed to the place we need to be.. grrr... we have to wait for attendance taking and even have to wait for all those who went to Big Walk to be back den we got things to do.. so sian.. everyone was so sleepy and tired u know.. hai.. ya, and HUNGRY.. lucky we were given breakfast.. after eating we all was sitting down there rotting... den after that we were told to go to the entrance to welcome people who are back from the big walk. haha.. all of us were like stupid standing there hitting the thing and blowing the whilstle.. very diaoz loh.. o.O''' haha.. den after that we went to sit sit and talk talk.. and after that we still have task to do, have to welcome 3 guest of hornor(wrong spelling).. was standing at the hot sun like crazy people man.. grr.. so stupid u know.. den after that we went back to sit and rest.. at about 10+ our president arrive.. we have to stand at the hot sun for about 10mins just to wait for him to come.. woah.. u know what? the weather was like so hot and all of our face was red..! (^-.-^). den after that we were told to station at the don't know what fire de thing.. as president wil be going over there to play the game.. haha.. know what? jessie was beside him man.. muahahaha... den after that we tot we are so call free le... BUT we are told to stand at a place and follow president, but we follow till half way we walk away.. so we went to buy drinks as we all are very thirsty and hot.. we sit at one corner enjoying out drink and we make a new friend.. we hve her friendster.. kee.. ^^ shes so cute and pretty.. kee.. ^^ so we went to play play awhile... and soon after that when we are resting we were once again told to go over the redempeetion point to not allow those auntie to Jump queue.. 0mg.. and also so hot there man.. but soon after we was told to gather together to cheer for those who won. haha.. we are so lame, espically jessie sia.. keep shouting Bukit Panjang if not is ITE clementi is we all shout. so funny. den after that we are given Lunch to eat.. eat liao we all go off, at first tot of going home as i'm very tired.. den jessie and shuyi feel like going out.. so at first tot of going don't know where de.. but when we are at MRT i asked if they want to come over my place ma.. thet agreed.. so we went to west mall de Shop and Save.. to buy drinks and maggie mee.. and u know what? WOW west mall is the 'best of the best' place to buy things u know.. coz hor can find nothing.. KNS.. so lousy... argh...~!~!~!~!.. hahah. after that buy le come over my place... first we asked jessie to fried Fries.. and we boil water to cook our congee.. kinda nice ehs.. den after that we all was lying on the bed watching super sunday. watch watch watch until half way both of them felt asleep.. sleep until 5+ ba i guess. haha.. so lame.. both felt asleep.. ya around 6+ they went off.. after that my day is online, watch President Star Charity and half way thru i sleep.. coz i'm just too tired le..

Monday 13 September 2004

wake up at 8+ and went online till cindy sms me.. meet her at 11.30.. and we went to school with jerrica, went to canteen and grab something to eat.. argh..! sch change indeed alot sia.. so shitty.. dun like the new enviouroment.. but i miss my old school days... i can say lots of things about my sec school instead of ite.. hai.. miss Secondary school life alot... feel like crying when i go back u know.. change so much... i miss the teachers, miss the time we all had and where i know all my sister.. but now? hai.. things change le.. and i'm also kind of happy with my life now.. even though it hurtz me alot but i dont care.. i have to go on my life with or without him, or with or without the friends beside me... all i need to care now is my studies.. i wanna go higer nitec and POLY.. i'm tryin my best to study as hard as i can be.. i don't want to make myself down and those who encourage me.. so what if i waste time, as long as now i am being able to think thru i dun care... but what i scare now is that if i go poly will my parents have the money to support me.? it's expensive.. hai.. thats the thing i'm worried off... okok lah.. i stop all this and go back to my day.. after eating and chatting we went to the staff room to find teachers but unfortunally can't really find because they are having lesson, but we did talk to Mrs Ho, Miss Phang, Miss Ang and Mr Ng.. den after that went to search for cindy sister.. but she was having oral.. we did not wait for her so we went to plaza.. and after tat siewfong come, we went to take neo-print le she went off, we all walk together to interchange and we took some pic using cindy HP.. hmm not bad.. and u know what? my tongue bleed u know.. so many blood.. yucks.. yes, den siewfong went to find ah ping as me and cindy went to Jurong Point.. went to eat Seoul Garden.. woah. as i'm typing i feel like eating NOW.. Eee ya...~!~!~!~ hungry liao.. bleah.. den after that eat ler wanted to go back but cindy meet her friends.. well, that guy ivan was testing my patient.. keep distrubing me.. knn.. i was so angry but i REN.. dun wanna make cindy being so wei nan.. i keep quiet.. den after that went home, went over to cindy place as i promise her mum.. and i understand that they are moving house, moving to her ah gong place.. hai.. i will miss her house.. as i also go up when i'm free if not is when she's sick i will go up and find her.. hai.. cindy no matter what happen, cheer up okae.. u have me as a sister to be beside u.. now i dun care much all i care is both our friendship.. cheers.. Forever friends + Sister.. den around 10.30 i too cab home.. reach home online den went to sleep.. hee.. ^^

