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I'm so tired u know..! Whole body aching.. phew* Yesh, today i wake up kinda late. As in actually 5.45 but end up i wake up at 6.15. 0mg. lol.. too tired le.. sobx. Morning, i did not go 0ver to take 106 as i think that 963 sure wont full.. eh KNS loh.. no lah.. lazy to walk there.. hehe.. Went up and saw them, smile to them den i went to the back, it's near them i can say, i overheard what they say.. make me laugh like mad like that.. coz like mad girl smiling tomyself.. haha.. Than went to canteen to settle down den go for assembly. was still there lame-ing around like siao.. hahaha.. than after that went to class because it's sucks... can't see performance abit stupid loh, somemore during the time of the performance we have to stay in class wait and do what? but mine classmate all are soo good today, we all played Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. even those who seldom play de also played.. haha. so happy.. den i actually keep thinking of going back fajar de u know.. hai.. but cannot.. cake not here.. but the uncle so clever come at 8+ 9 like that.. hehe.. so i faster call them to come back school ASAP.. but we din know that Mrs Tay was not allow to be dismissed.. we all was like so angry loh.. than we start to go to MPH and talk to the people, but most was Weiling who said them.. 0mg OQ is so angry u know.. if u see u will sure stunt tio.. i myself alos.. den when we reach they still can say us.. den some more saw mrs tay in the dunno what room... we more n more angry, coz seems that mrs tay like bo chap us.. really disappointed us alot loh.. hai. den when we al asked she say eat first.. we was like WTF... argh.. so MAD sia... KNS.. i really dun like SC ppl from clementi and all over ITE espically Bukit Batok and Clementi.. KNS.. Pui, pui pui.. ! make our day so STUPID.. KNS.. EeeeeeeeeeeeeEe.. den nvm we all angrily walk into classroom and we dun care and start to eat.. haha.. den dunno how come Mrs Tay Pop in.. den we all was like eh cut cake lei den she say wanna take off the make up so we went to take cake from the Conference room.. den come back she still not here yet so we went to offce and find her.. she tell us something.. cannot be disclose here.. private.. lol.. hahah lame sia. den ask her down.. den start to YUM SING.. so fun u know at first dot tay tot we will sabo her.. so she keep getting away so we just press our water and dun care.. den she really tot we wanna make her but actually is NOT k.. lol.. den we tell her real de lah.. den we do a proper one.. keke.x.. so happy.. den after that ask her to cut cake.. hehehehhe.. the exciting part come..

After we ask her to cut, wanted to SABO her. So Ayu actually wanted to but never.. So we tried but still cannot.. den when she sit down Siewfong take the cake and smach on her face.. den haha.. most exciting part really come, she at first never wan to make us, but end up wh0le class run here and there shouting coz she wanna make uS.. Weiling get it first.. haha.. den weiling make mi.. so bad loh.. my uniform tio but nvm lah.. hehe.. fun right? so fun damn fun.. first time sabo teacher sia.. gaga.. :p so happy den whole class really go hey-wire.. lol.. but end up have to clean up loh.. sobby nvm lah.. dun mind.. keke.. den we was like having a Spring cleaning sia... wash whole class like mad, den half way they play Water.. wah.. i twice sia.. hahahha.. nearly kanna my Hp but heng nv.. den they played some clean.. was overall ok.. thanks to those who helped. hehe.. bleah.. den after that went to find Mrs Tay den go off... went home by cab den meet them.. i was so tired loh.. argh.. meet them at 1+ den go over to west mall to look for present.. but cannot find.. o.O.. den asked them to look at other outlet.. yesh, Woodland have so we wonder around den go eat MOS Burger.. after eating we start to talk about past.. so funny.. weiling and me luff when jessie say something.. she say when she was Zero years old.. haha.. =X den we headed to Woodland by bus 187.. i the bus was like abit tired le.. den listen to songs.. den reach le den walk walk, den buy loh.. after that headed to jessie house.. hehe.. anyway we buy present le. =).. Hmm btw when we reach West Mall got police all this at MRT station sia.. we did not really care much but we keep on thinking on what happen.. =X den went jessie house liao saw her sis, sis bf, big brother.. den 5 mins later her small brother zeng jun came back.. he's so cute loh.. eeee.. cute until i miss him so much NOW.. lol.. ya at 8+ we went off... at the bus stop i think i think of him again.. coz i was like keep thinking of the past.. and think of him... i really hope to see him again sia.. =X anyway, i dun wanna wan to see him with others girls le.. coz the dream like come true to another guy i used to like.... haha.., but i dun care le..! coz no point right and i mean it k..! he's no longer in my heart le..! i bu hui sad for him... but i also hope i wont think of KH again.. scare sia.. =X bleah.. okok i end my ppost here...

*I MISS FAJAR K* MY HEART WAS AT THERE WHEN I WAS IN CLASS TODAY LOH..* SAD Sad.. MAKE ME CAN'T GO BACK.. STUPID LOH.. SAD AH...!!! but hope i can go back one day..!! wan an.. nite..

*Zeng Jun u are so cute..! muackZ... miss u ehs... keke... ai ni oh, my part time bf.. =X. he's really damn cute loh..

PS: i did not go and visit my grandma i also dunno is she discharge liao mah.. -.-'''... and 1 bad news from my mum, the Dua Pek(my mum's father de brother or who i forget) past away today.. sigh* abit sad coz i visit him on monday and today he's goneZ.. hai..

My Life is always not as good as others...!!! hai.. when can i be back myself? why did i change into this stage? why? hai.. what if one day i'm gone? haiZ.. will anyone care about me? ARGH...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alot of things changed me and totally regret...! will i go back to the normal me? i guess i wont...!!!! Sorry.. Really sorry..! my friends, maybe i really disappointed u people once again.. but if i am not getting close to u all, i hope u all will not hate me and will treat me still as a friend instead of hating mi..! i'm sorry..!

11:00:00 PM;

Happie 16th Birthday k3Le^mEi

I'm sorry i yesterday did not wish u, only wait till morning.. sorrie yea..! Anyway, Happie Birthday To U, May all yOur Wishes Come True.. =)

Ok Yesterday i slept at 12+ as i was watching television programme from 9.30pm to 12am.. Dollar was on Tv. so cute ehs, den watch 10.30 de Channel u show, abit 'gaga' de.. abit scare lah.. haha.. den 11 watch Zhong Yi Da Ge Da.. until 12+ den to Channel 5 watch Volleyball men match. only see first match.. haha.. =X den i sleep liao.. Until today morning. wake up at 7.15.. Then went to bathe den online fer awhile den iron uniform.. den go school. den in school ah? hai. dunon how to say loh, it's just like i'm not that shou huan yin kanna say by ppl.. suan liao. forget it.. i dun tok le ok..! i do my part and keep quiet.. i'm really very disappointed with what u have done to me.. FINE den. den go for briefting.. was given a t-shirt and the place to report.. all this lah.. den go BSA, inside there abit dulan with shuyi as she make my chair.. i was damn pissed by what she did... it's over my limit..! really.. I HATE WHAT ARE AROUND ME NOW..! SUCKS K.. den did not tok to her.. den have lunch at the canteen, after eating heard that there's problem going on there.. sigh* den went to class, at first tok tok, den talk about present, den start to bully weiling,*Sorry ehs maybe very guo fen* dui bu qi.. den got our test i got 18/20.. yea! so happie loh. den heard that SW was being cancle.. hehe so happie also.. =X den drag drag until somehow den go off.. den wanted to go west mall but in the end did not go coz, mum rushing me liao.. so bad. den went to eat den go take taxi to hospital, den go see my ah ma. she can't opearate.. coz her salt level kinda low.. den cannot den see awhile den go over to another side to see my grandfather(mum side de father) de brother i think so.. he was in the ICU hai.. he's my Bei Gong.. when i was inside seeing him i was so sour in my heart.. coz really seems to be very yan zhong.. kanna motorcycle bang.. argh.. why izzit so many things happening around me? i really ffeel like crying it out and ease all the problem in my heart.. hai.. i go off le.. tmr got assembLy..

9:20:00 PM;

I cry while i was dreaming in the morning, and thats true.. I crys, really cry.. hai. it's about a dream of my family members, we was at a outing or party i think den my xiao gu said that she need to go back because there's something on at her place and asked if my dad and me wan to go anot, well i said yes and my dad of coz.. so we waited for car to come. while waiting i dunno why suddenly my dad was like rushing to the car and left mi alone there and my aunt de husband drive so fast without me, and i receive a message from my dad saying I love u what ever shit. so i cried.. i even shout..! hai... it's not the first time, but it has been long since i cry while dreaming.. i really don't know what to say u know.. haiz..

