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Finally 1 more paper has FINISH... ya.. The paper was rather tough that got 2 question i really don't know how to do. Other than that i anyhow do the anyhow fill in answer de.. Ya when i was thinking of how to do for that 2 question i heard tiack tiack tiack sound which was just right beside me, want to know how come got that sound? Haha Let me tell you all ba. It was Yanbin who was down there cutting her finger nail. The first time i take exam got people down there cutting nails.. Than when teacher ask her to stop h0r.. she can reply say wait last one.. haha.. Ya after exam went to talk to Mrs Tay about the thing she asked us to do, was now reduced to 3 person which are AiJuan, Jessie and Me.. But hor 3 days like that work hor is about $80+ nia ley.. But what to do, i need money mar... so that's why loh.. Aiya Never mind loh at lease like that do can earn some money already good le.. but i guess the money will be gone shortLy.. hehe.. Hmm after that went to Clementi Central, accompany Huiping buy Bus Stamp than accompany Patricia go photocopy consent form.. Haha.. Lame Everyone also photocopy one.. Wahahahah.. Ya was bring hold up by a Lady from don't know where de.. She approach us by asking us to go and attend a event on the coming 18 next month. Ya was down there crapping.. Haha.. Really very funny loh.. But never mind lar We all enjoy can le.. :P. After that we proccee to the hawker. Siewfong and Me ate Chicken Rice, Yanbin and Huipin9 ate Wanton Noodle. Ya being cashless is very the patatic(wrong spelling) did not even drink water but eat Huiping de ice.. keke.. Ya after that while walking to the bus stop dont know who say want to buy durian so we went to the sell durian there staning there listening to those uncle keep on pursading us to buy make us so pek chak so we just went home, actually wanted to take 184 but in the end take 173. Ya when walking to the interchange the bus went off so i was thinking off taking 99 Clementi Ite there and change to 963 but the bus went off too.. so i decided to take 106 ya walk to the bus stop but wait no bus and when i look out to the traffic i saw 173 than i walk back to the interchange and take 173 and in 173 was thinking of changing to 176 or 963 but end up in the bus from Clememti to Bukit Batok which took me about 40mins or less i also don't know because i keep on looking at these 2 people infront of me. I don't know if they are couple or friends all i know that they are like quarreling loh.. From they take the bus until the guy drop off.. they are snatching don't know what thing.. aiyoz... don't quarrel larx.. scary not quarrel let mi say until quarrel.. keke.. ya reach home rush to the kitchen to DRINK water ya shiok.. hehe.. Ok shall update at night if anything happen.. ;P.. Ya a few more days to Taoshun birthday..

Wow suay suay really got something happened.. Between one friendster testimonal and my family(dad, mum and me)..

Between my dad: he came home with handphones bills and the bill he paid today.. AT first he wasn't angry because he tot that the accountant of the Starhub make the previous bill together with this month bill.. but it wasn't so i told him is my brother bill expensive.. He used 320++ u know.. i use 40+ and my dad keep on down there scolding bad words so i get dulan and just say him loh.. i say him, u now scold he also don't know scold also no use.. but he still keep sprouting those bad-word so i just say him i didn't owe u all wanna scold scold infront of y0ur s0n why scold infront of me? when ur son come back u just scold him by saying U ownself see how much u use, i wan to cancel ur line liao.. den both keep quiet but infront of mi scold like hell.. idoit sia..

My Mum and Dad: My mum is don't know hate my dad or what lar.. What my dad do she will scold.. Like today, my dad only being abit too early to cut de Onion only u scold like hell haiz.. say him be kaypo so clever what ever shit all this... haiz.. Than i also very angry with her because she took my Chingay Certitficate and write Please do not open.. What the hell... actualli i tot is my dad i shouted at him and ask him izzit him den my mum say it's her.. and i shouted at her by saying It's my thing and thats a cert.. den i go back my room.

My mum and me: i wanted to let her know is when than she shouted at me by saying AIYA u tell me alot of times liao lar.. than i say her back by saying Tell u also kanna scolding Don't tell also kanna scolding haiz.. really very sad argh.. Sucks day..

Than yanbin tell me that Jessie friend say us.. SAY US BITCH.. WTF.. go and die lar.. u all think what? espically linda u know that jessie say ur bad things behind u? haiz.. sad for u.. but all i know is that all JESSIE friends are BITCh.. BITCH BITCH BITCH...

hehe.. suddenly had a small chat with my tang mei which i dun really chat with her.. she told me alot of things.. ya she told me that got people like her wor.. but that guy poor thing.. my cousin hate u neh.. who as u lar.. go tell ur friend u like her.. if u never say she may consider sia.. but she aso scare that her mum dun allow.. hmm yeling take care k.. dun think so much...

Shall stop here... Buai... think nothing will happen again baz.. Hope so..!

5:02:00 PM;

Todays a boring day for me.. Wake up at 11 something and come online chat with Paul because he's the only one online and my mei(kaibing). Ya morning ate Chichen Rice bought by my mum. Ya wanted to study but no mood.. HOw ar? jia lat le lar... Ya after that chat with Wei Qi, Aijuan and Jun Zhuo while chatting i was listening to Songs and also i change my blogskin for my blog le.. hope u all like it wor.. Really very sianz and also having a headache.. Ya surprisingLy i can't finish 1 packet of rice so i and my dad share. So full man.. Ok shall stop here.. Not feeling well.. abit feel like vomitting sia.. aRgh.. SIANZ ar.. tomorrow exam duno how sia.. lata needa study le loh.. canot play le.. cannot fail loh.. =) haiz.. I don't know loh even my mum allow me go chalet i dunno is go or can stay over night.. Haven ask clearly.. Than go tell yanbin.. argh.. Ya if Taoshun Birthday is go Pub, Sparks or whatever relevent to those place that i dun wan go den sorry i am NOT going... If is go out town or where I may consider to go and reach home by 12+.. Don't wish to stay too long.. Have not verify with mum yet.. scare she will scare me.. argh.. haiz.. really sad loh.. Why's happening to me? Everytime because of quarrel or what i also sad.. And recently i find that i am nothing in bLuE_star le they just jolly well enjoy chatting there.. Chat what they like.. Argh.. May not go irc for long le.. Really very sians ler.. Sometimes tok to them dun wan reply me also.. hate me si bo? whatever it is, i also dun care le.. Be Myself ba.. :`(. Sometime very tired of it le.. All i know is that my 3 sista treat me and eachother good can le.. I don't wish to lose u all as Best Friend Of MINE.. Never Really regret knowing u girls back after so much Up Up doWn DoWn... U all are the one whom sometimes brighten my day and the one whom make mi sad over somethings... But after all i really wish 0ur friendship ever-lasting.. Buai.. haiz...

7:25:00 PM;

Yesterday nothing really happen, went to play badminton after exam and they came to my house and wanted to watch vcd but in the end nv.. Because yanbin father dunno what happen loh(scold her).. ask her faster go back loh.. than she took the vcd with her so no chance to watch.. ya chat with albert and i change to this nick [ [ a N n I e ] ] i still got the little chance mar? i scare u might ignore mi again.. h0w? will u? he repiled me Ya wun ingnore de lar.. but for the question i should know.. Ya i knew it.. Haiz... Sad loh.. can't really sleep at night.. vomit.. argh... Sob Sob... argh.. past is past... i wil treat him as my best friend and really don't wish to ask for more.. :p ya chat with paul than go sleep le.. wahhaha...

Ya today was Aijuan b`dae..

Happy Birthday Aijuan

Sleeping late yesterday night did not manage to wake mi up at 8+ but 9.40.. keke.. Ya wake up late, went online, bathe than get ready to go 0ut.. Ya message them ask them where are they, they told me they haven take bus. Ya saw jessie in the bus loh.. After that Saw weiqi and jiapeng. Ya took same bus as them and than we are the first one who reach Harbour Front first.. Ya when all reach we went to eat.. Ya know what? I saw Huiping smoke.. haiz.. really sad loh.. but what to do... i dunno how to say her.. and i find that saying her also no use.. she will just shoot me back by saying this and that.. nvm lar.. Ya it was raining. Eat ler than we go Sentosa inside le.. Ya went to siloso beach loh.. In the bus hor we all bery noisy loh.. haha.. making as many voice as we can.. wahhaha... siao sia we all.. really MAD le.. keke.. Ya when we reach the beach, we went to search for place to put our things after that some go change some go othe side.. haha.. so fun.. Ya when all are back, dunno how come everyone say Push Gek Choo down water..Ya she was being pushed down.. Ya when she was up we all were luffing but she abit pai seh coz she wear Black colour Pantis.. haha.. Can see thru loh.. after that we luff luff, say say she ji tiao angry le.. Ya some ppl go make her cheer up ask her dun angry, but jia peng and me went to pick Yanbin up. ya walk half way jessie called me.. wow first time she called me ask mi where am i.. BUT... haha.. she asked where is jiapeng.. OMG.. worried for him sia.. ya reach beach Gek Choo no angry le so we play, put John and Siewfong in the sand and was very fun.. Ssome where also playing V.ball.. And btw.. The v.ball is we all share money and buy de... ya after that all was discussing to sarbo aijuan but Scare she angry.. we used alot of time to discuss, Ya we manage to make her into the water.. keke.. so fun... Ya after that we all sit sit, talk talk, than 4+ go bathe le.. after bathing we all very angry loh.. but we dunno where are they loh and also very hungry le.. argh.. abit angry + sad loh.. Ya than we go to harbour front eat without waiting for them.. ya guess what? after eating we went to Mac there... For what? wait for them? where got so good.. Rui Yun and Huiping down there smoking loh.. still got whart.. hais.. See them smoke make me very xin ku man.. i also got fault i know Huiping will smoke i say See no evil... aiya.. hack care lar.. I have no right to talk or whatever shit.. Ya after that wait wait actually they say wan to go home de.. wow liao... we all ji tiao abit angry le.. But in the end got go play.. i dunno what happen very FAn den go play game.. Haiz.. Quite fun loh when playing TAble hockey.. 4 of us hand super pain loh... but ok loh quite fun.. after that around 7+ to 8 we went off to 0rchard.. Ya took Ne0-print.. :P Ya after that take le go home loh.. haiz.. very sad loh... I alone walk from HMV to Cene.. haiz.. some more bus so pack.. really feel so sad loh.. first time alone take bus from town to home.. some more i very hungry wor.. argh.. okok shall stop here..rather sad loh... but who noes.. Buai.. Aijuan hope u enjoy okaes.. Ya chat with Yun, Juan and Paul.. Dunno how to sleep le.. Very Hungry u Know..

