Tuesday, June 15, 2004
TIRED and BORING Day
I'm really very tired.. But i can't sleep.. Everyday i will automatic wake up at 9+.. argh.. sianZ.. Somemore is coz of the renovation of the Lift.. Kns.. So noisy.. I want to sleep also CANNOT.. so angry sia.. Even if afternoon wanna take a NAP also cannot. the noise level even louder.. more difficuLt to sleep manz.. so dulanz loh.. some more today MORNING got people call and put down phone.. CB sia.. if not is ring till second sound den hang up.. think what? secret code ah? fuck sia... There was this lady called and asked izzit HOTEL 81.. more worst.. first time tell her no liao she ok s0rry.. second time still call.. knnz.. damn angry liao.. den call singtel ask gort new number..? but no.. more angry.. knsz.. argh.. den whole day at home.. nuaing.. got play game but no one guild in MU.. den gb.. play until very sianz.. play pool? haiz.. more worst.. chat? no one wanna reply ME... wtf.. did not even pack my room.. no mood.. somemore having headache.. and it's cracking.. argh..
*PS my entry today got abit of bad words.. Can't help it.. The only place i can vent my anger at..
SAD
I felt sad suddenly.. after viewing ah fen aka karen blogs.. why? see that her mum is so good to her and her dad make mi so envy and think that if my parents will do that to me and thats good.. wanted to buy something for my dad.. but what can i buy? if i dun buy it's like abit dui bu qi ta.. coz i bought for mum but not him... i dun wanna him saying i stingy.. i wan to get him something.. what can i get? any one can let mi know? by sat? i really wanna buy something for him.. haiz..
Watch tv.. Pao Ba Nan Ren.. it's a good show i can say.. todays the last episode. wanting to see Jian Jie turning pretty.. wan't wait.. keez.. hais. make mi cry.. why am i so soft hearted? well recentLy i've been thinking of my old home.. which is allocated at Jelapang.. argh.. I'm really siao.. Have move out from there around 1 and a half year ler.. stil thinking.. hai.. but can still say that i prefer there... haiz... I HATE BUKIT BATOK... the place where i will ONLY be LONELY EVERYDAY.. haiz... WHWY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY can't my parents stay at home one DAY? haiz.. really felt so useless and lonelyness.. hais.. Dun let mi dream of moving house againz.. and more worst the show shows me that they move house.. argh. more sad.. Phew.. i miss my ROOM.. fuLL of YELLOW.. haiz.. SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD.. LONELY LONELY LONELY..
BabyStridy fades away at
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