Yes, when i wake up i see no one at home. so i did not bother much but i called my mum to check if she eaten le mah as i want to go downstair to eat the Chicken Rice, it has been months i did not go and eat le.. but my mum say today got pray so got food to eat at home.. i was angry and i cry again.. hai.. den soon after that my mum came back, so i quickly go and help out abit in case later tio scolding.. so i go and kaypo i can say also.. Yesh, den pray my grandfather.. den ok ler we eat loh, while eating my dad told me that my ah ma need to go hospital as she need to stay in.. i was shock i tot what happen so i ask why no one told me..! hai, at the moment my heart abit sour.. den after that went to my grandma place(mum de mum), my baby cousin was actually sleeping but when my mum came i can say he can't sleep.. so carried him.. hehe.. kinda happy to see him again.. 2 weeks no see him le.. miss him.. :p.. and also heard from my third aunt saying that today was her birthday also, and my cousin(eileen and her brother) went to buy cake for her mum, i was so touched by what they did.. really touched.. coz i can say my ah yee is kinda xing fu with this daughter and son even though her son is abit notti... my biao jie bought Yam cake well i did not eat coz i have already gone home when they cut.. Happy Birthday To my Third Auntden soon after that we went off, i came back home for awhile before we bring my ah ma to hospital.. online den go off.. hai, u know what? after we finish doing that documental things we was at the ward outside.. me and my dad loh, coz only 2 of us accompany my ah ma go ma.. my dad cried.. u know my heart how pain? i understand how my dad feels, i know why he cry but i dunno how to say.. he's like keeping away from me just not to let mi know he cry but i know.. he asked mi to call my aunt but both not in.. i really think that my dad and mum is really the best son and son-in-law le, coz when my ah ma need to see doc both of them will bring her go even my dad got work.. he will take leave if my mum is sick, or my dad is always tolerating my mum when she complain about my ah ma.. i know how he feels... and my mum... i agree my dad de brother and sister really abit guo fen.. they duno what's going on.. and even if they know they wont HELP.. hai.. i dunno what to say loh.. haiz.. all i can do is cry.! hai.. i hope in future i dun give them trouble.. sorry..! yes after that around 4.15 we went off the hospital, my dad actually wanted to send mi to west mall but i think it's still early, so i say i go home first, so he went to my ah ma place to put my ah ma de bag.. den he told mi my aunt was there so i went up, after 10-15mins i went off with them, and my aunt de husband send mi to west mall.. thanks alot.. after that went to POSB there to take money.. den go Coffee bean look for places. waited for 30mins den got space.. abit diaoz right? den mrs tay called me and ask mi how the security tag is bring tag.. argh.. den huoyan came followed by weiling but we don't have the mood to study. sigh* den go makan den go walk walk den go buy bread.. den come back home record dollar, kinda funny but not nice loh.. they cut alot.. hai.. i think i end here le ba.. bye bye.. hai.. so sad u know... i feel like crying... I'm total a USELESS!!!! HAIZ...

11:32:00 PM;

Yawns~ so tired, yesterday night received weiqi de message but i did not reply.. hehe.. =X Yesh, today morning weiqi did call me but i did not answer as i was so tired.. she even sms me.. =X so bad sia me.. den i bo chap loh.. den around 11+ i wake up and reply her and tell her she can come anytime.. yesh, they came at around 3 like that.. den we did not study i can say.. haha.. den i also bo chap loh.. den at around 5 we went to buy food and also order cake.. wanted to order the cake but malay ppl cannot eat.. den we but Chocolate Craving loh.. sob.. den came over my place both of them smoke while walking.. KNS.. lol.. den at 7.20 they went off.. den online loh.. den do nothing also...

Happy 17th Birthday Bridget
Happy 17th Birthday Jennifer
May all your wishes come true

11:20:00 PM;

yo yo, early morning alarm clock ring.. saw my handphone with 2 message.. One is from Jessie which saws Mrs Tay ask us to be in school by 9. argh so bad loh, i wanted to go back and sleep again as i was so tired but too bad i have to wake up so i wake up loh.. den prepare to go school, reach school i thought they will be there already so i just happily walk to school to the canteen loh, never will i know that they have not reach.. so pai seh loh.. haha.. den called Siewfong never answer or cannot get thru i forget.. den call yanbin, she say they reaching... so i wait for them at the canteen loh.. den they came.. but aijuan not here yet.. den sit sit there tok tok.. hehe.. den went locker kip bag.. coz going retail studio.. den go in and have lesson... den at the end of the lesson we took pictures.... haha.. good good.. must be nice nice okae.. haha.. =X den after that go canteen as we got approve leave to go and sell pen for NKF.. yes we reach the MPH at 10.50 but we have to wait, while waiting we were all playing the game call dunno what.. kinda fun loh.. haha.. den when our turn we have to wait very long so sian man.. ya den our turn le we take and sit down while waiting for them to brief us..! after they brief we den go to the places we want.. first we went to Weiling place to put bag, den we went to eat. after that went to Mos Burger as i meeting Bridget there, she bought one from me. so happie sia.. my first customer..! den after that all of us tot of slacking down there but end up got sell loh, i myself buy 5.. 1 for myself 4 of my cousin.. hehe.. den while sitting down and waiting a so call teacher came to approach us. she said if the pen is cheap she will wan to buy 30.. so i think she's a teacher... haha.. but too bad she bought 2.. but it's ok loh.. so one from me, one from juan and we contiune to slack and we saw more school coming.. really alot.. got Kranji, Bukit View, Duearn, West Spring, Bukit Panjang Goverment High, Ite Clementi and lots more.. so we abit bad lah, we went off at 3+ went over to my house to slack... haha.. until 4+ i went to bathe den nearly 5 we went off, took 176 to Weiling house and take our bag, den went to interchange to take 947. reach and wait for our turn to return.. after that wait awhile den we went off .. me and weiling went to West Mall Coffee Bean, Juan and Yun take MRt back.. den reach west mall settled down den i go change, den after awhile huoyan came.. and Weiling treat me Ice Mocha.. keke.. thanks alot Girl.. den study until 8.30 we go makan, mos burger.. den talk talk den talk about family huoyan cried.. hai.. sorry i dunno how to an wei u..! den about 9.30 we went off.. i took 176 while both of them take 985.. den reach home weiling say jennifer say wan my number ..! so i ask her give loh, den she call me ask if i can go her birthday de dunno what ma.. i say cannot.. sorry.. hehe.. okok i gtg le.. buai..

11:28:00 PM;

eh ah orh.. tired day i can say.. anyway i took my 2.4km today and i failed.. den had my BSA test today too.. okok loh.. den after sch went to clementi to have my lunch with juan and yun.. den went back for training before that only 3 of us was there so we played badminton.. than slowly more n more ppl came.. i only play awhile den i slack all the way there, den go and play with jaime and apple with yun.. at about 5+ i went off.. came back and online till now.. good night *a short post today* wan an.. very tired to type anything.. sigh*

9:16:00 PM;

Happy + Sad

Eh, today kinda ok loh, had my BPF in the morning and my RTO and BSA.. i need to stduy real hard for BPF. hmm coz it's kinda hard loh.. den for RTO we went to Retail Studio to have some picture taken, haha everyone was given a chance to take. wah.. haha.. Than after 2 hours there we went off for our 30mins or less break.. haha. went canteen watched Wan Quan Yu Le. Then went to our class, at the time yun was there.. so we all was talking crap.. lol. until my teacher came in and 17 ppl have to take Test, and the rest have to copy down answers for RTO, real alot man.. haha.. den dunno why weiqi so pissed off loh, heard from her say she cried, maybe she just too stress ba.. hai, hope her and everyone will be FINE loh.. haiZ. really stress i can say loh.. den i did not go home, i stayed in school and went back to retail studio to check the mechandise. haha, like our home on songs. =X keke.. den after 10mins we all go off le.. den went to office.. Than after that i did not go home also wanted to but in the end we went to West Mall with Yun, Paul and Juan loh.. Went to Ts-Laser to look for VCD but don't have then never mind loh, went to Popular as juan and me wanted to buy Note book.. wahahaha... but not nice and also expensive so i give this stupid suggestion to go Bukit Panjang plaza.. Wah, they still say Ok.. So i told them before i go i must go home and take my library books they also ok so we took 173, and we alight, at the small 'qiao' there while juan and paul was telling us they wanna go 7-11 a Cat hor, come to my leg, guess what? I SHOUTED loh.. wahahahaha.. so scary loh, some more a xiao mei mei there so MALU.. haha luff all the way sia.. so bad.. =X den after that reach my h0use i on computer den yun play while.. she asked mi something.. 0mG.. so scary k.. suan liao anyway that was the part, i also admit.. haha.. den we went out, took 176 to Bukit Panjang, than go Library first, den yun wanted take ne0-print but we nv respond to her.. lol.. den went to popular, hmm i used my money mostly in Popular, i bought a cd case, note book, pen, CD-R, and a S.E.N.S cd.. den went to Mini toon i did not buy anything.. den went to TS-Laser wanted to find Say Yes Enterprise but dun have den my heart itchy buy My Sassy Girl and S.H.E MTV.. wah.. can die manZ.. i used up to $57 TODAy.. WITHIN 4 HOURS.. OMG.. lol.. use money like water abit xin ton but nvm loh.. hehe.. okok lah, i end here.. anyway, thanks yun, juan and paul for accompanying mi.. thanks..! end here.. buai... =)

10:37:00 PM;

hai, why??!! why must thing go until this way? i really can't torolate le.. i must say it OUT here instead.. WHY? My parents give mi name for FUN izzit? Why must u people calling mu Qiu(Ball) in chinese? why? yes, i can joke and play with u, but i think u people over do it le.. i'm a HUMAN.. so what if i'm fat or what? really can't stand it.. is just that i dare not say anything loh if i dare i think i sure shout le loh, my limit is already going to BURST le.. really.. don't u know i hurt someone hearts? i've been thinking and crying loh, why i only can leave in my heart instead of saying out? WHY? i can't stand it loh.. i gonna state down here so what if u people can't READ thats MY PROBLEM..! I'm realy damn pissed with that day when we are in the canteen loh, damn pissed. simply keep bullying me hor, u better remember XINTHIA...! i wont givr u a DAMN.. get off my sight, u have ur limit i have mine.. pls be considerate..!!! kns.. KNS..

haiZ.. make my mood so sucky..! sian ah.. well, today went for assembLy, wasn't late.. phew.. cold sweat.. lol.. den during lesson time was ok lah.. still can loh.. after sch went for training, was pretty ok also.. okok i shall end here.. sigh*

9:23:00 PM;

Sad and disappointed..!