Tuesday 14 September 2004

Went Orchard to meet my cousin.. well both of us was late.. and i went to Far EaSt to wait for her... i was walking like alone.. hmm.. went to ask for the pricing for digital camera.. so expensive sia.. so cannot buy i think only can see instead of buy.. anyway buy also no use.. hai. sad sad sad... and my bank.. no money liao.. damn shit.. left with the poor little 80+.. i gonna be dead.. i really need to save money.. and i got lots of things to buy.. wt.. i wan to buy skirt, shirt, jeans, shoe, bag, handphone, s.h.e stuff.. and lots more. Eeeee... so sian de neh.. sad loh.. hai.. ya den shop shop and tired le, went to the uncle shop.. sit and talk.. den after that biao jie call me.. ask mi go find her.. so we went to eat.. keke.. while eating her bf bully her.. say sammi de concert make her jealous.. so funny.. den talk about s.h.e shoot her back wor.. keke.. so bad hor.. keke.. who ask her fb also like s.h.e.. haha.. den eat le we went to find her friend coz she need to return money to them.. den after that we went to kbox.. woo lala.. if my cousin notice hor, u know what we do the first thing we start to sing.. choose Jay de song.. haha.. den slowly search for songs that we all wanna sing.. den lastly will be what u know? Sammi de songs.. always like that.. go 3 times 3 times also like that.. so funny sia.. haha.. after singing we went to eat.. nice nice.. den after that we go home.. den come back online loh.. haha.. end my day here..

Wednesday 15 September 2004

Wake up at 8+ because meeting them 10+.. went to meet catherine and take 963 den went plaza to buy something and wait for jessie.. well, so sian u know.. so early with no shop open.. sian.. den after that at around 11 we start off to orchard.. took bus and den reach le no one was there.. and i'm sorry to say that i forget to wait for Weiqi at Hereen and i went straight to Ceneleisure and she abit angry i can see.. hai.. can't stand her attitude u know.. den after that we went to new OG.. start our part of project le.. den after that there's a small conflict.. hai.. it's all my fault lah.. but anyway, i dun give it a damn to it.. kns.. den after that around 3+ we all went apart.. i and catherine went to far east instead of going home.. we walk all the walk to Far East and had a scroll.. den after that i ask catherine to accompany me to the fifth floor.. i bought S.H.E de moon cake and a booklet.. cost me a boom.. but hai.. i still buy.. sad wor.. den S.H.E concert ticket cost 150 if wanna buy.. so i think ot going le ba.. sad to say that loh.. hai.. but never mind lah.. abit expensive and waste money right? =X hehehee.. den ask my father go plaza fetch me go back.. den went to my ah ma house.. den my cousin need to do projecty and also her brother is having tution so i ask her come over my place to do.. and i brough her home and she do until 12+ after she went back home den i online loh.. nothing really happen lah.. all i know that there's some conflict.. sorry ehs...