11:57:00 PM;

I FOUND MY S.H.E CD LE... Wahahahahah... So happy.. Ya alot of people ask mi at where.. Haha.. Actually it's not with anyone it's with ME... In another Cd Cover... Oh My God.. Still dare ask who took.. ;X Ya.. wake up at 9 today because there was this INDIAN guy who called my house early in the morning... Whf.. Never Mind i shouted at him.. :) I told my mum she also said that everyday got people call asking izzit HOTEL 81 or without saying a WORD.. Wtf.. there was also people asking izzit starhub.. siao sia... LAME... MUST CHANGE NUMBER... haha...

Happy Birthday Hock Heng.. May All Your Wishes Come Thru

Ya went out to meet Yanbin 11.30 at Plaza actually i took cab coz lazy take bus.. =X.. argh.. ya today the whole singapore like very blur(cloudy????).. Ya went to eat KFC than go Orchard ask derek along.. Actually asked Siewfong but she going out with her brother and relative i guess... Ya went to Plaza Singapura to have a game at the arcade While waiting for derek to come.. Ya today play can play very long with the $2.. WhoooooOoo.. Ya derek came after we finish 0ur $2.. And we acc0mpany him to play his soccer while he's playing my hand itchy and went to change another $2 play very fast finish le.. Ya after that go acc0mpany makan than go HMV than go Cenelesiure walk walk than go City Hall.. After that g0 Esplanade sit sit, talk talk than go back Orchard Pacific Plaza to find Addias.. After that go back Bukit Panjang to eat.. Wah.. Stand so long So tired.. Ya went to eat than don't feel like taking bus home so i called my dad to bring me home, he told me he was going to BP and can come at 9.10 but in the end 9.30 le he stil not here.. i called him and ask him izzit at Changi he laugh and say i coming.. wow liao.. if i dun call he sure nv come de.. ya reach home online than now watch MGII.. buai... Good Night..~

11:03:00 PM;

This is what i found from my email....

You're My friend,
my companion,
through good times
and bad
my friend,
my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness,
with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!
You are all good friends to me
and I am grateful to you.

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Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far
You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a
moment, by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special
person, an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them, but then an entire
life to forget them.
Send this to the people you'll never forget
and remember to send it also to the person that
sent it to you. It's a short message to let them
know
that you'll never forget them.
If you don't send it to anyone, it means
you're in a hurry and that you've forgotten your
friends.
Take the time...to live and love. Until
Eternity. God bless

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What's love?
When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from
that special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

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I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end

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You're...
My friend,
My companion,
Through good times and bad,

My friend,
My buddy,
Through happy and sad,

Beside me you stand,
Beside me you walk,
You're there to listen,
You're there to talk,

With happiness,
With smiles,
With pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

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4:45:00 PM;

Yesterday was a fun day ba...

Morning than decided what time go out. Ya tot Huiping can't so we decided to meet 1.45 at YAnbin house there de bus-stop because Owen meeting us.. Actually i never tot of goin but i wan go pray.. Ya took cab because was told not to be late than when reach and every1 was there expect for Owen.. He 2+ den come.. diao.. at the bus-stop talking all this and that loh.. ya reach bugis accompany owen go take pay den walk to pray. pray le go walk walk.. than after that take bus to Lot 1 and decided to meet them 4.15 at first but in the end 4.30.. ya reach Mac le went to buy food than while queneing Fong bf came to disturb me.. so bad hor.. Than eat liao derek came and than wait for weiqi they all but in the end we never study only scan thru nia.. after that wait for jun zhuo finish we all go arcade.. ya play game was very fun and funny.. after that go eat.. eat liao when wan to go home guess what? My ez-link card lost and yanbin one also.. ya went back to check.. Found mine and yanbin de also.. Mine was at the Bubble Tea yanbin de was at the eating there.. Haha.. eat food there was so funny.. we keep on playing with the uncle.. keke.. ya reach home online and than chat and than watch tv den sleep. buai...

Today wake up at 8. Bathe, online and than get ready to go out. Took same bus as them and than go meet Mrs Tay. Ya there already got 4 ler.. plus us is 8 i they say dun need so many.. hais... sad.. So Yanbin and Siewfong backout.. Ya mi and ping say when we get pay treat them go makan.. sorry bin and fong okae.. Sorry.. Ya after that go take exam.. Suay suay Yanbin come hang.. diao... but in the end manage to finish.. dun worried.. after exam go meeting.. ya at there like siao.. Receive call from Jaime Utopia Fc de chairman chat with her and than went back meeting and at there we shout.. hehe.. FUN... ya after meetin went to locker put books den we went off.. go plaza to eat than help derek find work... wow how good of us huh.. Ya went to Plaza, Woodland and Lot 1.. So tired but fun.. ok shall stop here.. buai...

10:23:00 PM;

Yesterday and the Day before was a great day. Why?

For Saturday.

Sleep at 3am because something happen to Siewfong, It may not be that serious but was still worried for her. At first, her boyfriend reply me but i did not see, so he called me but once again i did not hear and when i check my phone than i know so i return their call and was her boyfriend who answer the phone and he told me what happen. He said Siewfong was at the hosipal because she bang her head on the car door, at first i don't really believe because i tot they want to trick me. Than after that i hear le i was so panic and i faster call Huiping because she was still smsing me.. I told her and she at first also don't believe de.. So when she reach home we talk on the phone about Siewfong problem and other things.. Lame loh. haha.. Ya after that put down phone still abit worried but was too tired and i felt asleep..

Soon later it was morning and heard that Yanbin wont be there so early so i drag my time to go because i was chatting with my cousin when i want to go out, ya huiping called and ask me where am I, I told her i was in the bus but i was still at HOME. I rush cab there.. So good of me man.. :X Than reach ler call Huiping come down, Ya she ran down and we went to the Mobile to buy Ice-cream and than we went up.. Wait and wait and wait. While waiting was watchin vcd.. Into The Mirror Disc 2 and they still not there yet.. Huiping cook Congee and fried some food f0r us wor.. How nice of her.. And haha while waiting... Guess what Pin9 and me think of something naughty.. We think of 2 question to let fong and bin answer before they entered.. we all siao right? but wow both are so clever suddenly answer correctly. :p Ya than we did not study okae? we are chatting and playing.. So fun loh, after that around 4+ we accompany Yanbin go Lot 1 find her shoes. When we are walking from Huipin9 house to LRT we paste Sticker on her back. hahahahahahahaah.. abit Malu loh.. But hahahaha... Nice nice... We are like crazy on that day man. Ya went to Seiyu and the auntie saw Huipin9 back and told her and when we know that she knows we all faster run away. haha.. Ya than at last huipin9 manage to find a shoes for Yanbin. Thats great.. And after yanbin made a payment we were hanging around the make-up thing there ya bought a Mask. After that we went to look for Lian. Huipin9, Yanbin and me each bought one. NIce Nice.. :p ya after that go walk walk awhile than Yanbin go off.. Huipin9, Siewfong and me went to the Community Centre there because both of them wan to pluck Eye brown.. Ya after that we walk to the mini-mart there.. Lol.. after that we walk to pin9 house and guess what? notice that the plastic was at mini mart de so they each took a bottle.. Very lame loh us.. Ya walk to pin9 h0use and went to her room to talk and play, after that was being told to eat.. Her mum cook Curry Chicken.. NICE man... after eating we went off ler... coz wanna go home and watch tv.. Ya borrow $5 from siewfong.. Thanks fong for the $5.. :p Today was really a great day for the 4 of us again... I rreallly Zhen Xi the time we has because the past that we had last year for mi and them was not good.. Sorry Gals but i really enjoy myself with you all... Thanks for bring a great friends to me. We may meet alot of Obstitcle but nothing can make the Friendship break... =) Muack to 3 of Y0U..... Ok end of sat.. :p