Yawns, nearly can't wake up today because i sleep quite late yesterday. Because i keep on waiting for the show to start and Zhong Yi Da Ge Da..! sad case i did not wait ane went to bed..! *sobs.! all because the Senior Minister loh, say 3hours de speech.. wah piang... o.O den today wake up at 7.15 den faster went to bathe after that came out and surf the net, surf until 8.30 den iron my uniform. after ironing wait for it to cool down for awhile den change and go out.. took bus and receive message from jessie saying where am i. hmm for yr info no need wait for mi at bus stop le.. i will reach school quite late..! sorrie.. yesh, den went to canteen and look for them and after awhile i went back to class and locker.. hmm after about 45mins de lesson we were given a break and also Mrs Wo say from 10-10.30 so i went to the canteen at 10.15 and watched volleball recorded match.. well watch until 10.30 liao they ask if we wanna go back mah but i insist of not.. *sorry juan groups.. den at 10.40+ Mrs Dorothy Tay came and look for us and gave us a scolding.. and we diam diam de go back class.. 14 of us was LATE to class... well, have to apologise to Mrs Wu.. what a suay day.! still never mind den mrs wo start to abit AP to us le.. what sia.. sigh* but overall was still alright ba.. den after that went to BSA ya teacher went thru answer hmm still ok loh. den after that went for our Lunch, ate Curry Chicken Mee Hoon(again) o.O den after that they went to Library but me was in the class listening to Sijun de mp3. heard some NICE songs.. OMG.. so nice yea.. den went to our repective class..! den after that Ayu came and tok to me.. keke.. den lesson start and was talking about the email that mrs tay wanted to give us.. lol.. s0mem0re we are going to the President Charity de dunno what thing, BUT dunno CONFIRM anot..! phew* den went for PE and theres one good and bad new.. good is today PE cancle.. bad news is thursday morning have to come to go earLy.. =] den after that i did not go home i was at the PE department there redo-ing my Shuttle Run.. FAIL Again.. =X den after that did not go home also.. went to the canteen and then went to play volleyball den play until half way start to chit chat abit.. den went to canteen again to cool down den at there sit and talk until 4+ went back to PE department BUT we did not play Volleyball instead we played Badminton.. wahahahah.. so long no play le.. den rest awhile coz abit tired den return... den saw table tennis. so went to play.. play until 5+ liao den rest awhile while paul, aijuan and yun playing den ayu come and tok tok to me.. den receive message from miss ang saying they are celebrating on 31August, i was Sooo sad and nearly cried loh.. i sad until i angry.. so i ownself go one corner and vent all my anger, some more my leg pain.. ARGH.. my Xiao Zhi Tou de nail make until my Forth Zhi tou and skin come out and walk very pain and have to limp my leg.. EeEee like shit so pain until i nearly cry out loh just feel like SHOUTING and CRying...!!!! den go bus stop and wait for 963 3 buses go passes i did not board why? COZ FULL... aRgh.... so Suay. den bth le took 106 instead alight at Keming Primary there and walk home, still same limping while walking... hai. Sian ah, i can't go back FAJAR... WHY WHY WHY??!!! STUPID...!!!!!!!!! SSAD AH...!@ i WANNA GO BACK LEI..!#$%^&*()_(*%$#@$%^&*()_#$%^*()_(*%^$#^&^&*$%&$^%#$^@!$@@$%afhjdadfh09rgu$%^*()_U*%$#@#$%^&*() 68HJKnbvc edtcf ku( v*rfdtghjk )y&tgkl (uy trycb (uib&^i uo&tyk_ &tyg........ ARGH..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAM AS LOUD AS I CAN.. anyway daddy give mi $50.. at first tot he wont gib de.. den he gave both me and kor kor 50 i think.. but NOT fair.. coz 50 include 33.90 which is the shoes... EeEee not fair.. and some more how am i going to buy comsemption stamp? i wanna take from him i dun care.. bleah... :p.. HaiZ.. but dare not lei..! crys* haiZ.. SAD Ah..

I CANNOT GO BACK FAJAR.. ~>.<~ hao xiang Ku ah.. Sobb

7:46:00 PM;

Today's such a boring day I can say. Even it's boring but i still got lots of things to say. Yes, I woke up at around 10 because of 1 2 telephone calls. I was so pissed off. As i thought i can sleep till late as I do not need to go to my grandparents place. It's my mum friends who called for 2 times one at 9+ and another at 10. I wake up and picked up, and from the moment onwards I did not go and sleep as i can't sleep again. stupid rights. Next time can u kindly call my mum's handphone instead of my house? Aiyoz so sian.! Yes after that i went to wash up and on my computers surprisingly not that lagging. =\ so bad my computer like want to bully me. *cry* haha. den switch on the television and watch the varity show Wo Cai Wo Cai Wo Cai Cai Cai but watch before le so I never really concentrate on it. And it telecast till 11 from 11 onwards i did not watch tv so i turn on my radio and listen to 93.3Fm. 93.3 rocks big time, after so long i listen back.. o_* den around 2+ went to cook maggie mee before i start to pack my room... after eating and washing up the bowls i went to my room and start tidying.. Besides tidying, i was watching television programme.. Super Sunday.. i weep while watching the show when the lady wanting to find her long lost friend.. ah.. hai* From there i think of lots of things. =X den after that 4.30 watch Zhen Qing once again i weep again. but not that much as my dad was at home. Sob! den around 5 - 6 den finish tidying.. after that sweep floor den faster go bathe le.. so sticky.. after bathing went online and look for people to chat, go irc no one, msn aijuan so chat abit with her.. Then watch abit tv programme, den 8 o'clock right, all channels is Senior Minister talking..! so i listen to 93.3 haha.. alot of nice songs..! woot.. anyway, heard from daddy say he won 4D.. hmm wanted to ask for money BUT better don't because he also bo $$ liao.. sigh* he said this to me, he said we really no big luck, den i tell him loh, buy from small first den aim for Big.. den he say ya loh. den u contiune u got win better den nothing 500 also happy right? Than he go off liao.. Sob left me alont at home. anyway, today never go grandparents house abit miss zhuzhu lei.. Ya morning when mum is weeping my room saw my wallpaper which is Zhuzhu she says Cou Ren(smelly people) .. haha.. Zhu zhu i miss u.. =X

Eh, i want to watch all this show sia.

1. Windstruck - got vcd anytime also can watch
2. Love Storm - act by vivian, zaizai, ken zhu seems to be NICE.!!!
3. Say Yes Enterprise - Part 4..!!!! no money buy
4. Yuan Wei Xia Tian - yanbin say wanna buy but dunno when! I'm waiting yea..!
5. Snow Angel - zhenhao say wanna lent mi till now but jinny yi lenting me after his gf watched..!
6. Ai Qing Bai Pi Shu - kinda long show but i feel like watching.. maybe got money i go buy anyway kinda cheap also. =X
7. Qiang Wei Zhi Lian - i have it but haven not watched.. 0mg!
8. and alot more..! siao liao lah me..!

Television Programme:

1. Idol Father - Tuesday last liao must watch kinda touching by the advertisement..!
2. Ye Xu Huo Zhe You Ke Nen - because got Dollar my friends DOG..!
3. Meteor Garden 1 - every Saturday 12Pm just started yesterday.!
4. Happy Sunday - Every Saturday 2PM.
5. Super Sunday - Every Sunday 2.30 - 4.30
6. Zhen Qing - 4.30 - 6.30 Channel U
7. Zhen Xin Mi Yu - Tomorrow last le..!
8. Jia Cai Wan Gui - Tuesday must watched because got Tay Ping Hui..!

Cds, Mtv:

1. Jay's - new debut album, Qi Li Xiang
2. Stella's - Don't know what name
3. Say Yes Enterprise - the OST if have
4. Windstruck - OST if have
5. S.E.N.S - Maybe i will buy!
6. S.H.E - the Bo Shi Mao de MTV i have not buy YET..!
7. Fan WeiQi - don't know lei..!
8. and lots more..! sob..

Hmm just now i went to look at my photo album, think of lots of sad and happy memories.. =X

I want to buy second part of the comic of S.H.E de dunno out le mah.. and dunno got new de book from S.H.E.. ahhhhh..

I want to get a new Photo Album also.. no space le..

My computer not enough space too...! Ew..

Wait..! i've said all this do i have the money to BUY it? *sob..!

9:12:00 PM;

Yawns.. what a boring day.! hee.. hmm slept at 12+ yesterday, hai.. really damn fed up.. irc is getting more n more sucky le.. last time i still can chat chat, luff luff, play play as much as i can be..! now lei? hai.. hope 1 day #blue_star will be back to normal days as last time.. i miss that time alots, espically during sec sch days. even during exam week i will still be around with yanbin, taoshun, guohao, wenjun, huiping, geraldine the few of us will sure be inside crapping and lame-ing, shouting, chatting and joking around.. but now lei geraldine, wenjun, huiping, taoshun, guohao and yanbin seldom online le.. if got also nv chat liao.. some more last time got amy mei, surf, yongkiat all this ppl to pei mi chat thru out.. so happie during those days.. now lei? really gone le.. mei all this nv go irc le.. only msn, even in msn also seldom chat le.. *sigh so sad u know.. think of it really have lots of memories... now de #blue_star is quarreling, scolding, blaming around.. used to be okok de.. but after some reasons become like that... hai.. why ah? stupid lei, see liao gek sim ah.. dunno biao jie will blame me anot..! sob.. sorry biao jie wor.. anyway, where are the rest? i really miss the old times we used to had.. come back lah.. dun so busy lei... lai lei.. pei wo lei.. aiy0x.. so sad u know.. anyway, i tried to break my record le almost everyday online for more den 8hours, TODAY lei, hahahaha... altogether onli only less den 1hour i can say online den offline online den offline.. sooo stupid..! coz also no ppl.. and wanna see i can make it not to online mah.. coz i only can park there last time can at lease had a good chat.. *sigh -slap myself why am i saying all this rubbish* too boring i guess.. lolx

back to normal.. today wake up at 9+ and online at nearly 10. argh, my com has been so lagging.. dunno why.. maybe its time for mi to reformat my dian nao le.. but hope no lah.. sigh* if going to reformat i think i cry till siao sia.. coz really alot of pic, songs inside.. finally can got so many things den reformat i think i can die ah.. anyway, i will see loh.. haha den wh0le day stay at home, chatting with kian kwong, joan(heng we both nothing le, if not i dunno we will not chat to eachother for dunno how to days), jiebin, pual, aijuan, jessica, and yanbin.. hmm what we chat wanna know? i think i let u all know lah.. coz i really very long nv type liao..