Thursday 16 September 2004

actually was wanting to meet Weiling and Shuyi but i think there's nothing to talk about the project so i cancle the meeting.. den after that i receive phone call asking if wanna meet to go west mall to la kopi.. hmm so i went loh.. coz nothing to do.. yes went to weiling house den wait for her to get ready.. haha. and her dad was so funny.. den after that we went to west mall.. hai.. should not have go and find shuming they all.. why? wow liao.. so pissed 0ff by what she did loh.. when she saw me, she saw me liao she take the book and cover.. was liike wtf loh.. so angry and i walk off.. anyway, sorry wweiling if i AP u.. i am just too angry.. hai.. den went to coffee bean.. my tears nearly come down.. but i REN.. argh..! sucks.. den after that went walk walk while waiting for jessie.. we went to popular.. hmm suddenLy hor, i wan feel like buying story book sia.. siao.. den after jessie came we went to MOS burger.. hm yummy.. after eating we went to coffee bean.. meet shuyi there.. den we go walk walk.. den about 5+ going to 6 we all go back.. hmm i really enjoy myself today yea..! even is just at west mall.. hee.. den come back home online watch tv, den around 8+ derek came over my place to do project.. haha.. so lame loh my mum.. she ask mi why never on air-con of coz never lah.. 1 guy and 1 girl at home i scare lter she misunderstand so i never on ma.. coz on air-con need to close door right.. ah.. lolx.. think too much liao.. lolx.. ya around 11.30 derek den go off.. den i around 12+ go sleep.. that's how i spent my thursday..

Friday 17 September 2004

Spent my whole day at home doing project.. haha.. i manage to finish lei.. keke.. so happy.. and also i whole day chatting with Paul loh.. around noon i went to buy lunch and while walking i saw those little kids playing.. was so cute.. kee.. ya.. den like that loh.. at 11+pm i went to sleep le.. nothing much happen sia.. sianz...

*Sorry Paul i cannot go to ur b`dae BBQ.. anyway hope u enjoy.. take care.. bye..

11:22:00 AM;

..Happy 7th Birthday to Ming Xuan my dearest cousin..

haha.. i actually dunno it's her birthday today only when i went over to my ah ma house den i know.. ^^ so long never play with her and joke with her le.. today ah ling and me played with her.. haha.. she's so cute loh.. muackkie... Study Hard Okae.. =)

10:46:00 PM;

woah nearly 4 days never update liao..being too lazy to post.. and also BUSy.. last week really very busy loh.. got common test and commencement day.. so busy loh.. never go training also.. haha.. yea wednesday they all come over my place to play majong.. den thursday stay in school to help out in retail studio until 5.. den friday was at the retail studio helping out to put up a show.. and we did it successfuLly.. woot.. so happy yea...! during the role play, my hand was like shaking like hell.. haha.. but its over now..!!! now is enjoy my holiday... BUT u think can meh? got 2-3 project to do u know..! kns... so bad loh.. bleah.. okok lah, i put my post as short as possible.. and u know what? Today hor, 9+ got ppl come my h0use liao... now i very tired.. i did not go over my aunt place as i am too lazy and tired le.. later have to start on project stuff le.. cannot wait le.. and got to record show.. sob..

2:58:00 PM;

haiz, i dun wanna blog so much le.. it's like no one is posting and mi just simply so free blogging.. hai.. argh.. i very scare for my EXAM tomorrow.. BPF.. if i fail i sure CRY de.. the subject that i care alot.. i dun wan to FAIL BPF... argh..! now i feel like crying loh.. haiz.. And thanks Yanbin and Ruiyun.. Yanbin because she help mi go repair handphone and waited for 1 hour.. thanks alot.. den yun is coz she lent me her phone.. really thanks to u both..