Sunday 23 May 2004

Wake up at 7am because meeting them 8.45 at Petir Road. Ya nearly can't wake up. And was only me awake in my family all are sleeping like Pig. So i went to prepare and online until 8.30 and i was late so i took cab to Petir and Huipin9 was there already. But for YAnbin she was not there so i called her and ask her where she was.. Ya i was abit attitude and can say make her dulan ba... And ya waited for her at the void deck. And soon after she came and we walk from Petir to Siewfong house.. Wow.. So tired with the shoes because not really very comfortable. Ya reach her h0use rest and watch tv awhile and weiling came. And we have our make up and after awhile cindy came... Ya make hair all this and that.. until 12+ we went off.. Ya cindy was quarreling with kalai... Kalai is always so unreasonable.. haiz.. from bus to interchange was still arguing.. wth..? trying to let people know that u are so MEAN? kns.. hais. Ya when we reach Interchange and while waiting both of them still quarrel.. hais... Cindy went off after that and did not answer or reply us.. Was really pissed off by Kalai ler.. than some more got people LATE.. Wth loh... hais.. And while waiting Yanbin and group go buy drinks and we already decided how to go le so we ask yanbin to go with guohao they all. once again i think i use too hursh words like Faster lar all this she get pissed off again.. hais... really loh.. Really got problem loh.. argh.. everything like my fault lar.. whatever lar.. Ya walk to Plaza taxi stand because we are running out of time le.. While walking KALAI called and SCOLD me.. i was so PISSED off and angry man.. Fuck loh u quarrel with cindy got to do with me? i ask u all to quarrel? Fuck u lar.. Kalai u really change alot loh.. even cindy mum also ask mi warn cindy le.. but did i say anything to cindy? i keep to my heart i dare not speak anything.. Now because of something u SHOUTED at ME? u remember what u done okae... hais... Ya we took cab there and we reach after that we was told where to sit and not enough space.. and we are all over.. argh.. so sians.. Ya after it start Mr Ng gave us watch the video clip all this and that and his sister gave us a speech. It was so touching. :'( ya she asked if we wan to sing something her Mr Ng and Mr Ng anot.. ya we all agree and we sang the song Love Me which was first introduce by Mr Ng.. We were not that good but we really enjoy ourself.. Our whole class sing.. Really very happy.. And after that Peiyin and Guohao they all sing some other songs.. we took photo, laugh, play and sing together as a class which we have not do it before really ENJOY it.. We rocks okae.. :p.. After the event we stay until 4+ and we went off because Mr ng was busy talking to his friends. And while waiting Taoshun pluck the Rose give Yanbin and all of us start to wan than Jason gave me.. Ya even is jason also ok lar hao guo mei you. But Guohao and Wenjun was pulling the Balloon.. And was alot loh.. After that we all walk to outside with 2 big big balloon which was taken by Huipin9 and Siewfong was so nice u know.. Ya we walk until Suntec there and decided to release.. Ya we all shouted 1 2 3 and we put.. :p so nice.. i saw guohao take de pic got 1 look like Heart Shape.. so nice.. After that we took bus to Orchard with our painful leg.. OuCh..... So Pain and sad.. :( ya went to Plaza Singapura to but drink and after that go other places...and becasue siewfong dun wan let others know her stead she lie to them she went to toilet and than hor.. Jason followed them.. wahahha.. so lame loh jason.. He was drunk lar.. but he hor really very Noisy.. We went to search for Food Court and walk to Taka Guohao bought food and than he eat there after that he accompany us go Far East.. How good of him hor.. we ate Sakura.. So nice ya my cousin came to look for me coz she wan to pass me my key and i pass her back her money because i dun wan to owe her money even we are cousin.. my heart feel uneasy loh.. Ya return her go back eat, eat ler huiping went off left 7 of us.. decided to go pak pool so i went to buy shoes than in the end hor.. i buy ler we end up at Lido.. wahahahah.. nvm lar.. it's okae.. we were at Lido de KFC chatting.so nice wor today... ya 10 we go home took bus to Plaza and ask my dad come fetch me.. He reach at 11+ and than when i reach home i did not sms yanbin because i gu yi one.. haha.. she den message me when i was typing message to her.. and after that i went to sleeping.. so tired wor.. This 2 days i really enjoy myself with all my friends.. They are my great friends... Espically Yanbin, Siewfong and Huiping.. Even thought the past i did so many things that make them hate me so much but now all are past.. Unless they still hate me.. Sometime i may feel lonely with them but i dun car much because to me They are more important to me.. They are my Real sister.. Espically Yanbin. She's the one listening to my crap.. thanks ar.. :p.. hope 4t1 u all enjoy Mr Ng wedding okae..? keke.. nite nite.. below are some pic of Mr Ng and his wife Siang.. Muackz all people.. we rocckss....

<== This Pic was taken by Guohao using his Handphone model E700A

<== This Pic was taken by Siewfong using her Handphone model V200

<== This Pic was taken by Me using my Handphone model LG 7100

1:07:00 PM;

Want to know whats happening this few days? hmm okae i will update but not at the moment.. very busy and tired.. :P Hopefully remember what we had did...

Sat - When to HuIpIn9 house
Sun - Went to Mr Ng and Mrs Ng Wedding ;p

12:06:00 AM;

Today argh.. hMm wake up at around 9+ so i went online because i stil have time before i get ready. Ya saw yanbin and she was sick, she said that her stomach pain and keep on vomitting what she had ate. Poor thing.. Ya she actually asked me weather to accompang her go see doctor anot de but in the end her aunt bring her go. Ya she did not attent school and only left Huipin9, Siewfong and Me Guess what i was LATE very LATE.. =.-.. ya went to school buy drink than go locker take book than go up wait for teacher and guess what after a long time she did not appear and we decided to go off and ya we did went to Jurong Point, ate Mos Burger was so nice.. OmG... Than went to collect my shoes after that went to buy ear ring and many things.. after that went to yanbin house so that i can gave her her book and i was playing computer while she was sleeping and than i ask my dad to fetch me home. ya today nothing much happen just here to update my blog.. Doing a part for what i should do.. I change my blog address lers.. want to know come and find me okae.. bye shall go now.. My leg has been so itchy since last week. Ya hope the Cream my brother gave me can use.. :p buai...

10:33:00 PM;

Fun Day

Today was a great day i ever had since i entered ITE.. Because it was so call our gathering for the four of us.

Yesterday i sleep at 2+ and have to wake up at 9 something in the morning was so tired and sleepy. Know why i wake up so early? Because this girl name Lim Hweeping wanted to come over to play my computer.. Ah dui.. Ya she called me at 9.30 and ask if i am awake. and yes i was in the toilet.. LoL.. So i went to my room to on air-con and computer and wait her this lady to come. Ya she came.. Use computer and i went to bathe and eat my breakfast. At around 11.10 we went off because they wanted to go 163 to eat. After eating we went to Plaza but at the traffic light saw Guohao so 3 of us acccompany him go NTUC and KFC. But it's around 12 by than and we decided to go off until siewfong sms huiping by saying she can only meet us at 12.45 actually we wanted to go to Sembawang first without waiting fot Siewfong but she said shd scare than we wait for her loh went to take 190 and at the bus stop near the place where she see doctor we saw her we act blur but luckily she saw us if not she sure get scolding de.. haha.. in the bus she was talking to her bf. was looking very happy wor.. So we din make her much. Reach MRT was playing with her by wanting her to put the phone down LoL.. bad hor.. But we all like it. Ya took MRT to Sembawang and went to shop shop saw one shirt and it look nice and i try and i can wear so i bought it.. After that no more trouble we than go walk walk.. We went to Orchard by taking this bus number 167 and was so long but during the trip we were talking, joking, playing Chee Kor Pa.. LoL... and we saw a silbling.. The sister was so nice to the brother wor.. keke.. Ya reach PS and we went to Mos Burger because we are so thirsty and than we went to accompany huiping buy CD holder for her sister and after that we go walk walk liao we went to Raffles City to get the present, all together cost $107.75 after we bought we went to Bugis by taking MRt and we go walk walk and took neo-print and after that we go Bugis Street than we go back Bugis Junction to buy Tacobachi.. And we took 197 to Parkway so long but during the trip was still having fun.. Ya we reach and we went to look for Huiping sister.. her sister become mroe n more pretty ler.. wow.. keke.. ya went to walk walk and went to ATM.. than when huiping want to deposite her money i saw someone like Mr Ng and i walk there and that was Mr Ng, he was buying Bread. So we asked him with who he said wife and we all are panic to see her and he brought us there wow.. so pretty man... OMG... Chio Bu wor.. =Xx hehe.. ya after that we contiune to go walk walk walk and than go back find Huiping sister.. than it was around 6+ by the time so we decided to have a game of pool so we went there play for 1 hour and during that 1 hr we are all mad.. LoLx.. after the game we went to take bus and go back bugis so that we can take 960 to Newton to eat.. And yup was so great.. So full and nice.. Really never had a great time with them for don't know how long ler.. hehe reach home around 10 ler.. have a shower and than chat in msn and irc awhile den conference and this time like got nothing to tok like that.. hMm nvm.. shall stop here.. buai... Today i really had a very great time with 3 of them.. (HuIpIn9, YanbIn, SieWfOnG)..

11:29:00 PM;

[[ Todays such a BORING DAY ]]

Wake up at 11am and was doing nothing the whole day. Having a sore throat. Doing nothing was what i can do whjen i am at home.. More worst is that when i want to study nothing can go into my mind. argh.. ya my dad was back because he ankel his leg. It must be damn pain because he can't even walk properly.. see liao my heart very sour sia.. This is the first time i saw him in such suitation.. Being so boring so i end up sleeping with my player on.. sleep only for 3hours.. so tired.. My day was so borning today.. just gonna be crazy soon.. argh...~ Currently watchin tv...

Saw something in a website.. Ya was said in Meteor Garden II when YeSha asked ShanCai What is Love..? Shacai replied: when u luv some1, no matter wad happen, you will think of him. when u lose him, your heart feels like there's a hole

Haiz.. felt so angry when i already calculate the sum of money and sms them.. Serene and Wenjun said he shared with GRACE... argh... we tot we asked u ler.. aiya.. whatever lar.. really no point saying so much loh.. Grace Teo u better becarefuL.. why u snathc all my targets? argh.. so sad sia... so worried on finding the people.. because i already telled them how much to pay ler.. argh... HOW HOW HOW?? shit loh.. hope i can find 2 more people.. hope so.. haiz... -sad-... has been busy since 8+ till 12... was chatting on phone with cindy than after that conference with fong and ling.. than hang up ler was still finding ppl to share.. argh.. shit loh...