Kian kwong: dunno why suddenly he come ask mi when s.h.e coming den we start chatting de, den he tell mi he goin army, den he wanna open LAN shop, den i ask him hired me..! =X.. lol. lamer.. hope he aim for it loh.. lol

Joan: yesterday ask if she was angry with me mah den she say no den she tok tok abit den today she asked mi wan go watch movie mah, but no money den nv go.. sorry.!

jiebin: tok to her about my studies(my course coz she next year going ITE i think if she wants to..) and she dunno what course to take ...

paul: chat abit with him, den he told mi he put windstruck songs in his webbie den i ask him help mi also.. den he ask mi send him the song den he help mi load and give me the link, den ya now my blog got windstruck de songs le.. thanks...!

aijuan: she say we bully her, but we nv i think she think too much, coz whenever ppl wanna go off we sure say shOooooooooooo de mah den she say we bully her.. yuan wang ah.. but okok ler loh.. anyway i asked her about the homework but she nv bring home.. *piaks pigu ah*

jessica: my muiiiii.. lol hmm tok tok to her about our problem anyway hope she can stay happie always and dun think about the guy anymore.. stay happie always k mei..!

yanbin: send her songs den she replied my blog de repiles. aiya, suan le lah.. as long as u both stay happy forever and at the same time still remember mi as a friend jiu can le.. =X abit thick skin i know.. muahahahaha...

ya that's al for what we chatted.. lolx.. abit lame lah.. abit stupid post but i really got nothing to do..! ya whole day what i was doing was, reading teenage(not finished yet), watching 12Pm de meteor garden(nice show), 2 de Happy Sunday(gort S.H.E sia), 4.30 de Kinder Sprited(wrong spelling) but in chinese is called Zhen Qing watch that show make mi cry coz very sad sia why together liao den wanna apart.. aw..! so sad.. cry like what sia me.. like i tio beatten sia.. den after watching till 6.30 off tv listen to 933 againz.. wah liao i very sian of my com de songs liao.. lol.. abit sian le.. den around slack all along till now..! 0mg abit lame i know.. but it's how my days goes.. and also my mum soo good to me sia, she say if u wanna change with mi the handphone u change loh.. wah.. surprising. den my dad today also abit kee siao, i tell him i buy the shoes at 33+ and tell him if he wan pay back he pay dun wan den nvm den he say end of the month.. wah seh, den my brother hor.. have to first say sorry to him also.. i gib him alittle bit of AP when he tok to me.. heng he nv angry.. Sorry! den at 6.40 like that i was lying on my bed coz i feel very sleepy mah,, i was thinking of lots of things lei, i wanted to blog here but i forgotten le. really forgot..! 0mg i having STM = short term memory.. lol.. okok lah, i think i should end my post here le.. coz i forget what to type le..! *sigh.

*my post abit not in order sia.. Sorry!

die i'm more likly wanting to have a DIGITAL CAMERA. how? 0mg..

my room is in a big mess..(mum ask mi tmr gort time better tidy).

my blog got songs le.. Windstruck de.. all thanks to Paul who helped me.. thanks a million..!

9.33 rocks, S.H.E rocks

9:13:00 PM;

aw..! it has been 2-3 days i last update.. hmm getting lazier and lazier or i dun feel like blogging? i tot all the while blogging is my hobby? hmm, things start to chage le, maybe seldom will blog le.. dunno lei, see loh.. i only know this few days my mood also not good, yesterday quarrel with joan, today nv even tok. maybe if like that i also dunno how loh, i already seldom tok to pearly le, normally she knows my problem but now seldom le.. or even nv tok le ba.. hai.. anyway she has a bf le. even though i did not hear from u say to me personally, i wanna wish u a happy relationship with ur bf(nick).. hope u stay xingfu.. but i told joan that i'm abit sad loh, i did not hear anything from u loh.. but aiya, forget it lah.. just stay xingfu ba. haha.. as for joan problem? i dunno how loh? maybe i too much ba.. suan le.. wo bu zhi dao.. wo zi zhi dao wo very feel like crying loh.. sigh*

for sch okok loh, hope i can study hard.. must study hard alot of things i really dunno loh.. sigh*

love? i think i already in the processing of forgetting him.! sigh*

family? okok lah.. same old shit sometimes good sometimes bad..

Sucks lah.. ah.....

11:31:00 PM;

Yesterday did not update my blogger, coz hor hai wanna edit something but end up hor got something come out make mi so angry loh. den hor i give up loh, was so pissed of by then.. den yesterday in sch nothing really happen loh.. alrights lah.. den went home very sleepy, tot i can tahan till night but half way sleep..! OMG.. from 5+ - 7+. haha... den online loh. still same chat chat, wanna change blog URL den still cannot.. pissed by day off..! haa. bye..! short post..!

Hai, can't sleep sia, i offline at 9+ wanna go sleep end up 11 liao still awake.. dunno y.. sigh.. so sian loh, have to wake up at 6.00am den online go print project the location thing loh.. den faster rush out le.. scare no time later late mah.. coz hor 7.55 hvae to reach sch... yes was't late.. =) in canteen loh before assembly.. den after tat go back class.. sigh.. den in the morning saw Yit ping just nice her birthday today, den dun dare say happie birhtday to her. so i ask peikhim instead.. wah surprise she still remember me wor.. she say hi to me first.. coz at first when i saw her i tot she was my friends friends.. den she asked mi u know me mah.. lol.. somemore not my classmate.. den my OWN classmate saw me also nv say hi..! wtf... haha.. in sch ah, nothing really happen loh, reading comic all this loh. while yanbin they all go out makan, den jinny yi and paul came to find us.. talk crap but i did not bother, but actually i heard loh.. haha.. den b4 that that PAUL right? come and scare me.. siao kia.. eat shit loh.. haha. =X okok lah.. i go le lah.. now in sch u know? hai.. so ke lian in lesson type bloggie.. but MRS TAY not in sch today got 5preiod FREE.. woot. so happy..! also sian lah. haha.. anyway, jie mei meng for time-being i may like dao u all.. sorry..! i dunno how long will i be like this but i think will be very soon ba.. sorry k..! sigh* bye bye!

Happy Birthday Yit Ping

2:44:00 PM;

Yoz ppl.. i'm so tired wor.. hmm today wake up at 10+ i think.. den hor i heard from father saying that my brother wanted to ask us out to eat.. den after that around 11+ my dad de phone rang..! den hai.. after the phone rings my dad ask if my brother still wanna go eat ma.. den duno why say no.. den i get damn angry with them le loh.. den i tot my dad will buy for us.. den i said NO.. ok this one my fault.. but he really did not buy loh.. normally he will buy come back den go out loh.. so i SHOUTED at him saying U ALWAYS LIKE THAT DE LOH NEVER GO OUT UR LEG WILL BREAK IZZIT.. den my tear auto drop.. hai.. really very sad loh.. i really hate sunday u know.. if go grandma house still never mind loh.. hai.. really HATE it.. WHy can't he just stay at home? just don't let me know who called loh..! hai.. every sunday sure will go out 1.. not say dun allow loh, must know the limit loh.. SUNDAY is normally for family outing but we dun have, but my sunday is normally go grandma house or stay at home watching TV programmes of online.. wtf.. hai.. ok nvm forget about this.. really pissed off my day..!

den around 11+ my cousin call me, ask if i got go grandma house mah.. well, today i did not go down as my mum was in malaysia today.. sigh..! can't see baby le.. miss him like hell.. o.O kua zhang.. den she asked if wans go and see Fireworks ma, so at first i was damn angry so i said no loh.. den after that i think liao i say aiya, anything loh.. coz stay at home also nothing to do.. hai i dunno if they will angry mah.. abit worried sia.. sorry to *bin, ping, fong, yun and those who went coz i dunno who got go liao.. sorrie.. den ya meet biao jie at 3.30 at my bus stop.. den wanyew said they will be late loh.. den biao jie and me went to Bukit Panjang plaza walk walk, was abit lame loh.. walk here and there like siao like that.. went to vcd shop, blue 21, buy soya milk den jalan jalan until 4.30 we decided to head towards to Far East without them coz he dunno what time den go.. den we took 700 to Far East loh.. went to ATM and saw Sijun and other class girls+guys.. den after that we went to Level 1 and walk walk, saw Pretty in Tokyo den went to take Love Katty.. den abit lost coz long time no use dunno where the cancle button den end up got Annie & Ei nia.. sorrie cousin.. den took le went to walk another round den head to Taka to have our Dinner it's about 6 le.. den i ate Liang Tou Fu.. whereas she eat TaroQ.. den after eating went to toilet and head ourself to Esplanade.. kinda alot of ppl when we reach and we meet the there.. heng got juntong friends if not we also wont dare to go in there coz alot of ppl liao.. abit pai seh also. den got this mother and 3 daughter right.. what sia the daughter so guai lan loh.. was saying that she's those type very easy pppl will hate de. den waited until 8 like ppl all stand up so do we.. den after we stand 1min later hor, the fireworks starts.. it end after 5-6mins.. i took afew pic of it loh.. den got one very nice de but hor hai when i take suay suay memory FULL.. hai.. what sia.. den after that went off loh, den still nvm walk from esplanade to somewhere around the dunno what park de.. can walk to PS de.. but lazy to walk so biao jie, wanyew & me took bus over.. 190 ya we reach first den in bus so pai seh loh.. when the ppl standing next to us say Wo de Di pan or wat de den Wanyew says shi loh wo de di pan hao ting hor.. den say wo meng duo shi Jay de fans.. den both me and eileen luff till piang.. den we reach le search for biao jie bf.. he was at second level but he did not say he say LG there. find here and there see no one.. den i look up den saw him.. den went up look for him.. den after afew mins they all came.. den they went to eat whereas we go home.. abit scare sitting my biao jie bf car loh.. drive so fast.. den kuang hong deng somemore.. second time le.. diao. den in bus hehe, they 2 talk make mi luffss. den reach home around 9.50.. aha. went online den chatted loh.. sigh... loaded the pic up my com wil post it when free. den hor, sigh i keep thinking why i use so much money loh.. from 1000+ used to 219+ from April to August.. only 4 months i used up 400+ die le.. hopefully mum nv see.. and after i bank in that 90 i only left with 309 still very less.. die le.. i must really save money le.. one day bring $5 to sch only... hai.. den talk to mum about what i dream today.. i dream that my dad won 4 digit den he gives half to me and half to my brother.. lolx.. what a lame dream..! yes next week got Dollar in Tv.. stay tune.. bye!.. wan an.. hai.. keep thinking why i only left with 200+ nia..