*STRESS OF TOMORROW EXAM AH.. but after tomorrow i can relax abit le.. kee ^^

10:22:00 PM;

yo yo.. hehe.. wake up LATE today.. actually i have to wake up at 6.30 but end up i wake up at 7.30. And today got early lesson.. i was like SHIT late liao.. so i quickly went to bathe den faster call father fetch me go school, luckily he got bring me sia, if not i sure late till siao wor.. reach school saw them at the Co-op there waiting for me, and my face was like AP like that.. coz i not enough sleep. sorry i didn't mean to give u all this face but i too sleepy le.. Dui Bu Qi, den we went to classroom loh.. anyway, why everything sure got ppl sms mi ask me what time, when all this de? aiy0z.. sometime sleeping den got ppl sms mi, if i angry i wont reply.. Opps or i very pek chak den i sure wont reply.. hai, sorry to those i got like that treat u wor.. =X -.-!!! sometimes is i dunno den reply liao waste message lei.. keke.. okok lah, i try to reply all messages.. Dui Bu Qi... den attend BPF, hais okok loh.. i think i about to die for this subject le.. real hard k.. sigh*.. den after that went for EFW, den take test den lesson loh.. hmm shit loh my marks, all so LOW can score very high marks but i dunno careless or what sia... ARGH..!!! damn lousy loh...!!! must really STUDY HARD le.. now i feel like going on for my studies, after so many encourages from my relative. But i think i'm so far behind loh, what can i do? hais.. Can i do it? yesh, after school went home before we went over to Jessie house.. Online den go prepare loh, nearly quarrel with mummy coz going to rain i still go out.. hai.* sorry mummy.. den went to her house, the moment i see the big brother hair i was like aiyoz why so SHORT? botak..? 0mg.. den we play awhile, watch tv do a few question den go back play le.. Jessie cook dunno how to spell but is call Spaggati(wrong spelling i can COMFIRM) hehe... quite nice wor.. den wake tv and play game again.. was like diao right? hehe... den around 9 weiling mum came she fetch me home thanks auntie..! okok i shall end my post here..

*Thursday they coming my house to have dry swimming, hope really can make it dun put me aeroplane wor.. i maybe will prepare something for u all or u all buy URSELF.. =X hahahahah..

10:07:00 PM;

Never Update for Yesterday. So i Doing it Now.. kee

4 September 2004(Saturday)
Went out with Yanbin at 12+. Went over to Orchard and headed to Far East Plaza, went to buy drinks den went to walk walk, walk until 2+ like that we wanted to go over Bugis to find them(Joan and Joey) but end up they never go.. hai, izzit i go u both dun go? was like at first i tot ok de.? but why now never go? I just felt sad loh.. Than Yanbin and I den decided to watch ourself.. So we took MRT to Plaza Singapura there de station and went to buy Ticket, buy le den go Mos Burger and talk talk and drink water. At the moment, Yanbin and Nichloas abit quarrel le. I don'y know how to say loh.. Than he rush down to PS to look for yanbin, and can't get ticket so i gave him mine ticket instead.. And after he pass me money i went off, frankly speaking is abit sad lah, but okok loh. i slowly walk to the bus-stop and waited for bus. In the bus i sleep like pig, i am really very tired as i sleep at 11+ den wake up at 9+ i also not sure. Then reach home online until 7+ actually wanted to sleep de but i did not scare later can't wake up to attend the wake. Ya, soon my dad came back and at 7+ we went off, fetch my mum at coffee shop den we headed there, den sit sit den talk talk den eat den around 10+ den go off, go till half way my cousin eileen call ask if can go out mar with qing wen kor kor and vivien jie jie. Yes, my mum allow so i went home and bathe and waited for them, they reach at around 11+ going to 12. So i went down and we than headed to Vivien Jie jie de house and she go back and take clothes den 4 of us in the car talking.. Anyway, Eileen tell them about her bf le.. keke.. den in the car ask this and that.. so funny sia.. hahahhaha.. Yes, maybe we got chalet.. during Christmas that period.. Maybe only, not comfirm. Yes den after jie jie come down we went to Mount Faber at first we want to get down from the car but too many car was there so we just drive past.. haha.. inside car keep laughing all this.. cannot ta han loh.. haha.. den we headed to Changi Village, feive pass Air-port. hehe.. woah the journey was about 1+ hour.. buay ta han.. den reach le saw a few ah gua.. lol.. we all keep pestering kor kor to tok to them but kor kor say dun wan coz the voice very Chu.. haha.. den never so we went to eat Nasi Lemak, eat liao den kor kor bring us walk 1 round.. than go back to his car den we go 2 rounds de car-park, got 1 look super fierce sia... den the first round we drive pass got 1 super cute loh.. we all keep saying sia.. hehe.. den kor kor bring us to the place where they will go de.. den he drive us pass Old Changi Hospital as benjamin requested.. den after that he ask where we wanna go we have no idea den jie jie say drive to west coast there den go back.. hehe.. by the time already 2+ le.. but my kor kor still ask wher we wanna go.. den coz we have to wake up early Today he drive us back, he bring me up den after that he go off, i went to play com awhile den go sleep le..