Mr Ng Wedding is just 4 more days.. haven finish buying all those things yet.. die ler loh... Ya i wanted to buy Herbal Life hope my mum pay for me.. =D

7:30:00 PM;

Happy Birthday Serene..... Today wake up quite late than online for awhile and think of going to buy clothing so i tell yanbin and she accompany me go. Ya meet her 11.30 i was late by 10mins.. ANd guess what? She is even LAter den me. Nvm we took bus and reach Far East went to eat Long John Silver after that go walk walk and shop for the clothing.. Ya saw a pants it cost $18 and i did not buy at first because decided to go other place and see maybe there is something more nice than that.. But we din really walk already, so i called Siewfong asking where is she, She told me she was bathing and ask to call me later. And after that when she call she say she will be meet Patricia 2.30. So we went to meet them. And while talking i heard this that make mi kinda sad lar.. Someone told me that someone don't like me. Because i very act.. Ya maybe i sometime will act. Really me myself also find thats.. Anyway thanks for telling me ya.. Thanks for your comments please tell me more and make everybody hate me ya? KNow why i said this? Because sometime i find that i need friends more than they need me but in times i am quite Lonely.. Really.. Haiz... But anyway even this things make mi abit sianz diao but my day have to go on right? can't because of this thing than i get irritated right? Ya i treat as i am so happy but inside is not.. aiya Stop thinking lar.. The more i think the more worst it will be.. Ya afer that went to listen to the talk i also don't know how come.. haha.. After that went back to Far East.. On the Way we play a trick on Patricia we went missing and keke.. tot they would be angry but they din.. So we slowly walk to Far EAst and i decided to buy the Pants because i don't want waste time le... Ya saw a shirt also but quite expensive.. So i as told to Kao Lu loh.. y did not buy.. Hmm after that around 6 like that Pat and Fong go off... than left Pin9, Bin and me.. We than suddenLy so hungry than went to KFC to eat.. OMG.. So nice.. keke.. Ya after that Derek came... And guess what? Derek was abit pissed off by a guy.. see his pattern we all stant tio sia.. Ya than we slowly walk to Heeren than sit down there chat chat than go PS.. lol... pin9 left when we reach PS.. than left Bin, derek and me.. We accompany Derek to eat dinner le den we go aracde to play.. LoL... Very fun... Because it has been a long time i played ler... Play liao around 10+ close ler than we walk to Bus-stop to wait for Yibin to board the bus so that he wil meet yanbin... ya i was chatting with derek while yanbin and yibin was behind sitting.. haiz.. reach home so sianz... ok lar i go watch tv ler.. really nothing to do... Buai...

12:15:00 AM;

Sorry yesterday i was too tired to update le.. so i do it not..

17 May 2004
Yesterday i wake up at 8 because i thought i will be going to school but in the end we did not because it's very waste to go school just for one period and go home. Yup stayed at home listening to songs, viewing friendster and many more... was so bOring but suddenly my phone rang and it was Shuyi... We chat for 1hour and 30mins... Wow thats long man keke.. Chat all kind of things... Lame right? Yup... Than asked Shuyi want to come anot she say she was too lazy so she did not come and i meet Yanbin at around 12 at plaza ba.. Went to eat and than go walk walk than go library because Derek message me saying that he will come to plaza to accompany Huoyan to have interview.. Wait and wait until 1+.. si tired went to MacDonal to have ice-cream and rest for awhile... Than they appeared... Derek bought a Ice-Cream and than sit for awhile than we went to NTUC and they went for interview as for Yanbin and Me, we went to buy Susi... Than stand infront of the Staff area there waiting.. When they come out we went to block 163 because derek wanted to eat.. At there also very lame loh.. siao sia.. Than after that was actually wanted to go Yanbin house but we accompany Derek go Westmall to look for job.. see we sOoooo Good man.. LoL... But can't find so we change to Lot 1 and we saw 2 Juice Marketing people that girl was so AP loh. KNS... Shit lar... Pui... than we went inside and wow.. change alot man.. ya asked alot of places.. wOOt.. than after that go ground floor i bought a Cyndi de CD+vcd and Into the Mirror. Into the mirror is Bin and me share de than asked derek and huoyan come over my house to watch.. LoL.. abit scary ba... They hor.. also play at my house.. Was so funny man.. Derek make the sound.. wahahaha make the whole room fill with laughter.. really enjoyed the day man... ehe.. they left my home at 9+.. Eh bad hor them everytime go liao leave mi behind do cleaning.. SoB Sob.. LoLx.. And at night i quarrel with my dad... OmG.. always de ley... jia lat sia me.. but dun worried yesterday i did not CRY.. LoL.. the day was so great.. :P.. Shall stop here le.. later going to buy clothing.. MuaCKz.. Ya weiqi asked who wanna go her house but i guess i am not going as i want to go buy clothing.... and HOPE U GUYS ENJOYED ya.. Miss ya..

10:01:00 AM;

Boring Day

Sleeping late yesterday cause me to wake up late today. I wake up at 12 something in the noon because i force myself to wake up late. After i wake up i on the tv and computer and just watch and play. Chat with Siewfong, PauL, Ruiyun, Weiqi. I was very tired man.. And Nothing much happened.. So borning.. I shall stop here le... YawN~.....

8:11:00 PM;

FUN DAY

Yesterday i was crying until my eye now is kinda swallon. Morning i wake up at around 8.30 because my mother was back at that time. Wake up first thing i will do is go to my own room and on the computer. ya online and than went to brush teeth. watch abit tv and listen to songs.. i also download mtv.. Download until half way went to bathe... Chat with PauL.. than i went out..my eye was swallon and i scare i wil get tired because not enough sleep.. BUT... hey hey.. i was tired but not as tired as what i used to had. Don't know what happen ya.. =X went to eat Long John Silver and walk walk.. ya nothing much to shop.. Serene brought a shirt was kinda nice wor.. too bad me can't wear.. coz size too big la.. and Breast.. =Xx.. Woot.. can i write that? hee hee.. Lame liao loh annie... Getting mroe n more worst le loh.. ya shop from 12+ - 5+ so tired.. argh... big size very ma fan sia... how? can i not go? haiz.. saddie... ya after that went to look for weiqi and ruiyun... we are just behind them but they don'y know... diao.. so funny.. accompany them eat Mos Burger.. den go walk walk den go Paradise Plaza and guess what? got lots of people loh.. than we went to MacDonal to sit sit and chat chat.. lol.. chat alot loh.. and wait for very long den we start to play from 7-9.. wow... diao.. while playing we all was chatting until no mood to play.. was kinda fun loh.. den after that joshua and Jiapeng came to find us.. after play 3 more rounds we went off... to PS... wow... went to eat KFC den slowly walk to Heeren and on the way saw Siewfong bf... walk to Heeren together loh.. and waited for them.. after that we all go home le.. so tired and happy.. :P thanks yanbin for listening to me tok all the while... thanks alot.. she look happy wor.. can meet her dear dear yibin... :P... ok i shall stop here.. kinda hungry and tired le... MuaCKZ...

12:59:00 AM;

Today i wake up late and did not attend Morning Assembly and PIE lesson. And guess what? I receive Phone call from Joseph asking where am i.. i told him i am at home.. he wow liao... also never tell him not coming for lesson.. LoL.. ya i meet yanbin 9 at bus stop. ya went to buy a packet of drink and than went back to class... after that period we went to canteen was actually wanting to eat but after that period was lunch so i bought a packet of tibits and eat.. after eating went to class to have lesson and after that we went to have our lunch in schOoL... after eating went to library and after that went to lesson again.. haiz.. sians.. today in schOoL damn it de sian... ya after schOoL went to plaza walk walk and eat den go jessie house... watch vcd den 6.30 we went off... took bus and when i reach home my mum asked me this that make mi damn pissed off... "u study 12 hours ar?" haiz.. i told her i went out at 10+... she den diam diam... haiz.. den went online and makan and chat with my biao mei... chat until 9 i went offline went to my mum room to watch tv until she came back, she told me that my brother call her and tell her that her stomach got something and wanted serene jie to return him handphone.. hais.. i really very sad loh.. hearing this 2 things i get upset.. Than at around 9.50 serene jie called and asked mi to open the door... haiz.. i saw her with a very gan ga face which make mi very throw face.. it's my brother who did this to her... and my mum had a smal chat with her.. i know the other 2 who accompanied her up was very pissed off by us.. but who cares.. i hate that guy.. fuck u man.. giving us attitude? Fuck ur ass la.. used to be so good with my brother now like what? ya den my brother called me and i did not answer because i din hear that than i called him and i was very pissed off by what he ask he to do, he asked to check the phone if its on good condition anot.. i fuck sia... i asked him to FAn Xing Fan Xing but i get even upset and cry... sms serene jie and tell her that i'm sorry for what my stupid brother had done to her... my brother sms mi and say that ask mi to say what he did i told him i just dun understand why he have beomce like that... and he say if i dun call him i will not called him kor anymore... haiZ... kor u really change alot.. i think mum and dad have dote u too much which make u like that.. i am really very disappointed.... really disappointed... ya u asked mi called u and i called... u tell mi saying that u may die anytime... and u ask mi why i cry? i cry is because of the 2 reasons, one u said u have something in ur stomach the other is about u and jie... haiz... i think i amm really useless... a girl who only know how to cry... dunno any other things... haiz... ok i shall stop here.. buai...

7:56:00 PM;

I was late again this morning. want to know why? Because i wake up at 7 actually there is time for me but i drag.. Ya yesterday night i cried and at around 12 i hear someone shouting and thats my mum, she's being unreasonable again. I don't know who she scold but i guess is my dad. Hai.. I did not go out and look just in case i am the other one who get it. So i did not really bother and get back to sleep.. Sleep until this morning 7. Go online and went to bathe after that pack my bags and went to schoOl was late to meet them. Huiping is even later... went to canteen to drink and yanbin, jessie and siewfong was eating. after that went to class, we are talking and doing nothing.. After that went to our next lesson CRN... haiz.. i think i am too much, i did not do the work and i say want to give up.. haiz... But i really don't know what i am studying lor.. So now i am trying to study as hard as possible. haiz... i am in deep trouble le... argh.. ya did not went out to eat because i got homework to do.. really alot and than we did not really do much because no mood... haiz... than went to attend lesson after that went home... nothing to do and watch vcd.. ok i shall stop here for today.. was very tired... byez...