10:37:00 PM;

Sad Sad Sad.. hai..

Wake up by a phone call from ah ping loh.. this da jie hor, call me at 9+ hor u know why mah? is hor she hor wan to hor borrow hor my high heels ley.. must beat her liao..! keke.. den after that online loh, no ppl was online at the time.. was so boring loh dunno do what.. watch tv no show.. online no ppl to chat with.. so boring ah. den at 10 they all reached.. den pass them shoes den they go off le.. hai.. have to wait for that air-con man.. actually i tot of going after that, but i also got the feeling dun wanna go.. hai.. coz i wan to play but i scare later sun burnt. what the fuck right? hai. damn fucking lousy man me..! hai.. sorry..! dem around 12 the man come.. haven repair ok.. like shit.. kns.. dem after that was thinking go find them or stay at home or go aunt place.. if go sentosa awhile later go back coz by the time i reach i think 2+ - 3+ ler.. den nv go. wanted to stay at home but duno why think of dunno what shit.. den go aunt place. so i went to bathe and den hand itchy go on tv saw national day preview de.. but have to go out liao so i took cab over.. it cost me about $5.20 the uncle drive damn fast loh. my head was very pain.. hai.. den reach le went up, my big cousin(6years old) was alone at home den he no key.. so i have to wait outside. luckily afew mins later they reached.. went inside ate some tibits coz my big aunt buy some.. den played with my cousin and gave one of them spelling.. haha.. den around 5 they went down to play playground... haha.. at 6.30 they came back..! saw one of my cousin have having injuries... it was the biggest cousin.. aiy0z.. see liao heart pain sia.. his mum say he nv cry.. diao.. hai.. den feed the girl eat liao den i go off ler.. took cab back.. know what? i tot 6.90 will be enough for my trip.. but never will i know that it wasn't enough. i even tot of asking my dad to bring money down if possible.. but he said that he's in a rush, i even tot of walking home from hillview.. but i scare i will get real tired so i guai guai de stay at the bus stop wait for bus.. den reach home with a stupid face.. saw my dad nv even call him.. or say bye.. hai.. sorry..! i go sleep le.. headache.. sigh*

9:48:00 PM;

Yanbin, Siewfong, Hweeping and Patricia

Annie here sincerely apolgies to u all for don't know what reasons, just felt that this few days my mood towards u all is on and off de..

Yanbin: wish you and him can be together one day. treasure eachother well if happens to be together..

Siewfong: I know u have been happy this few days. all i still wanna say is Always stay happy k!

HweePing: Oei, u ah aiy0z, i know in the group u always the one happy happy siao siao de.. but i know in times u are sad de loh.. but try ur very best to cheer up..

Patricia: hmm, dunno what to say to u lei.. but what i wanna say is still the same Hope u and John happy forever. Happy 10month anniversary on the 14 August 2004.!!!

Hmm back to same things Sorry this 4 ladies, if u all can't take it pls let mi know. i know i'm being very unreasonable at times. sometimes i hurt u ppl but i dunno... sorry very the sorry wor..

hmm.. i dunno why i will come and blog this things here.. but hor hmm i dunno lei, just now my heart really suddenly turn sour lei. den some more mum dunno at there scold my dad what.. hai.. disappointed..! really disappointed..! hai. I got the feeling that something bad gonna happen le.. or maybe it's a feeling and not real loh.. i dunno lah.. STRESS ah.. hai. i really have to end this bloggin here.. anyway, those who got blog de, i mayb change my addres and password anything anywhen i am siao hor.. be prepared..!!

10:32:00 PM;

Well well well, today ah? my mood was not that good lah.. did not board the same bus as them as the bus was pack den heng suay just nice the other 963 came. so i took the bus loh.. in the bus listening to songs.. hmm den reach le.. den walk loh.. den while walking i did not really respond to what they say.. i was listening to discman i admit it's my fault loh.. den jessie came over and tell mi something.. she said ivan and her start realsionship yesterday, my first reaction was orh.. okae.. good loh.. den she tot i tot is dunno what lah.. den she say is together stead lei i replied her wo zhi dao ah.. sorry ah.. coz i dunno why today my mood like tht.. den dunno why i was abit angry dunno of what things lah.. they all shouted at me i did not hear.. den ping came forward forget what she told me but i did smile loh.. den reach canteen my first reation was sit down and close my eyes.. why? coz i'm freeaking sleepy.. slept at 11+ yesterday night coz i just finish my project..so tired loh.. den after they ate we went to locker to take books and put bag inside.. den went to classroom.. haa.. was cooling.. and we sit infront.. lolx.. what sia... today ah, RTO was kinda fun today as 6 of us have to so call role play den sum more got videocam.. wat sia.. so pai seh loh.. haha. after that we were watching the videio we all luff till siao loh.. espically the reaction we gave.. and the moment mr neo came in and joke.. haha.. was really having a great time loh.. den after that went to canteen b4 we go to the lesson time coz hor hungry + sian mah.. some more we all 11.40 like that den go back class.. wah.. so pro loh.. haha teacher mark us as got come. ehe.. so nice of her.. den after sch hmm went to canteen to eat as they all went to yanbin house they did not ask mi along but i dun blame them even if blame also no use mah.. coz they do project i go there interup ah? keke.. went to eat liao den jessie and aijuan + paul came over my house.. took bus den talk talk loh.. went to take the picture jessie help wo pay first.. den went to 7-11 to buy drinks and chocolate.. Yummy.. the chocolate rocks but too sweet le.. keke.. den came over my house.. was in a big mess.. untidy but used to be like that haha.. for whom who did not come b4 will find it very messy.. but u cal ask others my room really very untidy de.. so after that jess use com , juan and me sort the pic out.. haha.. after that juan and me start to play around liao.. pual was at one side sitting there watchin and SLEEPING? lol.. lame loh.. den juan keep use the sticker and stick me.. so bad loh.. den after that 3 of us start to play around all this.. den listen to songs, singing songs all this lo.. around 4 they all left i went to bathe den online den chat den listen to songs, den eat den dunno lei.. sorry i can't go over to sentosa le.. coz my dad told mi that the air-con man coming over.. need some one at home he working so i have to be at home loh.. sorry ah, u all njoy k.. bye..! was kinda SAD loh.. dunno why this few days keep on kanna Suan by all ppl.. some more just now when come over my house right, hai suay suay lift spoil we all have to climb from 1st story to 9th story.. so ke lian.. haha.. oko lah.. i tihnk nothing le loh.. keke.. bye byE! sigh* lurve do hurtz at times.. hai, whats love? what are friends 4? what what what? hai.. hai... i will try to forget u and forgive u.. try only.. but i got abit hate u..! but i like u.. what sia.. go die lah annie.. haha.. anyway, thanks to bridget coz hor she always message me to keep my boardness away coz hor we two bo liao.. no lah.. she my laogong mah.. lol.. =X okk lah.. go ler..

6:19:00 PM;

