Thursday, July 22, 2004
it has been 2-3 days since i last update.. haiz.. i really dunno what to update.. coz i'm scare that i wrote somethiong wrong againZ.. haiZ.. really loh.. i duno what to say le..
i've almost forget what i did in sch ler.. but monday i know i have PE den ran the 1.5km den i get 37 and i failed... haha... den tuesday there's a training so we went and that's coach real b`dae and we sang him b`dae songs.. den we went off after that
wednesday we had our cca fair.. it was rather fun u know.. but b4 that we had 0ur talk held by Mr Tan.. the talk was about 10-15mins... den we went to eat liao we proccee to the hall.. den we start to play around until 11 in the hall.. coz the performers gonna start soon..` den most of them went 0ut to practice... yup quite a number of ppl sign up.. =)) and than actually we got our Approve Leave until 4.15 but Mrs Tay hor.. ask we go back sch.. den lucky some of them are still in sch.. manage to ask them stayed..` den after that went home.. past the Hall, aijuan shouted. and ask to see the window.. 0mg..` broke sia.. diaoZ.. i heard that the person was told to pay... haha... bth man...
den in between the thing we did tok loh... we did luff all this.. but will this last long? i dunno... coz everyone hate me.. i know that... what they post are all referring to me..` it's me.. but can i know what i really did wrong? u said i backstab u.. but what did i say? since when? i really forgotten.. please tell mi loh.. u all said u all dun wanna just let it go with 5 years de friendship.. and yup some of the things u all said about me is kinda true loh.. i'm kinda a humji ppl loh.. i'm not like u all can joke and do what u all like...
now den i know why they hate me sooo mucHZ.. due to some of the reasons.. saying ping AS.. what i say in my blog.. and many things loh.. yupz i did say u... but the blog thing i think u all really wrong me.. but it's now up to u all to accept anot.. if no i aso bwg le..
HEY yesterday was Racial Harmony day... i keep thinking of what we did last year... ah.. really make mi cry manZ.. i miss the days we wake up that early to go to my friends house to wear all this.. and we took LRt.. and our whole class wore.. ah.. make mi damn miss it.. and we took lots of pic.? ahh... and Jaime was in 0ur sch? i really miss it alot. was wondering if theres any class wore also.. i mean the whole class like what we did last year.. aiya.. i cry yesterday man... cry like hell... hai.. what happen to me? haiZ.. i was thinkin when i'm crying.. what if i go blind ah? haiZ.. i really dun wish to go blind.. i need my com.. i wanna see the world.. if i go blind will there be anyone beside me? my frineds or my family? hai.. say until family make mi just simply feel like slapping all of my UNCLES and AUNTIES... wtf they are doing? kns.. what i heard from my dad is that my ah ma cannot take medicine le. coz take also no use.. all she need now is to have injection everyday? i'm not sure.. and the injection is at 9pm if i was not wrong.. and it need my mum to do it instead of the one staying near my ah ma hellping? i feel very sad for my mum loh.. and my dad told me that if they still dun wanna help 0ut my mum will keep pushing everything to him.. and it will end up making both of them quarrel.. and this make mi think of the time when they quarrel my dad was at the room sitting down there keeping quiet.. hai. i really felt sad for that.. i really hope that those uncle and auntie will think for us... u all wanna lead a happy family.. i also wan..! hai.. u all dun understand what we have gone thru.. i can say if we are good we can joke around.. if we are bad we really quarrel.. i dun wan things to happen like this.. i'm 17 and my brother 20.. we are kinda big le.. but when we see 0ur parents quarrel we felt sad.. and i did quarrel with my parents of coz end of it i regret.. i do regret.. i cry and think about it.. like yesterday talk back to my dad due to the money left in POSB.. i say him back.. i really have to say loh.. coz i dun dare take money from u all, if i take u all will scold me.. ifi nv ask u all will say i use so much.. i promise i will put money back de.. i've really use very much i agree... sorry.. i'll try to control... oko i have to end her.. will update more loh.. haiZ..
leading towards a unhappy life.. how i hope thats no problem approaching me..`
i remember this show, Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren.. the little boy ask the girl.. Xiao Ping Gai, Why u pluck out the dolphin eyes. she replied: ying wei zhe yang hai tun jiu bu ku.. ru guo hai tun bu ku, wo jiu bu ju.. haiz... what shouLd i pluck... Tweenty Bird ah? so sad... anyway.. Vollyball match is next week ler.. Those who are in the best 12 or 6 ALL THE BEST..
BabyStridy fades away at
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