7:08:00 PM;

Yesterday i did not update my blog. So i will do it now.

12 May 2004
Today i did not attend school because I went to Bukit Batok ITE to sell Batteries. It was raining in the morning and was actually planning to have our breakfast at my mum coffee shop but it has been change to 279 because of the heavy rain. Haiz.. Yup i was kinda sian after eating we walk to Bukit Batok ITE walk as slow as we can because we still have lots of time. When we reach Mrs Teo have not reached and we saw Sufiyan he was a SC. He change alot and frankLy speaking the SC there sucks... Just Simply hate them alot so action. Just like an action pig.. Pui... Ka Na Sai.. Ya we waited for quite long and than at around 8.50 i tried to call them and they said they just want to come. We was so tired and than we wait for them to come than after waiting receive a phone call which asked us to go to the canteen we saw them and when Huiping is walking down the stair she nearLy fall.. luckily she din fall.. =X ok ya we were told on wher to sell and what time does the visitor are having their buffet.. we are damn pissed off by those SC because they keep on saying us. Wtbf think SC big? all are SHIT...~ Bloody Shit.. think what your schoOL can complaint izzit? Knn.. Fuck off lar... Ya we din realy wanted to sell because whenever we go also kanna said... even we are told to go Hall also cannot.. fuck sia... worst than DOVER... CCB.. Bukit Batok ITE Sucks... Sucks to the core. Ya i only sold 1 box and was being helped by my friends... Heng loh.. everyone was very pissed off and almost feel like giving up... haiz.. what a sad things.. ya was actually wanted to go back schoOl but was ask not to.. so i din loh.. ya i did show attitude to yanbin, yup at first she was angry but in the end she did not.. Ya once again sorry... Because maybe u all are clever enough but i am not.. i need to study... exam coming.. i am damn scared... haiz... but in the end i still neber go lar... went to JP to shop shop.. tried some cloths but i dun like it.. saw a pair of shoes and i put deopsite and will get it by this week ba... haiz.. after that we ate long join and went to Huiping house.. Ya was very sian at first because 3 of them are talking amoung themself and me was only like at there listening and laughing... kinda sad loh.. but in the very end was kinda fun because we played trick to our friend... hehe... so funny... after that around 6.30 we went home.. i took cab and i was very tired le... online untiL 9.30 like that i offline because i am very tired and sad... just feel like crying again. i dont know why.. Went to my mum room and watch tv... after that 10 le i off it and start to think alot of things.. for example What happen if i die, I am scare to die. thinking of my life now and past.. thinking of him suddenLy, thinking of whats actually going on between Serene jie and my brother over the past 8 month.. when i think of my brother and serene jie i cried... i just cry out... haiz... very sad.. argh.. life sucks.. and we are called shit by her.. wtf... if we are shit u are a BITCh... fucking bitch... a bitch where no one like... i just simply hate her.. i find that what weiqi said is right, what they told her are all rubbish... i hate my life.. buai... was in a sad mood...

6:39:00 PM;

Today.. Very naughty.. Why? Because hor.. I never attend first lesson.. haha... My mum in the morning still ask mi today no school ar? i told her that i go late.. haha.. Notti.. Ya.. Online until 9 Weiqi hor.. than sms us say must reach 9.30.. Than i was so kan chiong faster change and go off.. LoL... reach sch late loh... but hor.. haha.. really heng never attend schOoL because hor... teacher not her reaLLy heng man.. LoL... than 5 pe0ple was only allow to sit teacher car go... so first was Weiqi, Shuyi, Aijuan, Weiling, Yanbin take teacher car... than Siewfong, HuIpIn9, Jessie and me took cab.. was also very noisy.. LoL... haha.. damn funny because hor we keep on entertaining ourself.. the uncle bo chap.. lame sia.. ya when we reach we were told of what to do.. den we start.. i find that i am just simply useless... don't dare to approach... hais...and guess what we saw the school principal den we still talk until so lame.. haha.. that pricipal very nice loh... really.. he helped us alot.... and make alot of visitor helped us.. thanks Mr Tan.. ya weiqi, huiping and jessie sold 2 box.. yanbin sold one le.. she came to help mi.. after that Patricia, weiqi and Shuyi helped me.. ya i finish one box... i go back and than i go back help yanbin.. yup every 1 finish all... yea... happy wor.. was kinda tired.. and hor.. hehe.. mrs teo hor.. help us tell mrs tay we all very tired and ask for not going back sia... SHE AGREED... yesh.. we so haPPy sia.... shout is the only thing we can dO... wahahhaha.... ya we tool 3 photo.. yea... after that we pack up and 6 of us take Mrs Teo car go back.. wOot.. haha... we al same old thing.. NOISY... wahahahahahahahahah... so funny sia... ya after that i go back schOol approach 4 staff.. they bought..~ wOot.. nice nice... hehe.. after that we go to west mall to find weiling they all... go shop shop and huiping try the dress.. ok loh.. not bad... black is nicer... =) ya after that weiqi hor.. her face abit not happy le.. we faster go back.. hey weiqi sorry ar... =) ya went back.. play V.ball.. today got lots of people came back... wow liao.. so boring.. we ran,...2 runs.. WA... but i walk... Shhhh.. haha.. den we train abit.. and we chat abit.. and we play a match.. yea.. my hand pain.. lol... but must get used to it.... bleah,... pissed off my jessie loh.. showing offf... wtf... ok lar... after that we are cake and we go off... took bus chat and reach home... online chat, and very sianz... buai... i wanna try to make OQ girls blog.. with all people face inside... i try ok.. if can every1 try to use one blog for our person things or gathering day... okae? if u all wan loh.. dun wan den i will also try.. ya tmr have to reach sch by 9... ok shall stop here.. buai.. muackz...

8:26:00 PM;

YoZ... I was late in the morning wor.. 4 of them are waiting for me at the bus stop.. LoL... Whats the feeling for waiting people..? LoL... but u all got 4 so wont feel anything right? not like me.. onLi one people... KNS... Yup went to canteen to have breakfast than go back class.. after lesson we were told to go to the canteen to talk things out.. well i wasn't there.. so i don't really know what thEy said ya.. Anyway say liao you don't change say also no use.. whats the point? sianz man.. Today was a very warm day.. OmG.. WARM... we did not go out and eat because we don't have enough time.. we ate in school.. was so hot and warm until i keep on sweating.. oh my goodnes... yup was kinda angry because all were at the canteen and onli a few of us help them take bag.. was kinda pissed off.. take liao still kanna say.. wth... hais.. well used to it le... yup having test today... so many and kaos...after i finish everyone was ANNIE come.. ANNIE come.. ANNIE here.. ANNIE here.. ANNIE faster.. I am stuck... diao.. BUSY sia... Patricia hor... Almost wanted to give uP... but in the end she did not.. HEY... girl.. U JUST WANNA GIVE UP LIKE TAT? WELL.. IF THATS So.. MAy As well dun study loh... really loh.. Now people can help exam we can't u all know? hais... i got nothing to say... just in case later people dulanz me... hais.. after break when to EFC lesson... we are so noisy.. LoL.. keep kanna scolding.. LoL... wahahahahahahahahahaha... after school around 6 people came my house... die le la.. my house is like what loh.. so untidy.. they all hor.. wanna beat ler la.. ya we watch Jiu Ming at first but find not nice den watch The Park.. Tmd.. keep on kanna scare by LIM HWEEPING... make mi shout for many times... eat shit loh... ahha.. after that they watch Gui Ma Jia Zhu until half way all go home.. diao... so scary loh.. all scare mi... eh.. not funny loh.. ya my brother ex girlfriend came... guess what? i keep on shouting... haha.. Notti right? well i really hate her... ok lar.. todays weather damn hot.. i am sweating... argh... nitez...

9:14:00 PM;

Today wake up at 8 because my mum friend called... Ka Ni Na... early in the morning call si mi... Was so pissed off.. Every Sunday Morning sure will called.. I was so fucked up and really feel like scolding her... Wake up online for awhile but no one was here so i went to bathe.. After that online again untiL 10+ hais.. After that My brother went to cut hair and his phone rang.. so i went to take a look... i was very rude i can sae that i went to look at his phone message.. and i saw a few message from this girl call Ivy.. and my brother set her name as Dear Ivy.. Upon seeing this.. i get very sad.. and after that my mum came back.. i feel like telling her but i dare not... I really cannot tolerate my brother... What he promise is all GONE... Gone ler.. I really hope that Serene jie can come back.. but i think the hope is slim... hais... And my mum even tell me that My brother say no need to tell Serene jie le... I was so angry and i tell my mum i think he got new target ler lar... and aiya... i dont know lar.. hais.. We went out to eat, I don't know why i start to give faces.. To my brother than my father.. hais.... What's happening to me? I don't even know.. My brother was because he keep changing on where to eat... My dad was he ask question i answer him in a angry tone... hais... after eating we went to ah ma house... Ah yee they all were there le... Yuppy i was quite ok but after my mum show the ring i get very angry and dun feel like doing anything... hais.. Next time don't ask me buy things le... and don't ask me do anything.. I am just a useless person who can't choose and do things well... hais... Every1 was saying not nice all this and that.. I said them back.. I said not nice next time don't ask mi buy... I felt that i am really very Lonely in my grandma house... They dote on those cousin except for me.. My grandfather dote on his sons children. As for my grandma ,she dote on eileen and benjamin... All my Ah yee also... They don't really talk to me.. I am always just there alone watching tv and chatting with Benjamin.. HAIZ.... Sometime i dont like to go to my grandma house... And know what? I get even sad when i heard this... Zhen go on a diet lar... it's my mum who say this.. and she shouted infront of the whole family member.. i get very sad and angry.. I know others are prettier and thinner den me... Must you just let mi lose face... I really felt very sad... All my cousin are pretty and Handsome i can say that except for me... Really this is the truth... I was thinking izzit very lose face to have a ugly and fat daughter? if yes pls tell mi.. can dont anknowledge me... everytime say my bad things to ah ma they all but kor kor she will always say good things... hais... Than i was sitting at my ah gong sofa and this cousin make mi very dulan.. her name was Yiling.. She keep saying Dua Pui Nei Nei(keep looking at me and saying this) i guess she is referring to me ba.. Haiz.. I don't really like to go to my grandparents house... Whenever i am there i will feel very sad and loneLy.. I am not like last time ler.. I am not that CheerfuL le... Not like last time ler... LAst time i can laugh, play alot but now... I have been crying for 4 days... Many things has been kept in my heart.. I don't know who to turn to... I know my ah yee don't like me to go out with Eileen... I don't know why... Maybe to her i am a stupid + Naughty Girl... Over all my cousin Eileen is the one i can get along well with.. Her br0ther also ... I can't afford to lose 2 cousins... Really can't.. I am afraid that Eileen will be good back with Pauline... I am very scare... they are going to be in the same schoOl very soOn... Haiz... If they are good like last time i think i am going to be very the loneLy... hais.. Yup after eating i went home... In the car Serene Jie message me... Really glad she still remember me.. She asked mi alot of question... I think she still corcern about us... My dad bring me to find my ah ma.. at there... hais.. once again i heard those i don't want to hear.. ASk mi to go diet again... argh.. Fuck off lar... Want me diet izzit? Lock mi at home don't let mi eat lar.. Best loh.. Or rather die loh.. No need to suffer... Really loh.. I know i need to go on a diet... HAIZ... at there my tear was out but i faster whipe away... and when i reach home my tear automatic came out.. It get even worst when serene jie message.. I get even upset and when i see the message she send mi that day my eye will turn red... hais... i really don't have the mood to do anythin.. just feel very upset... i guess i sad also no use.. no one will know my feeling... i think i shall stop here ler...