*i saw yongkiat, the guy i last time like de. but he gort gf.. keke.. never see him b4 de neh den saw him at PS.. ^^

5 September 2004
Woah super tired but i still manage to wake up at 7+ sia.. Tired tired tired.. argh..!~!!~ yes, wake up le go pom den go out le.. went to 265 and eat den go Pandan Garden to fetch my ah gong and ah ma. and we den headed to Teck Whye there. My ah yee wasn't there yet dem wait loh.. hehe yes they came den forget what we did liao. was there from 9+ - 12+ den start. and we left the place at around 1. we walk from the place to near the Muslim temple there.. den took bus to Mandai Temple(don't know how to spell) den after that around 2+ we went back le.. at there wait until going to 3+ liao den we go off.. send my grandparents home and we headed home.. i was super tired loh, my parents still go coffee shop talk.. i get very pek chek and the face like got ppl make mi like that, yes den went home at 4 like that den wake awhile de tv and chat abit den i felt asleep liao.. from 5-8+. luckily jessie call mi if not i think i still sleeping sia.. okok lah.. i go orh orh le.. very the tired loh..

Happy 17 Birthday Cindy

9:12:00 PM;

Wake up at 7 but actually my alarm clock is set at 6am. Best right? lol.. ya i was late to school because i was stuck in the toilet for some business.. haha.. Reach school at 8.45 like that.. den take test den go retail studio.. today whole day 3 period never even study was at the studio doing the stuff that was being told to do.. what sia.. But Mrs Tay treat us Yoghurt.. She treat 7 people plus herself.. altogether got 8 cups.. the uncle also got earn lah.. lol.. den after that went off actually wanna go back and sleep as night have to go to my Dua Pek de funeral.. But i still went out, went to orchard with Shuyi and Jessie loh.. Took 106 and sleep until very nice and dun wish to wake up loh.. so extermly tired.. went to Plaza Singapura and we had our lunch there. are KFC den went walk walk, went to take neo-print and after that we went off, as i was so tired and got to go back early as at night have to go to the funeral.. went home nothing to do online also nothing to do, so i went to bathe den wait for my parents to come back.. they went to visit my ah ma sia, never ask mi along.. heard that my ah ma was undergoing the operation but if i not wrong is half way never do.. coz her blood perssure too high.. hai.. i also not sure loh.. think tomorrow she will be back le ba.. yesh, tomorrow going 0ut with them.. but dunno got watch movie anot if no den i think i go off loh.. okok i go off le.. i'm super tired, this few days kinda late sleep.. nitez