Thursday? aiya i really dunno lah.. long time no blog and dunno what has been happening loh.. it's just yesterday yet i can forget? hmm let mi try to VERY best to recall k.. yesterday i had 3 hours of lesson.. well, was pretty okae with it because 3 hours mah.. den after that went over to IMM with my groups of friends.. went there to have our lunch and at the same time waiting for Mrs Tay to come over. we went to eat KFC.. and know what? the cheese fries right KNS loh.. hai while eating behind us de group which contain bin,ping, fong and jess was talking about love things.. i was abit kaypo lah.. den went to listen listen loh.. den start to asked around... den asked until me.. so i told them i like no one loh.. den hor i say something that make fong abit sad loh.. sorry fong.. raelly sorry.. bu shi gu yi de.. as for yanbin hmm, good for her.. hope she and nick can be together loh.. den for jess hmm if u got feelings for that guy dun slip the chance again loh.. go for it.. dun regret loh.. den after that mrs tay arrived... went to help her up with the kacang putih back.. hha.. by the time huiping they all there le.. yanbin was eating.. and than hor ping and fong ask dot tay to treat her.. lol yesh she treated.. den hor after buying we went to accompany mrs tay to eat bread..! imagine 7 people sitting around her see-ing her eating? lol.. and jessie was talking on the phone and was being pass to mrs tay? omg.. when u see it u will sure luff till piang.. den u know what? the whole place was full of our noise and laughter.. and luff till everydody looking at us.. haha.. damn funny loh.. after she finish we all accompany her go update bank book.. besides that she even wants to buy vcd for her son i think.. lol.. abit lame sia.. haha coz we all keep on down there dun buy this buy that.. buy windstruck very nice.. all this and that.. den she ask mi to lent her mine.. wat sia. lolx.. den after that took her car back to schOol, at the journey we all are talking about jess and ivan things.. lolx.. what sia.. den when we all saw huiping they all at bus stop this mrs tay hor, lame loh.. she say we all go over and horn on them den say neh neh ni po po.. lolx.. yes we did... den jessie and aijuan was both on the phone after that.. what sia.. so lonely u know.. haiz.. but nvm lah.. xi guan le loh.. keke.. den reach sch went to change den heng suay eugene came over to our side.. haha.. we all was talking to him loh.. he hor, really loh. aiy0z.. lol. den after that went for training.. train den first time hor i want to stay until late late den go home.. 7.20 like that den we go home. reach home around 8 liao.. my mum was like sch so long meh? i was i tot i tell u that i tue and thursday come back late mah.. den she bo wei gong le.. den sit at the sofa there watching tv. coz lee hsin long today become dunno prime misiter.. lolx.. den went to bathe den faster go do project.. yes i manage to finish.. so happy.. keke.. but hai, was also abit sad lah.. dunno why.. saddie.. this fews dunno why.. feel very uneasy.. my heart was like eh, dunno lah.. i shall stop here le loh.. bye bye..!
i remembered something during training time i told huiping that i know what i wan for my b`dae le.. i wan a digital camera.. abit guo fen hor.. sorry lei ping.. i think no need lah.. coz too ex le.. dun wanna u all to later no money.. i was just kidding de..

10:10:00 PM;

sigh, what a day!

Morning need to wake up at 7 coz need to reach sch by 9.15 to have a dialog session with Mrs Tay.. at 8 yanbin called me and tell me that no one knows today theres a dialog session. was diao.. tot she said? well den nvm.. as i also meet Shuyi 9.. reach sch saw them le.. well, huiping face was so blacky loh.. asked her mai reply. but heng she did reply in sms loh.. aiya, dun angry loh.. hai.. i got nothing to say about this.. dun wish to interfere later i kanna whack loh. =X jkjk.. den after that went to retail studio to discuss about the things to be done loh. den was joking around and fooling around.. den the principle came, at the moment mrs tay said she forget who is he.. lol.. so he was asking questions and she replied all.. lolx.. hahah lamer.. -.- den after the things we discuss finish le den we start to have the dialog le.. first question asked was Wei she mo ni meng yi zhi zai ban shui jiao? meaning why u all keep sleeping in class? den all say no lah, tired mah.. all this loh.. haha.. den she start to tell us what she think of us, she said that I'm RUde.. hmm i agreed also.. but what done has been done. can't rewind back and become not rude right? but i'll try to change loh.. den she say her impression was siewfong and huiping.. haha.. den awhile later we were being release.. we went to canteen? i forgotten ler... den go lesson loh.. den okok lah today.. i forget le.. sorry.. all i know was not really in good mood.. YA.. i remembered.. THEY KEEP ON SUANNING ME LOH.. forget it loh.. nvm loh.. hai.. sad...!!! ya den hor, at night right, i do project right. ah do until going finish liao lei.. guess what? MY PROJECT HANG.. what sia.. really very sad and pissed off loh.. and feel like crying loh.. HAI.. all i know is HAI.. what can i do? HAI.. Suan le...

10:54:00 PM;

Happy 21th Birthday 2 Geraldine's Kor Kor

I'm so tired, tired until i really don't know how... hai.. Sleeping at 12 yesterday night make me can't really wake up in the morning.. guess what? i woke up at 6.30 instead of 6. sigh.. so i iron my clothing, bathe, pack my bag and help weiqi ro burnt disc. Luickily i wasn't late today, i was early... So i went to the canteen to look for them. while walking my brother called but he missed called me, so i called back. and guess what? he was asking me about the money matter that he asked me to help him in it.. but i already told him i'm not free.. i dunno is he dun understand or what lah.. den morning quarrel.. he even tell my dad and my dad called me.. i was in sch not OUTSIDE.. Why u ppl can't think.. idoit.. I SAID NO TIME.. NEXT TIME DUN ASK MI DO ThINGS k.. was freaking angry loh.. hai.. what a suay Tuesday i've got.. hai. den went for our assembly... surprisingly the person who late is Mrs Dorothy Tay.. haha.. when she came we all was hor hor, den jessie say Give me ur Ez-link card. haha.. den she also like that.. lolx... den today lesson was okok loh... all i know was so sleepy.. almost fall asleep.. den during one of mrs tay lesson we were eating kacang putih.. coz really no mood to sell.. haha.. yea.. den after sch come home wanted to do project but in the end toking.. until now.. shit loh.. die liao.. haven study..! SHIT... think i go ler.. bye..

8:39:00 PM;

Happy 39th Birthday Singapore

hmm woke up at 10.. doing nothing loh. all i know was that i was playing yahoo pool and listening to songs. was wanting to chat but no one was online.. so i rot my day in front of the computer.. den about 12.40 i went to bathe.. den after that prepare to go out.. i was thinking if i wear the national day t abit weird anot.. was wondering around.. but end up i still wear loh. den went out, den walk to bus stop. the bus was kinda long i actually decided to take a cab over de.. coz i scare late mah.. but no cab.. so just nice bus came, so i took the bus.. was so pai seh lei, wearing I love singapore.. =.= keke.. den yup when i reach both were there.. so we went to Mos Burger to eat den after that go toilet den go take 700 bus to orchard den change 16.. in the journey we were talking crap.. lolx.. they both say what they doing in the ite.. so i listen loh.. coz i got nothing to say mah.. lolx.. mine same same de.. keke. in bus we also tok about bus driver all this.. haha. ya den we was like if got ppl drop den we drop.. haha.. den there was this father of 2 children told us that This is the nearest to the studium, den we thanked him and start to walk off.. walk about 10mins or less ba.. i remembered while walking we were talking about Singapore Idolz.. haha... Yesh, than we reached. Omg was so packed loh.. aiy0z, so we called ourself Sadine Fish.. haha.. =D. den went to get our free Packbag.. after that walk to the enterance to the studium as there's really alot of ppl.. keke.. than Bridget said that she need to go to the ladies, so we went and saw Mrs Chew, so while waiting we went to have a chat with her.. wow lau, the way she talk still samn HAO LIAN.. kns.. feel like slapping her loh. kns... idoit... action pig.. say until like we leave fajar den become good... like shit loh.. den after she ok liao we went to queue up so that we can go inside the studium.. yesh, we were at the back there.. tot that behind wil be very hyper.. but we were WRONG.. ah, u know what? in our row only the three of us is the most HYPER ones.. those beside us was like STONE sitting down ther.. like that guy beside me.. what sia. people ask him take the Sand can he took the Drum out.. what sia.. den the lady beside Geraldine is a Auntie saying we all so active.. den geraldine told her that yes, coz must enjoy mah.. haha... lame sia... at the parade was still okae loh... Sharon, Gurmit, Jean and 1 more artist was so HYPER loh.. 4 of them.. woot.. was hyper until we all also hyper.. haha.. i only know 3 monkeys was at the back like mad girl.. haha... yesh, we are all very excited to see the FIREWORKS.. was so nice... omg..` i miss the HEART shape de fireworks... woot.. nice nice sia.. keke... i took afew but not very clear, ony gerladine got.. nice nice de.. waiting for her to send mi den i load here.. keke.. at around 8.10 the parade was finish, we drag our time and left the studium at 8.30-8.40.. den took 3 - 4 pic.. den went off... walk from studium to MRT station.. we took mrt to bugis and take 960.. den we went to 163 and eat.. we talk about sec sch all this.. aw.. around 10+ den go home.. den went to bathe, online awhile den go orh orh le.. wan an..` xD anyway, what i heard is that the stdium like going to change liao.

What are the things i like when i'm at the parade are:

1) Seeing the whole studium full of Singaporean with REDS.

2) The Super active type of people over there.

3) Sharon Au and Gurmit Singh

4) KALLANG WAVE

5) The programme(dancing alright only lah)

6) Fireworks

7) Whole studium singing National Day songs and pledge together

Really enjoy myself there man.. =X

Singapore i LOVE u.. Only on National Day.. =X

Happy Birthday Singapore

11:19:00 PM;

Happy Birthday 2 Zhang Shan Wei and DongDing

Boring day, wake up at 11+ and start to play game and online. really got nothing to do.. sigh.. was wondering if i wans to go to my aunt place.. hai.. yup looking thru friendster while listening to songs.. coz i was so bored and really got nothing to do.. yup looking thru most of my friends page.. and i saw my primary sch schoolmate from yuqin friednster pic.. so i faster ask her and yeaps it was her.. Yiying.. my so call sister in primary sch.. but lost contact le.. sob.. den after that around 2+ mum called and ask if we wanna go over to grandma place anot, yesh we went.. about 3+ we reach.. and my baby cousin was sleeping.. piggy wor.. den yupz a while later he was awake.. so i faster grab the chance to carry him loh.. hai.. whenever i see him i am very happy.. =) den after some while my mummy wanna go off ler.. so angry loh.. can't carry him liao.. sobby.. hai.. den come back home loh.. online-ing.. was damn BORING k.. sio bo bian play yahoo pool den chat chat with yanbin and geraldine.. hai.. den around 7 switch on tv and watch watch.. was very touching and my tears keep dropping.. non-stop loh.. hai.. den after that i got nothing to do so i watch vcd Say Yes Enterprise.. yup.. really a nice show.. i've finish part 3 ler.. gonna have part 4.. part 3 really make mi cry from 13-18 imginie today i watched 3vcd and cry from the beginning? hai..

why can't u ppl treasure the things infront of u? why must u regret after thigns has gone wrong? hai.. why why why? why u lost it ler den u regret? why? hai.. i think i've changed.. change to a nobody know de ppl de.. hai.. sorry ppl if i've hurt u all.. but i really dunno what can i do NOW.. TOTAL LOST.. i'm not happy nor sad.. hai.. i shall end my typing here..