-crying every night- hais... i may just go crazy one day...

6:28:00 PM;

Today was a tired day for me.. Today i wake up at 7+ because i have to reach school at 10 something and 9 we are meeting to eat MacDonal.. I reach first follow by Yanbin, Shuyi, Catherine, HuIpIn9, Weiqi than Aijuan.. Aijuan reach at 9.45.. LoLs.. When we finish than we realise that Aijuan have not cOmE.. So Yanbin called her she say she is reaching.. So we waited for her and guess what? Jessie message Yanbin.. So we just straight away tell her that we are at MacDonal... YuP.. She did not reply.. So we know that she is angry.. And Weiqi still at there Cheer say My mum will win 4D today.. So funny man... haha.. Yup after Aijuan ate we went to schOOL... we were late... haha.. we wasn't listening... but we are playing and using computer.. LoL.. But after that around 11.30 my dad call mi tell me he was around my scHoOl so i went 2 look for him and ask him to pass me the discman.. was kinda nice.. but i am very notti... i take the discman le i go liao.. never even pack the thing properLy for him.. so bad of me... =( keke... den after that around 11+ we were dismissed... and we went to locker than we went off... yup... went to Plaza Singapura... y ley? waiting for gek choo than go eat Mos Burger. we saw YiFeng and Apple Hong YiPin9.. both are so pretty.. wOot.. keke.. den after that we go MOS burger eat... eat ler.. den we go to the shopping centre and i tot i saw Derek but it was not.. He was Jason. I dont know why when i see him i somehow very dulan... just don't know why... haiz.. so Yanbin, and me when to change den actually Yanbin, Aijuan and me want to go and play Lan Game.. But suddenly i feel like playing pool.. so i tell yanbin that i feel like playing pool.. but they are playing and only open one table so i decided to go and play Lan game again but this time round paul ask us to play CS but yanbin and me dont know how to play.. and we can't find a table with 3 people wher can sit together so we went back to the pooL there.. than Weiqi open a table but she don't feel like playing... but i guess the person who played most is Jason ba... Well i guess onli.. den paul when to open another table... i played with him and than i was all around those table... but din really play much... coz LOSE alot... hais..Than around 4+ Yanbin, AIjuan and Huiping all left... than more sians... Left me there... hais.. forget it lar... Than Weiqi and me go buy ice-cream than realise that the uncle did not return her, her Ez-link card.. She went back and take.. The Uncle still laugh.. siao sia.. So we went to buy.. eat liao 1 than feel like eating one m0re.. Yea we did go buy 1 more.. wOot.. nice nice.. after i finish both... i get very fuLL... wOw.. around 5+ we punch out... Wanted to pay back Paul but he don't want... Siao sia him.. think he rich sia... Than guess what? Junzhu0 and jason went to play arcade... Lame loh.. already said RuiYun is waiting ler.. still playing.. must beat ler lar... haha... Yup after that we walk from the place to PS.. while walking we saw YiFeng and Apple.. we wave to them but they face other side.. than weiqi say that Quan YiFeng must change name to Dao YiFeng haha.. so funny... than when we reach PS we went to eat... But i did not eat... Dun feel like eating.. Eat ler.. RuiYun and gang go smoke... hais.. i don't understand why u all smoke.. well i cannot say much... hais... Left Junzhuo and Me at KFC.. hais.. after that both of us go walk walk loh.. what to do........ den accompany Junzhuo go 77 street... he buy a ear stunt and ear stick i buy ear stick... than when junzhuo want to change his ear got blood.. alot man.. EeeeE... but after that ok ler.. So i went to look for my cousin... They accompany me go... Than they go off.. i waited for about 20 and wow... from this 20 mins.. so boring... because got customer so i went to walk walk.. i walk from 2nd floor to 3rd floor to 4rd floor den go back 2nd floor than later was asked to go B1.. when i come back those aunties still there.. OMG.. but heng in the end they bought... and after that went my cousin wanna pack le.. there got 0ne Ang Moh lady standing there.. so she asked me to go down and wait for her first.. i wait for another 5 mins den she come... we walk to TAKA Jewellery can't find my Ah Yee one but my mum one.. franklty speaking not very nice loh.. but no choice.. i call my brother he never answer.. so i just buy.. For my AH yee de... My cousin will go buy.. than after that we all walk to HMV coz i wanna buy the Hotdog Bun.. and guess what? i saw Jessie.. Omg... She was with Linda and 2 more gerl... kns loh... say wanna go home in the end at orchard.. so suay... EeeeeE..... yup.. den i went to taka with my cousin to ask something.... than after that went to shop shop... She wanna go Adiddas... but close... diao.. rush to Pacific Plaza but can't find... so tiring.. and when i want to go and press money there was alot of ppl.. than we went to level 1(at Far East) nothing to shop den still alot of people den we went off.. In bus.. Alamak... saw jessie again.. this time i don't know did she saw me anot... hope no.. so suay man... I reach home aready 10.50 ler.. tired tired.. and went to bathe... after that was actually wanna wait till 1 plus den sleep.. den hor.. suay suay.. i felt asleep... argh.. wake up at 12+ and my dad was back and i went to eat.. eat ler. i go bed ler.. hais.. i was kinda giving my mum faces.. sorry ma... sorry dad... and Sorry.. I don't know why this few days i keep on crying... I really don't know why... aARGh............................................. HAIZ... ByE PpL.. and take care

11:51:00 PM;

It was raining in the morning.. So i sms Yanbin and tell her that it's raining so don't go assembly. Yup she say okae and than she tell me she go back sleep.. We never even say later meet what time or what.. lol.. Than around 7.50 i sms her ask her where is she. She say she just wanted to go and wear socks than i tot should be very fast.. Than when i walk to my side the bus stop the bus go off.. keke... Than i wait and the next bus came after 5mins and i thought I would probably take the same bus as her. But i can't see her.. Than never mind lor. When i reach the bus stop i drop and waited for somehow than i can't see any sight of her than i sms her ask her where is she, she told me that her bus ran. And she was stuck at Bukit Panjang behind Fajar Secondary School than i tell her that i wont wait for her because when she reach i think i going to be dead by than. keke.. So i saw Joseph so we walk to school together. After crossing i saw Huiping and HuoYan i wanted to wait but i am still alittle angry with Huiping so i did not wait i carry on walking and than when it's walking to the end i asked Joseph to wait because i wanted to let Huiping see the photo. Yup i think i have forgiven her but still got abit of angryness loh.. But how can this kind of thing go on for so long? So i waited for her to come loh.. Not really talking to her but at lease i did reply okae.. :p... than we did not attend first lesson.. As the teacher also not there.. Lame hor.. We were at canteen until 9.15 than go class for EFC... After EFC we all go out eat.. LoL.. HuIpIn9, Weiqi, Aijuan and Joseph was being called to help Mrs Diana Teo.. So they did not go.. And guess what Yanbin reaction was...? haha... tOo bad i did not grab a pic of her and post it here.. She was shaking her head and saying Why Huipin9 never come with a retarded look.. LoL.. Make us laugh untiL siao... hahahahahaha... Yanbin ar Yanbin.. You miss HuIpIn9 tOo MuCh Le Si Ma? LoL...While walking yanbin say that she got something to tell us.. We are like huh what thing? THan she say is serious one.. And Annie better believe.. tHan all of us give a very Serious look at here.. And Guess what? She said that she has Patch with YiBin.. Wow THats Great mans.. yanbin we are so happy for u... Don't give urself too less confident okae. Both must believe each other.. Hope both of u will Happy Forever... =).. So Happy... Don't worried so much loh.. Yanbin and YiBin Forever.. :P hey got stead ler remember to remember u friend ley... LoL.. So we took bus there and we ate MacDonald.. After eating we went to look for ear ring and than Siewfong said that she want to pierce ear Yanbin also want so do I.. LoL.. we went to search for the whole Clementi than manage to find one shop, but we were waiting to pierce for about 5-10 mins.. The shop was tOo busy to entertained us.. while waiting we all are uttering rubbish.. LoL.. keep laughing.. And when our turn come guess what we get very scared... LoL... Yup kinda pain.. and hor..we get cheated sia.. KNow why? because we ask the auntie got Medicine anot she said yes than later pierce liao she say No.. Need to purchased.. We was like What The Fuck Loh.. But never mind lar.. than we walk back and went to locker and take books and than hor.. LoL... we 3 of us so lame go up class so early sit at there talking and laughing and take pic of our ear.. haha.. Today OFC was okae.. =) after that went home loh... Tomorrow got make up lesson.. sians.. but stil have to come... Yup come home bathe than watch vcd.. Cry...~ :'( This few days i keep on crying... hais.. My mum told me what my brother told her... My mum agreed to help my brother this time.. She also dun wan my brother to lose a good girlfriend.. upon hearing this i get happy and hope my jie will giv kor a chance.. My brother said that he is willing to change (he promised my mum)... Jie Pls give my kor kor one last chance... He regretted.. There was 5 people who BRAINWASH him... which are My Mum, His 3 friends and Me... keke.. Kor remember your words okae.. waiting for your good news... Cherish her if you manage to win her back... Dun repeat your mistake.. i really felt sad when u 2 break.. i cry when i hear what u say today and what u promise mummy... All the very best from your mei mei.. Take care and miss ya.. I suddenLy miss someone alot... hais.... hate my life...

