Friday, July 16, 2004
Eh, many things happen manz.. ok i shouLd say it has been 5days we had talk, i dunno what happen but i also dun wish to ask much. just let it be.i dun wish to be like last time begging for forgivness le.. ppl says friendship need to face some ups and down and thats call true friends... hai.. well, i dunno it's true anot.. my mind i just too empty.. all i can say is that even we nv tok i still wish that the group will still be there.. i wish the 3 of u happy ba..
yupz today was kinda early wake up.. haiz.. shouted at my dad coz i was sleeping he called home twice, the first time i hang up the phone without saying hello.. den second time i get really angry i pick up and shouted HELLO, What u wan? den he said: ask kor kor to wake up. den i shouted by saying.. U call him urself lar, u all dun need sleep i wan to sleep one ley den i hang up.. hai. dad i'm really sorry, really sorry, i really felt something poking thru me after i hand up. i just feel like crying.. den soon my mum came back, she asked mi to go back to my room and sleep, i was really very angry le.. but i did not answer back as i dun wish to quarrel anymore.. if i still shout back i think my tears will automatic row down.. so i ren and go back my room, on com den go back sleep.. but i can't sleep le.. so i wake up and download songs.. after that my dad came back coz he wanna bring my grandma to do medical checkups.. and he wanted to drive me over.. i was so happy.. den reach le waited for yanbin and jessie loh.. den go in sch.. den go class loh.. was kinda sian in class, listening to what teacher teaching.. den after that went to retail studio to help to count the glassware.. yup was correct.. den went to canteen to grab something to eat as morning i did not take the milk, coz i took one silp and i vomit out so i spilt it away.. haiz.. wasted loh.. but what to do? how ah? haiZ.. den eat ler go back class teacher nv come dismiss us so she called jess at last and was dismissed.. den she came to our class and she checked siewfong hair, she nv pass her but whole class was helping her.. but was told to ask Mr Tan so bo bian loh.. mrs tay ask mi bring her up and kns... got teacher dun let us go in.. fck lar.. but anyway mr tan not in.. den we walk to third level den first level den go back second level still cannot find.. den have to wait after sch go find her.. den after that i dunno le.. i only know i receive mrs tay phone calls and ask mi to ask her go back sch and find her..
went to orchard with yanbin and shuyi to meet guohao.. yupz we watch spiderman2.. we took 106 over and we alight at Lucky Plaza there den walk to cineleisure.. den on the way while walking up the staircase yanbin and me saw a ah pek, he open his leg until so big and can see his bird bird... haha.. bin and me saw it.. =X haha.. so er xin.. yuckZ.. tmr gonna have the eye thing le.. den reach le went to eat KFC den when going finish guohao came down, den after that we went to atm and than walk to HMV took some neo-prints.. keke.. kinda funny... den after that walk back to cineleisure.. den rot at the level 4 where we can sit de.. from 2+ - 3.45 haha,. was craping down there with hao and bin while waiting for 3.45 and Wanyew they all to come.. den play play play.. listen to songs.. not that boring lar i can say. coz that hao keep on bullying yanbin.. hahahaha den soon after they reached.. and u know what? it's damn weird loh. the 3 guys down there tokin amoung themself we 3 girls there toking amoung ourself.. haha.. yupz den wait wait wait until 3.30 can go in le. den went to buy drinks.. den go inside.. yupz the show was nice and touching.. i even cry.. my tears just came out and my heart was like eating sour so sour manz.. den after the show i rush to the toilet.. den after that went to World of Sports and than hor.. something happen...
Guohao and that guy quarrel... coz he's really fucking acting COOL.. KNS.. fuck off.. coz the basketball cannot be bounce den hao accidently drop ot what i dunno lar. den that operson right, dunno how to open his MOUTH and say cannot b0unce.. he point at the thing den we all say what sia.. all this den at first i think nothing happen de.. den soon after when we all going down i heard ppl shouting.. dden i realise that it's hao and that guy... fuck sia.. but hao shouted at him loh.. ask him to shut up and go away... haha.. den after that our MAIN topic was that guy.. haha. den walk to HMV again to find sports shop can't find den go PS.. still cannot find den go off.. den after that go home loh.. haiz.. so sianz.. no one at home now.. 11.17PM le.. not a single one at home.. sian ah.. haiZ.. i realise that i can't really fall for someone... haiZ.. sucKZ... love TOTALLY suckZ.. haiZ..
i'm with a Fucked up life and haiz..
My room is in a BIG MESS, i hate bukit Batok, i like bukit panjang, i hate myself, i like S.H.E, i hate to love someone, i like someone who dun like me.. argh.. sucks sucks suckZ.. suan le... haiZ..
ending with a tears.. and tmr wanna go out from morning till night.. dun wish to stay at HOME.. so sianZ.. go aunt house or where die also can... just dun wish to stay at home..
BabyStridy fades away at
10:16:00 PM;