10:06:00 PM;

Happy Birthday To Aiai Patricia
May all your wishes come true.. and stay happy forever..

hai. such a boring day.. woke up at 10+ in the morning.. was really so boring u know.. boring until i keep thinking and thinking and thinking.. think of what shit i also dunno.. just kept thinking of stupid stuff.. hai.. yup was watching vcd.. was nice loh.. even cry.. sigh.. was a great show i can say.. touching too.. it's Say Yes Enterprise.. den after that i was still thinking of wanting to go over my aunt place mah.. as i was also hungry i tot of going over her place there and b4 that go buy mac to eat.. den after that i was thinking why not stay at home and eat cook maggie mee? i was super fcking hungry and lost of what to do u know? really lost.. tot of going to aunt place but end up at home.. hai.. what a stupid day i had.. can't made up my mind.. all i know was DREAMING and THINKING.. wtf.. hai.. yupz so luckily i went to turn on my tv and notice that there was a game show.. so i went to cook maggie mee and den eat.. den watch tv.. watch watch watch was rather tired le.. and no want was online, so i went to do my homework.. for goodness sick, first time i take out my work and do.. hai. but what to do.. den around 6+ my dad came back, so i ask him if he;s going out so that i can go out and eat as a result also to find vcd. yupz b4 we went to eat we went to my grandma place coz my grandma need a injection, upon seeing her need to inject my heart abit sad loh.. even though i seldom go and see her. sometimes i dun like to go up, i admit i can't do that coz i hate the way my aunt and uncle tok to my grandma.. same goes to my mum and dad.. i really can;t take it.. at times, when i reach home i start to cry.. and yup i admit my grandma tent to be more talkative, like to say ppl and talk about ppl, but think loh she's old already.. hai... why am i saying all this? hai.. really sucks loh.. i dunno what i'm thinking now again.. anyway, yup went to eat, b4 i could go to the coffee shop i went to the cd shop hoping to see WINDSTRUCK vcd.. and guess what? I SAW IT.. so i just grab it and pay it.. =) abit too fast but i'm just too happy to see it.. anyway, it cost me $12.90 loh.. Expensive den jessie $2.. sob.. but also dun care.. hai.. well, i tot of something.. i promise by saying that 1 month only can buy 1 vcd but this month i bought 2.. how? i actually tot of asking dad to pay for me, but i dun even dare to ask him for money.. hai.. so that's too bad loh.. den went to order food and eat.. after eating went to my father friends shop and they were talking, so i was standing there wondering around and walk in and out.. =( den after that went to buy socks.. den after that come home.. den around 9+ mrs tay sms and ask if can call her.. yup i called and affter somehow she got a phone call and says she will call back but until now 11+ ler.. guess she wont call lah.. yup i went to watch third round of windstruck. once again i broke into tears again.. sigh.. well, i'm not in a mood to chat much also.. my head is cracking me.. hai.. *headache* wan an ba.

11:16:00 PM;

hehe.. 2 days no update lei.. supposingly this one is a long one ba.. keke.. yea.. Yesterday? well woke up at 8+ den prepare go sch loh.. haha.. nothing really happen all i know is that we all were asked to put up a show saying that 3 of them quarrel i was helping siewfong... den after that nothing loh.. yup after sch went to IMM with shuyi, aijuan, jessie we took 188 over and we went to eat Burger King, and jess say what are correct loh, after we come to ITE clementi after June Holiday we keep on coming to IMM.. haha.. yupz while eating we did chat alot of things.. from chili to silblings den to the dialac we speaks.. den to our parents marriage things.. but all i can say is that i know NOTHING u know the feelings was like so sad loh everyone knows but i dunno.. alot of times i wanna ask but i dare not.. sigh.. ke lian wor.. yup we really had a great chat.. after that we went to vcd shop was about to buy vcd de.. but hor that ppl so AP so i nv buy.. den we went to the shop, the lady take wrong give us.. luckily we remembered.. den she say need 1 h0ur to get ready so we have no choice so to wait.. so we went to try our luck to change for 'Shan Qian'.. but none was wanting to change.. so we gave up.. haha.. den i saw TS laser.. so i walked in... and there's no Windstruck but theres Say Yes Enterprise part 3.. so without thinking i take and go liao.. lolx.. den pay $15.90.. hehe and den after that we all too lazy to walk le so we settle ourself down at the Sony shop there.. doing nothing there but we like the slacking of ourself there. lolx den after sometime we went to change den we went to check if the things are ready.. yupz was ready but Mrs Tay was not.. so we take the things and go the Carpark there and wait.. after 5-10mins she arrive.. den took her car back.. she drove us to volleyball court... den aijuan went off to have dating with her destest dear PAUL.. haa.. den we trained.. was pretty ok loh our training.. ming fa come better lah.. lolx.. den we was talking.. opp den hor, i abit too much lah.. suddenLy tok so loud.. sorry ah girls.. sigh. felt so regret shouting u know.. sorry k..` hai.. den after that we train around at about 7+ we den go off.. ya yipeng was there.. lolx.. so funny loh.. we all are joking around ourself... lolx.. was so lame.. den after that ask my father come and fetch me.. den come back hai.. QUARREL starts.. was so pissed off loh.. dun wish to say le.. sigh.. den went to sleep..*

Today? hmm well wake up at 6 like that.. as today need to be in sch by 7.30.. and guess what? i was early.. lolx.. den we went to the place we need to be and start to take table all this den shuming came.. she was like attitude loh... make all our mood so sucky.. idoit.. u shiter. den after that fong and them help out abit b4 they go assembly.. yes was pretty okae.. after assembly ppl starts to come and we did sold kinda alot loh.. was tired but fun too.. our first customer was from our class de.. Yana.. and last customer was Ivis.. lolx.. so good man.. not nad lah.. even though we nv earn much but at lease we claim back what we used.. haha... goodie.. did not even have the time to leave the place as jessie and aijuan not there.. sigh.. but nvm lah.. i did have fun with choo, qi and yun loh.. but choo keep on bully-ing me.. what sia.. so bad... and we even joke with Eugene.. lolx.. was so funny laughing thruout loh.. lolx.. super Funny lah.. den after that clear up and counted the money was about $108 loh.. okok lah.. den after that stayed down there coz some of our classmate wants ballon.. and guess what that Shuming face was like BLACK loh.. so we all also give her attitude. lolx.. hack care lah.. den after that we go off.. i was damn sleepy + tired le.. at first tot of not going to celebrate pat de b`dae de.. but i still went.. in the bus all was like pig loh.. sleepy.. until we reach orchard.. den after that walk to Orachrd Point there and wait for 65.. while waiting we start to talk about sec sch skirt and socks.. den bus came.. in the bus i was rather tired and having a headache... and yet they all noisy but i dare not speak up, so i act as if i nv heard.. den they play play play.. they played Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. den about 30mins or less we reached le.. walk walk walk saw Mary den after that reach le, seach for it den realise at fifth floor so we took lift up.. den settle down order le den all go toilet.. den soon after that our food came.. omg..` was so nice loh.. and FULl.. while eating.. yesh we did joke and played around.. was kinda fun.. as the whole place is full of laughter.. haha.. den when the bill comes was abut 108 like that.. lolx.. not bad.. after that i went off le.. took MRT. it took me about 50-55mins to reach Bukit Batok from tampines.. what sia.. den from west mall i took cab home. i was damn tired and thirsty. it cost me $4.70.. den come home play com.. chatted and was kinda down at first but after that was okae.. all i know was that my dad and my brother had a big tiff.. really big.. hopefully what my brother say are all treated as Angry words.. hai.. den i did tell my dad about my feelings loh.. i told him as a childern we care for u all den we ask u all what u all doing, if not u all say we all nv care for u all.. den why must u all use shout to settle problem? and why must always scold mi for nothing.. and i all tot i wanna answer u all back all this.. den i tell him, even if i quarrel with u, i always end up crying.. all this loh.. hai.. but now my mood okok le.. at the moment chatting with siewfong and listening to songs... wah going 1am le lei.. okok i go off le... wan an.. Muackie... sigh* this few day really SUCKS...

11:22:00 PM;

First time i slept 10 hours..! so happy but i'm also very headache loh.. i can't sleep much and less.. what sia.. stupid right? LAME loh.. den after that went sch, reach sch at 10.15. keke.. coz i was tieing my shoes lace. if not i scare later really tio by Dot Tay loh.. den i was almost late but also dun care.. haha.. bus came at 10. omg.. but nvm lah.. if i go sch right? i also do nothing coz they al eat i nv eat mah.. so i only can sit there and see them eat.. sob. lolx.. den today lesson was kinda ok loh.. not bad nothing happened.. only know that we all bery notti, make her catch ppl liao den make her giv back ez-link card.. how bad was us man.. lolx.. but also very ke lian them loh, hehe.. den mrs tay was sick? dunno lei. lol.. and hor, fong today mood was not that good loh.. as what ah ping say she's only putting a mask loh.. fong ah, even u look happy with us but ur heart is not happy loh.. we can see that, pls dun be sad. we are HERE for U loh.. no one wanna see our best sisters and buddy SAD loh. must cheer up more k.. and take more care.. =).. as for pat pat hor.. hmm she cried today, why? she tot she lose her RING.. and we started to get panic. ping even accompany her go and search.. and she came back with a smile and we tot she found, u know what she said? she said she left it at home.. wah.. pat ah.. but also cannot blame her de loh, coz ppl tent to forget thingss de mah.. some more is PRECIOUS de ring wor.. anyway hers settle ler.. pat u also must cheer up more k..! even though i did not really talk to u like what ping they all did but hor i did care for u wor.. =) a Muacks to u.. xD.. and for fong too.. wo meng is best sister... hMm shouLd MuaCks to ALL OF THEM.. Eeeee pui pui pui.. lolx.. den hor after sch stayed back to fold the kacang putih things.. den hor i tell u all something k.. i did not do loh. because i really dunno how.. sorry juan, jessie.. i'm just useless loh.. sigh.. and with the help of Paul.. thanks to him too... sigh.. den come back home actually nothing happen dunno why after my mum come back from my ah ma house she start to nag at us.. and i say her back.. den i even quarreled with my dad due to the FAX MACHINE.. SUCKS man.. think i everything also know... eat shit lah.. u know what? go out only den what? hai.. dun wish to say so much, dun wish to cry over it anymore.. hai.. yupz as usual chatted with thme in irc, and listening to songs.. but today very surprisingly i did my project.. still doing with it loh.. still haven finish.. okok i shall go le.. buai.. Mauckie..! and my dearest sister dun worried about me.! i wil be fine some how or somewhere duno when.. keke.. wan an..