11:21:00 PM;

hai. just settled down at this time only.. reach home at 10.40 like that. Kind of tired.. Today went to school walk till going to reach school heavy rain. Then i bo bian kanna caught in the rain loh.. but of coz i use run loh.. den reach sch went to look for them den went to locker to take our books and went to our first Lesson BSA. At first, mrs tay wanted to go through RTO but most of us did not bring the note so never.. den she go thru the mock test paper. den went to have EFW well, have another mock test.. hai.. and den my friends was like take my phone anda ct nothing is happening.. well, i can say i'm angry plus sad loh.. yes, u can take my phone and hide but when i wan it pls take it back to me.. and it's like what if it's lost? and it's in vibration mode? who will know? and hai, i really get very sad and angry loh.. u people can say i am XIAO QI i dun mind, i really don't wish to know what u people think loh. If u hate me just say it, dun like me just say it. dun act if u are good with me but actually is not..! hai.. den after school went to eat and den went to retail studio to help out.. took pic there and was rather fun i can say.. i was like can be with them taking photos all this.. i really apprecticate the time we had.. i'm so happy.. in the studio playing and fooling around.. den went to buy Yoghurt... go retail studio eat.. yummy..! den after 4 to 5+ was being dismissed... so i went to volleyball training awhile, was playing with shuyi and jessie loh.. den after that went to canteen to talk talk den also wait for father to come and fetch me coz i wanna go visit my ah ma.. at around 6+ he came, with my small ancle and small aunt.. was talking in the car where i was listening.. hai, i dun understand why.. my mum LOVES to say bad things about my dad, keep saying he not good all this.. u know when i hear this i got abit sian loh.. and pissed.. must she let everyone know that my dad always go out and what? must u? it's like not giving face.. and also my dad, really dunno why he loves to get scolding den he HAPPY.. hai.. always have to suffer with him.. Why can't i have a real peaceful family? why can't? My family members and relative are all like that.. i really dun understand WHY u know.. maybe this is adult problem, i should not bother but hai.. hear liao also sad imagine they are saying ur dad loh.. hai.. anyway, my ah ma not going to have a operation coz they say it's like 50%, 50% so she also dun wan to have.. and theres some discussion going on amoung them.. today my Big uncle, his wife and daugher, My father, My mother and me, My Xiao Uncle and Wife, My Big Aunt and husband and xiao aunt family came.. and aiya,, dunno lah.. so sian.. hai, can't also everything leave it to either my parents or my small uncle family to take care of my ah ma right? all must take part right, but i dunno why loh Big son all this like what loh bo chap lo.. just like a piece of SHIT standing infront of me loh. hai.. Shitty u..!!! den after i went to hospital actually wanted to go home one because it's like around 9+ le.. but end up at my grandfather(mum father) de brother de funeral.. yesh, i went there and my cousin(eileen, benjamin, Tor Xiong and Vivian jie was there) plus my ah yee and jiu jiu.. plus my grandparents. yesh the adult was talking amoung themself where my cousin and i was talking amoung ourself. talk about chalet and dunno what thing.. we was like keep laughing.. den we talk till half way hor, hear footstep and never really care den saw a ladyy and a police running.. dunno what happen.. hehe.. den we also at there dee siao my big cousin ask him later go ask the police.. btw the police did not catch the lady.. they keep saying me.. so bad loh.. but nvm i used to it liao.. i must take it wor.. i think i can take it lah.. sad also no use, thety also dun mean it but i know they really like to bully me de.. but they still treat me good.. real good.. even we seldom contact... whenever they ask mi about my studies they will say must work harder.. always, so in order to zhen qi, i need to study hard loh... hope i can get into higher nitec accounting loh.. i hope loh.. coz afterall i like maths also.. i will try loh.. if cannot i also bo bian.. okok i shall end my p0st.. it's 11.31pm now.. good night... sigh*

*i need to go back to my mum room to sleep le, sunday onwards.. hai.. sad ah.. den i try dun kip online liao.. hai...!!! sad sad sad.. damn sad.. Super sad.. i think my tears coming down le..