1:26:00 PM;

Today is even more sad day for me.. Why? Because theres 2 problem...
1. Between HuIpIn9 and Me
2. My Brother and Girlfriend

1. The problem between Huiping and me was still on.. Yup i was so call giving her attitude but if she yesterday never say me like that i don't think i wil be so unreasonable to give attitude. You give me black face so do I. Maybe to other people may think that this Annie here is a unreasonable girl. Maybe is mine wrong but yet blame you. Anyway, Huiping in your blog you say you not in good mood. Not in good mood than take me as a venting machine? Well u think i don't feel sad? You think i want to have this kind of Friendship? I tell you, I am very angry. But How long can i angry? Hais.. Forget It.. Let it be? I don't know...!

2. Today my brother called me when i am waiting for seats in the canteen, He told me that He and Serene jie broke off.. Upon hearing this i get very sad and feel like crying... I ask him why he say he will tell us. I will be waiting and i want to talk to him. I am very scare that something will happen to him or he will do anything to make him having problem. I am scare.. I am also scare that he may turn to be like last time where always quarrel with me and my parents. I am really very scare... Very vent.. Serene jie jie is really very good to me. Dote me alot, Share problem with me, buy me things and i can't bear to lose a jie like her.. but now i have lose her. hope she will remember me.. =`( I sms her asking her.. She kept saying sorry, but i dont want sorry. But it's too late.. Anyway Jie i wish you all the best in whatever you do.. Hope you and my brother remain as friends.. Over all his gf.. I can say that u are the best, you can REn his attitude, the way he treat you.. I really xing shang you.. Remember to contact me when free.. haiz.. really sad.. My parents know about this..~ haiz.. Have been crying at home.. Many problem are now approaching me.. HOW?~~~~

I am very sad and sorry for all my stupid attitude today.. Sorry..! feel sad.. If i give you all attitude I am really Sorry.. Hope u all understand.. Ya i recall i did show attitude to Yanbin during Mrs Tay period where she ask me want to go watch movie anot.. Wel there are reasons why i don't want to go. 1. If i go either me or Huiping will give you and Guohao faces. 2. I no money but actually i really wanted to go but don't feel like because skip lesson i don't wish to.. Exam is round the corner already ler.. I must study hard le.. No playing for me.. Sorry... Bye.. Go le.. Buai..

6:59:00 PM;

Today wasn't a Good Day for me.. Hmm.. Morning i was late so Yanbin and Jessie was at the bus stop waiting for me.. When i reach i did not see Huiping so i asked them where is she they told me she was late. So we went to school first, we went to the canteen to have a light breakfast because later 10.15 we have a break.. So we went to went to class late and we went to Library because we got nothing to do in class.. Some of them are sleeping, some are playing with the computer, some are chatting, some where at the canteen... I was there wanting to sleep but can't.. So i did not do anything just rotting here and there.. And we went off at 10 to our break.. I actually wanted to go out but Yanbin don't want so we stay in schOoL to eat loh.. I ate Curry Chicken Mee Hoon. Nice nice..*Yummy YuMMy* After that we went for our next class, at first we were there happily chit chatting until i was very tired and went back to my sit and take a rest.. And than when teacher come all of them went back.. And when the lesson start Huiping and weiqi was sleeping so we did not really talk.. As for Yanbin, Jessie and Me 3 of us was listening to songs... And when yanbin heard a sad songs she told me.. so nice man the songs.. Than when the lessone end.. Jiapeng came and find Jessie but Jessie did not notice because we were talking and she was listening to Discman than Huipin9 help Jiapeng to call her.. First time she did not hear.. Than Second time.. She heard and went to the back.. Than She ask her what thing? Huipin9 than don't know why get pissed off and say Jiapeng find you lar(using attitude and not happy tone). Jessie get angry also and say her back.. Jessie still bang the chair and hit me. I say Jessie, I never make you hor.. Then she say sorry and she walk away.. Than i look at Huiping. I won't really remember what i say or what i did she just say me.. She said me You go find your Good friend lar..Using those kind of attitude as if i did something wrong like that... I was so angry and i say her back by saying..' I never make you dont show me attitude hor... Than i walked out angily...And i was not born to let u people happily scold and show attitude de hor... i agree i sometime show Attitude.. but i did apologies to you all... sometime i did not because i find that i don't have the gards to do that... I walk straight to Library but i see no one so i walk back and we went to the canteen.. I saw Weiqi, Huiping and some other people so i did not bother much. So Yanbin, Jessie, Patricia and Me sit together... Even though Jessie is there but i got no choice.. Because i am very angry with Jessie you see.. I receive Huiping message by saying Sorry don't angry but i doubt it's too late.. Once it's said its already said... well if you did say anything to weiqi they all saying about me or whatever thing i also don't care... because i know that quite a number of people like Weiling, Weiqi don't really like me...Espically Weiling loh.. Weiqi still ok.. She did talk to me and play with me.. but weiling i find that she's like don't like me loh... well i also don't care le.. i know that i am just nothing in OQ... Just a student who always show attitude, shout and scold people de annie... what else? i am just a girl who many people don't really like right? I guess maybe my five years friend also sometime don't like me. It has been 5 years.. Did i change? hai.. I think no.. still the same old me... Remember that i am just a small little piece of cake only.. Not that many people like de hor.. dont get close me... I am a lousy.. i am a idoit.. i a stupid ass... i am a girl who is HUMJI right? yea.. annie you are... wahahha... well after that we went to library we saw Rui Yun, Ivis, and many more people and we chat and play there.. keke.. kinda fun... after that we went back to class and teacher hor... more funny.. tell us wanna conduct role play at level 2 but in the end at the side there.. near Co-op de.. we keep on teasing her.. bad hor us.. lol.. after schooL when to look for Geraldine.. Took cab and meet her at Interchange... I gave the uncle wrong direction and than still never mind, we hear a radio station where as u can dial and play game one and there was this lady name Linda called and she saw asked by this question Are You Ready? and that lady reply I ate already Upon hearing that Yanbin and me burst out laughing. hahaha... and that Dj still make her pai seh sia... haha... so bad sia that DJ... lOl... so i reach and we when to meet Geradline and saw Mrs Goh had a 3 mins chat with her. than we walk back to schOoL.. When reachin the enterance we saw Mrs Yap we than have a chat with her and than she went off.. keke.. miss her alot sia.. =) than we went to register and than go take cert.. than there was this teacher call Goh Pek Kow.. make mi damn angry sia... he said hor, geraldine next time sure can find work whereas i can't upon hearing this i get angry and i walk out of the office and act guai lan.. haha.. pai kia sia.. =Xx... well fajar change to like a piece of SHIT... yellow in colour.. hmm after taking the cert we actually wanted to find teacher but hor none was there so we went to the canteen and while walking we saw some of our classmate pic so nice wor.. hmm than went to canteen chat chat with auntie until 4.15 den both os us go plaza ler.. went to popular than Mac.. than we study and talk abit until 6.30 den we had our dinner than we go walk walk.. than we took neo-print... =) than we went home.. reach home around 7.40+ like tat den chat, than play Gunbound than help yanbin download songs den go sleep at 11+... YawnS~.. Hmm recently my brother and his girlfriend keep quarreling.. hais... sad... ok lar.. i shall go ler..

4:25:00 PM;

Morning i took the same bus as Yanbin they all.. ActuaLLy i do not want to board the bus because it's tOo pack.. so Squeezy.. But i still manage to get uP... i actually is cannot than got a man he move back than i chap inside de.. Baddie right? Than still never mind it's already so squeezy got a china lady so bastard keep on squeezing me... so angry sia.. You know what? When Yanbin want to alight the bus the driver close the door.. She keep on pressing the bell.. hehe... driver so lame.. always close door when she wanna board or alight.. so bad... yup as usual yanbin act as if want to beat the driver.. so funnie... Yup as usual go schooL buy food.. hai.. the auntie now everytime give attitude sia.. so bad.. don't want do business ar? aiy0z... And we had our lesson lor. Crn teacher tell us how to study for exam, than PIE teacher not here.. but our class today so strange stay in class talking instead of going out. Than when it's time fow SW we change and go tyhan teacher say don't have because we got exam to take.. Super Lame loh.. never heard before loh.. lol.. and by the way we don't have SW untiL school reopen ler.... EeeEe... Teacher still say maybe he wil not teach us.. hai.. better is got loh... so bad sia... all good teacher all gone.. yup we went central for our Lunch, I ate Curry Rice, So hor and i drank 2 cup of Sugar Cane after that was very fuLL... fuLl until can't walk, even bully Shuyi sia me... ask her help mi take bag... =Xx.. Than Siewfong called when we are in the MacDonal.. I told her we are going back and when we reach you know what we saw Siewfong get caught by Mrs Tay and she gave her Campus Services. Ya I remember yesterday when she change her shoes I kick and she get angry... She was angry Sorry Siewfong... Luckily she not very angry if not i die loh... keke... Then after talking to Mrs Tay she cancle the Campus Service thing.. keke.. goodie... Than today so sian sia Mrs Tay lesson doing project ya no one help me... Hai... But i manage to finish with the help of Aijuan... Thanks Aijuan ye... =) MuaCkie.. Yea we Finally go training but only for 1 hour. but better than never go ya... yup took bus home and when i reach home my dad was not at home and i was alone again... =(... Anyway i already get used to it ler... hMm i went online but did not chat more.. Don't have the mood to chat also... OK i shall go liao Buai... Take Care.. hais....