10:28:00 PM;

Oh my god, i was late to schoOl man.. but luckily i was not being called up to do campus service.. as for weiling, i'm also kinda sorry lah... den went to canteen to eat loh... den go back class.. as usual loh... sigh.. den today i was kinda down loh.. my mood now adays really very sucks.. i myself also hate it. like shit. hai. today got nothing much to update alos.. coz i did not do anything good or what.. all i know is that i was kinda diam ba.. maybe i was thinking of something? i not sure.. i only know BSA that time we was doing the national day things.. den after that go training... today training was not the one i wanted to attend.. really very tired and angry but what to do.. sigh.. okok lah.. i wan go sleep ler.. anyway, my brother got on the show.. saw him.. haha.. next time i think is me... =X hao lian sia.. coz i went to watch the show mah.. den seat at the place can see de mh. so mayb loh.. =X keke.. life really sucks loh.. i miss my secondary schoOl life with my 4t1 classmate.. being so united... make my heart feel so warm having them as a group of friends.. haiZ... stop thinking pls..

9:17:00 PM;

I'm very PISSED OFF now

I've never been so angry and pissed off... Normally no one will give mi any trouble when i'm sorting my photo. But today, i get very pissed off.. really pissed me until i really feel like shouting loh.. 1. In class people keep asking me if they can see anot, ok fine u wanna see can u ppl let mi finish my stuff before i let u ppl see? den just now outside the room 104 while waiting to go in, someone just like pushing mi away instead of saying excuse... at the moment i really feel like shouting at her loh. den regarding the photo things. I've already very mess up and very dulan le.. YEt that SHUMING still come and Kaopei with me... knn loh.. i ji tao angry and walk off loh.. will contiune at home.

I'm sorry my friends to make u get my black face

Yup really sorry my dearest friends... Dui Bu Qi oh, normally i dun apologies de.. but today my mood really that sucks loh.. sorry ah.. keke.. den after that was pretty ok. went to IMM with jessie, Aijuan and Mrs Tay during our Lunch hour, we went to eat Burger King, oOopsss.. keke.. ya den hor, we saw student mah, jessie and me tot that she will catch them.. haha. coz she took a long time to come back wor.. den when she came back we all shouted :you mei you catch ppl? lol.. den she said, outside sch is not a teacher.. haha.. yup that's the way lah.. keke.. den after that actuaLLy very early we will be back to sch de.. we all keep dragging the time, drag and drag and drag, we even go to the toilet and stay down there for about 2-3mins.. that's lame but no choice.. we dun wana go back soOOooo early.. so me and jess keep on asking her to go and buy this and that loh.. hehe.. yupz end up we did go lah.. keke.. den when we reach sch, i teach mrs tay one way of walking so that she wont catch ppl.. that's while walking head look below(the floor) haha.. den suay suay, if u all notice right? when ppl tent to see dot tay they will hide and keep quiet. haha.. den we go back class, tok tok abit about national day things.. all this loh.. ok lar.. den went to change for SW.. wah so happy, no need run. =X.. keke.. was doing the 4 stations.. lolx.. abit bluff bluff de lah.. den after that heard that dot tay finding us.. what sia... den we went and look for her.. talkin about what shuming suggest.. at first i was really very angry and pissed of.. dunno why.. when i see her my temper will raise.. =X but after hearing what she say, i think is also a good idea ba.. yup on the very day we will sell 2 things one is the Kachaputay another is ballon sculture.. =) after that go home myself loh.. i walk to the bus stop and was wandering what bus to take, wanted to take 173 but journey is long.. take 963 very fast but very pack.. u know what? i waited for 30mins and both bus are FULL.. i was kinda sian u know.. and something funny came across... u know 188 bus right? normally is come same direction with 963 right? there's this particular but came the opposite side.. and all the ppl was wondering eh come wrong side.. hah.. i was there laughing to myself loh den there's this auntie asked the driver, how come bus come from this side? the driver say i nv go wrong side, i came half way thru.. haha that's a funny incident loh.. keke.. den after waiting for the 1st bus huoyan came we did not talk much but he actually wanna take same bus as me and go back, too bad the bus was pack. and i saw my mum in the bus.. so i gave her a call and tell her that i'm going home by cab.. haha.. it cost me about $4.40.. sigh.. normally is 4.10 nia manZ.. so EX.. lol.. den reach home play com awhile was chatting with derek, den after that go bathe.. after bathing go makan den prepare to go out.. i was kinda late if i really take bus, coz i miss the bus ah.. so i took cab to bukit Panjang plaza... cost me $4.20.. was like omg today spent de money is on CAB but not food.. so sad loh.. keke.. yea... when there was waiting for them to come down.. when they came down i was shock that bridget maid remember me.. she said hi to me and her brother.. haha.. den we went to took cab over it only cost us $9+.. and i tot that the journey will be about 45mins? but guess what? only about 20mins nia.. keke.. on the journey bridget and me was talking. talking about something that happen to her.. i was laughing all the way.. was very funny loh espically what her mum did to that person.. omg.. yup we reach... we went to the reception area.. sitting down there waiting, as her mums sis not reach yet.. den waiting around 6.10 she reach.. but we still can't go in, coz not ready... so we waited and waited until about 6.40? should be. den only allow.. and what pissed us off was that theres this lady, standing infront of us, but u know what? she hor asked her friend to be infront but not us ask we all go behind and queue.. was kinda fed up but nvm.. we walk to the studio.. kinda long distance.. keke. but i know where is it ler.. woow.. keke.. waited outside there for about 5mins? say Dong ZhiChen, he's so cute, he walk pass us and said Good Evening.. haha... den Huang Hui walk pass. omg was so pretty k.. keke.. den after that enter the studio.. we tot that we can be the Judges for the audience but we can't shit u.. den nvm we sat there watching.. yup now i know how they firm a varity show le... and the real judge was Florance Chen, Liu Qian yi and Nono.. haha.. u know nono hor, at first moment u see him is like very quiet like dunno singapore.. the next moment while filming.. he hor, keep asking lame question man.. make u laugh till u siao.. hahahhahaa... a real joker... den the show took us about 1hour 40mins? ya, coz inbetween got dunno what thing de.. sometimes mike spoil all this... have to wait.. haha.. was kinda fun watching.. as nono keep asking lame question.. and ppl stay tune to channel 8 on this 2 sundays k.. will have my friends dog, Dollarwise... if not wrong is with the contestant no 3... name call ben.. =) den after the show actually we can watch one more de is got nono, huang wen yong and stella(i think so) but all wanna go home le.. as the show is from 9-11.. too late... i think now should be finish le... sigh. but was fun loh.. very fun.. if can i wish to go.. keke... and i tell u, hanging around with bridget mum and her friends can make u real laugh loh. they all so friendly and cute.. really and when the guy drive right, and u imgine got 8 ppl squeezing in the van and he keep on jurking and make us fall aside.. really very fun man.. so shoik.. and funny with this group of ppl... a real joker and really admirer them.. anyway they are dogs lover.. all kept dog... omg.. haha. and u know hor, what make mi and bridget and her brother pissed off? is the stupid FLOOR MANAGER.. like shit loh... kns.. action PIG. some more luff liao what sia.. really very er xin loh.. damn idoit.. action pig.. keke.. baddie i know.. and when u go out with bridget and her brotheru can see how much bridget dote her brother just that she dun show it out. so envy.. keke anyway the show name Is Ye Xu Huo Zhe You Ke Nen.. Every sunday 9.30pm pls stay tune.. and i heard from bridget de god sis say that dollar wil be on tv.. okok lah.. i go off le.. =) had a great day at the studio even though sit until butt pain..

dun be sad, cheer up siewfong, not touching i know.. =X

i learn something today, which is.. Dont Love Others First Before You Love Yourself.. =X den i think i can forever dun love others coz i dun even love myself manz.. Sigh..

11:22:00 AM;

Happy 18th Birthday to Yongkiat^_^

hmm yesterday i slept at what time u all know? 1+, haha i offline at 12+ i guess but i did not went to sleep, i went to watch tape the charity show.. hmm watch till half way something happen to my air-con suddenly nothing come out i smell gas smell.. den after that i have no choice to on the fan and sleep, luckily i did able to sleep loh.. if not i think my day sure very worst de. yupz morning wake up at 9.30+ like that, was rather hot coz the fan abit LOUSY .. sigh den came online all this loh... i really hate SUNDAY u know... really hate until i feel like killing myself.. sigh.. well, now i'm here to type my blog as i really got nothing to do le, hai.. life sucks man.. shall contiune at night if i got something to blog ba.. =\

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