Monday, July 12, 2004
Hai, was so tired yesterday but i just can't sleep.. keep thinking of something that make mi feel like CRying out loud.. Because it's sucks loh.. haiz.. i have no choice so i wake up and went to pray and let me sleep.. than i still can't sleep at first den i force myself to sleep.. yupz still manage to sleep loh.. den morning can't really wake up.. haiZ.. really very terrible. this few days. have to act as if i am that fortunate... but ACTUALLY i'm not.. haiZ.. SUCKS... MY LIFE SUCKS... today went to sch.. nothing really happy loh.. yupz was listening to Revathi talking about her experience.. den after that hor, go SW crap around with the teachers den go back loh.. went to west mall with ruiyun, aijuan, jessie, yanbin and me... den go walk walk.. bought At The Dophlin Bay vcd.. come back watch first disc cry till like shit.. hai... i think 1 day i will go BLIND. if i go blind u all will know why okae. haiz... den talk to my dad until cry also, watch tv cry aso.. haiZ.. really damn sucks loh my LIFE... can be good can be as bad as a SHIT loh.. argh.. MY LIFE IS DAMN SUCKZ okae.. dun always see me so happy joking with u ppl.. inside mi is another me.. u all dunno... haiZ..
BabyStridy fades away at
9:19:00 PM;