11:00:00 PM;

Tired day i can say.. Why? Start with a Good morning.. haha.. morning set alarm at 9am because 11+ wanna pass Bridget cd and tape loh.. but after i wake up awhile receive a message from yanbin, she ask if i got go out all this loh, coz she very boring and nicholas not ready or wake up yet so i tell her i pei her go Bukit Panjang eat loh, anyway. it has been about 1 month did not go out with her liao.. maybe lesser den 1 month.. but really very long.. last time we really used to go when we are free or even busy but now.. haha.. never mind lah.. once in a while also can.. yesh, meet her at ab0ut 10+ loh, den went to Kopitiam eat Mee Hoon Kuek.. Nice nice. so long no eat le.. Yummy..! den go walk walk as we was so FULL.. hehe.. can't really walk i can say.. too full liao.. burp* den went to Mini Toon to buy the sweet den went over to Bridget places there.. Yea saw her, talk awhile den go off... Went to meet Jessie and her Brother(Zeng Jun). Headed to Chua Chu Kang, called mrs tay and asked her to come down, 0mg she was so long and the sun is so BIG.. omg.. so hot u know.. haha.. yes, give her le we went off..! den went to Lot 1 to walk walk den after that around 2+ i think we went off, as for our dear yanbin she ownself stay at lot 1 wait..! sorry i did not pei u, really sorry. yet i headed to Jessie place when i say i'm tired and wanna go home.... really sorry.. yes, was like asked who can go loh, so called Shuyi and she also agreed..! den called Junzhuo den he also came over with jiapeng.. yesh after that 3 of us (jessie, zengjun and me) went to Plaza to buy something.. den waited for Shuyi to come.. den after that we go jessie house play awhile de PS2 den go her room watch vcd.. den second disc de going to finish liao her sister come back.. keke.. all like abit scare loh.. haha.. coz her sister really fierce.. but today still okok loh.. wanted to do project but did not do coz dunno how to start.. yesh, went plaza to have a game(zhuo and peng) den we 3 girls went to Bowling Alley to play the game.. den went to arcade again den go buy food le.. again i eat Mee Hoon Kuek.. and i AP the auntie.. =X. den after that went to her h0use.. eat.. 6 of us was eating together.. which are Zeng Jun, Zeng Wei, Jessie, Jiapeng.Shuyi and me. keke.. den last last her sister den come and eat.. den i play her sis de com.. den watch tv den go back and play com.. den around 9.35 we went 0ff.. i first take bus.. bleah.. den next is junzhuo den i dunno le.. okok i go off le.. i'm kinda tired now.. wan an.. anyway, i did not visit my grandma today.. tomorrow or when i go loh if she still in hospital.. i also dunno she operate(is wash her dunno what stone) le mah.. o.O oko wan an.. muackie..! i miss him sia.. dunno why..

HEY PEOPLE OUT THERE..! If you notice right, It's SEPTEMBER le.. so fast loh. and today is a HOLIDAY..!

Happy Teachers' Day To All Teacher's Of All Over The World

wanna dedicate this message to:

Bukit View Primary School: Mr Choo, Mrs Mark, Mr Ong, Mrs Tan, Mrs Wui, Miss Mok, Miss Lim alot more but forget their name.!

Fajar Secondary School: Mr Ng, Miss Ang, Mrs Yap, Miss Phang, Mrs Ho, Mrs Chew, Mr Chew must thanks them also..

Clementi ITE: Mrs Dorothy Tay, Mrs Genista Tay, Mrs Yin, Miss Ho, Mrs Wo, Mr Zidane, Mrs Ruby Lee, Mrs Joanna Seam

Without u teachers' teaching and guiding us all along we won't be in this stage now.. really need to thanks them loh and my secondary school teacher are really a bunch of good teachers... miss them so muchie... okok i end here.. hai.. Happy Teachers' Day Yea..!!

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