8:31:00 PM;

YawnS...~ HaPpy half year Anniversary to Siewfong and Jinqiang... yup.. today went to school... as per normal... wait for them loh.. lols.... used it very it ler... hmm actualli i forget what to write loh.. hmm i will try my very best to write okae.. hmm.. yup today in school ar ok loh..during SES period i sms siewfong by saying happy anniversary.. sort righT? lols.. i very sleepy.. but never sleep.... we don hve OFC so we went to SMART room.. and we went off at 12+ and we had 2 hours of lunch.. haha.. we si bei notti loh... today i dunno why huipin keep scolding that nei nei thing.. make nmi very feel like beating her... pls change k.... thanks.. for your sake aso wor... :P.. if u change i will love u alot.. lol.. just kidding.. yup... in bus everywhere saying about this lady called Janice... the story was so long until we can't finish u know.... hey sorry ah qi at first we tot janice and u so click than we dare not say anything one.. den never will i know that u aso dun like janice wor.. lol... so Funny ar us... keke.. we had very long tok about Janice... long until saliver dry... =xX... kkeke.. after schooL went to city hall with Junzhuo, Huipin9 and Yanbin.. we waLk walk and talk talk... so fun and tired.. and after that we meet taoshun.. wow so yandao and still the same.. aha..we went to buy Chocolate Strawberry.. nice nice... Juicy sia... I want some more.. we than went to the higer lever where we can view the whole esplanade there and we were talking and than taoshun saw a coupLe kissing... and was so long mans.... we talk and than we went off... took bus and was very sleepy... keke.. i reach home at about 7+... come online and chat... =Xx.. so sians.. i go ler.. mayb should do some editing.. =).. MuaCkZ...

8:59:00 PM;

Wow.. It has been 2 days i have not update my blog. As for Friday is because i am too tired to type and Yesterday was because my internet has been deactivate therefore i can't online.


Friday 30 April 2004

Happy Birthday HweePing.. I forgotten to send her message to wish her Happy Birthday on 12.00am because i felt asleep. Today i meet Yanbin and Hweeping 7.30 at bus stop actually but never the less i take the same bus with them. And chatting along in the bus. When we reach we went to the locker to take Yanbin Shoes and after that we went to canteen to have a drink. and we went for our assembLy. Not many people was there but haha.. was very funny when Hweeping said that she already have 3 pillow with her so Yanbin took her present we gave her and throw at one side... haha.. Naughty her... Yup Siewfong did not attend school and jessie came herself, Patricia was not there either.. So bad of them. So we went to have our first lesson where i did not even bother the teacher as i don't really like her... =X.. keke.. Bad Student h0r... Then after her lesson was Mrs Tay Lesson yup today her attitude toward us was pretty ok not like Thursday. Thats Great anyway... And we did our Practice 12 and after we gone thru the answer we went off to our next lesson which is Mrs Dot Tay Lesson hmm pretty alright because we don't even have lesson, so we actually was surpose to leave class at 11+ but we went to canteen to sit from 10.45 we were there and wait for 11.05 - 1110 to come and we wanted to go ler than they said want to wait for Jiapeng and when he came than people start to diggy Dally(drag our time) was very angry but also no choice no right to angry also birthday girl more big... Lols... than yup finally at 11.20 - 1130 we than go off.. we reach orchard ar around 12+ like that and Yanbin accompany me to take money than when we reach we went to toilet and was standing infront to Tiffany(a shop name where i forget the full name) and somehow we was being was to go out to wait for friends.. like hell lor the security guard.... like shit.. than when almost everyone reach we went to Seoul Garden to arrange the table and guess what. There are 20 People there.. was so surprise wor... and we eat hmm not as much as we used to eat wor... keke... but it's very full and we even cook something disgusting to let Hweeping eat.. She almost throw up... haha... bad hor.. and we left seoul garden at 3+ while Ruiyun was waiting for us... we went to change and we went to walk walk whereas Cindy, Baoling Weiling and someother people went to buy HweePing Present. We were at Hereen waiting until they came, they bought a Necklace which cost around 50+... And after that we went to Bugis, before i went there i went to look for my cousin with Wanyew and JunZhuo we had a small chat there. We chat until we saw the Supervisor came.. Lols than we went off. Wanyew and I accompany Junzhuo walk to Plaza Singapura to take Cab to Bugis. When we reach there i saw Yanbin and Guohao standing down there and there was a girl standing beside Yanbin where i did look at her and did not realise that, that girl was Peiyin.. i was so shock... Because she have change to more pretty ler.. and wow... really can't believe she was peiyin loh. Than i realise that Huiping is wet.. than i ask them they say she kanna sabo.. keke... best sia... than i notice that jessie is not there so i ask them they say she go change and lol... 2 different story of what i heard where jessie was wet... One is from Huipin9,yanbin, siewfong and girls say is she go in herself whiLe pushing Huipin9 den she tell mi she was being push by huipin9 in...wth... but keke.. u all think la.. i will believe who? of coz is my other group of friend lar.... lol.. believe her is a stupid ass man... lol... jus kidding... =) we talk, walk walk all this and that.. and wow.. really can't believe that there are 20 ppl attend huiping b`dae man.. we went to bugis to walk walk, talk talk, sit sit, take take.. lol... we took 3 rounds of Photo wor... keke.. nice nice.... after that we went to billy bomer to sit sit and eat eat.. woot.. btw.. i owe siewfong and yanbin money man... hais... broke le lar... sad sad... yup huiping put up her courage and wanted to confess to Juntong but juntong ask her to sms him.. how bad of him.. and one thing i dun like Jian Wen attitude because he was beside Juntong laughing... No Manners... Lets See if one day got a girl want to confess to you and people beside u was laughing see will angry anot.. kaos.. make the girl sad... yup was very tired and we even squeeze in the bus.. Smelly Smelly... EeEeeee... yup when i reach home i online awhile and went to sleep... Yawns..~







Saturday 1 May 2004

Yeaps.. Todays My I year Anniversary for me and my new house wor.. lols... yup new house not 1 year with boyfriend lar lol... annie think too much le... wahahahaha... yup.. today suffering wor.. no internet... poor thing... because my internet kanna deactivate... keke... nothing to do so sians so i asked my dad to bring me to apply the Maxonline than after that went to my Auntie house. i took my couins photo and was ok loh.. went home at around 7+ took cab home... so tired.. i watch tv until 9 i went to my room and watch.. after that i sleep... Yawns... keke.. No internet really very jia lat... =Xx....

Sunday 2May 2004

Yup Today earLy in the morning my mum handphone rang and i did not bother i press to silent mode.. bad hor.. keke... than that person so ass hole call my house.. so fed uP.... Call what call u don't want sleep i want to sleep lar.. somemore yesterday night around 11+ Taoshun called me and ask me if Mr Ng got send me message anot. i told him no as i dont know got or not.. We chat for about 4mins because i want to contiune sleep.. keke... bad right.. den i change my phone yup i receive mr ng message and i reply that today i will help mi... hmm morning i tried to online but i can't than i was rather worried but i dont care i went out with my family and my brother gf. we went to have breakfast+lunch. and after that we went to my grandma house and my cutie little cousin was there... he was so cute.. love him lots.. we was joking and aiya.. all my fault lar.. take out phone.. lols.. hmm dun wanna talk more about this coz lazy lar.. dun ask mi toO... =Xx and took some pic of my cutie little cousin.... omg.. so cute... i carried him and awhile i give back to my ah yee coz i dare not carry.. lols.. he was so cute.. yup my brother, his gf and me wanted to share money to buy present for my mum and da yee.. than at there sit awhile den we went off... and when we reach home nothing really happen loh... den at around 5+ my jie jie came out and tell me that my brother is being unreasonable... hais.. i talked to her and than they went to the room, and i heard banging sound and guess what? my brother use his head to bang on the wall... hais... than when i was outside he told me what happen whereas i say him... he said this that make mi really very sad... he say i tell u la if one day i am not in this world don cry for me or anything... upon hearing that i get very upset and i cry... i shouted at him saying that anything can be solve and stop using die as a excuse.. and my dad came back i asked my dad to say him. and my brother was don't care keep saying die die die.. i get really upset and go back to my room and cry... my sis was just behind me and she was sitting down there without uttering anyword... and after some while she was telling me what happen... i know i am very useless for not relaxing you.. yup i dont have any experience for all this.. so i don;t know how to say... sorry jie.. I really dun wan both of u to break up... i really hope u both can be together forever... sometime i see u all very good i feel good because you both will joke and make mi happy when i am sad.. but when i heard that u both are quarrelin my heart turn sour.... My word is.. Kor please treasure serene jie with all your heart... u love her but u love her in the scence that she don't really ta han... She love u too.. if not why she always give u chances when she wanted to say break... i know that she has been giving u chance and u dont really treasure... Hope both of you are alright okae... She is the best gf i ever see.... *grinz* take care guys and hope both of them can last forever wor.. bye...

<=== My Cousin.. Cute Right? Love him lots... MuACkZ...

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