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many things start to drift away from me... sometime i don't know how to control myself, sometime i used it by crying secretly when i am going to bed or when i am watching sad tv programme. it will be very horrorible if i cry because i will start to think of things that i have done. sometime i feel very sad. but who shouLd i turn to? my friends? i agree they are my good friends but i guess if i tell them they will get troubled by me or mayb they themselve already have problem which i don't know. well maybe all this thing i said are all rubbish. you all will say i think too much but i am NOT... this are all from my heart that i have been keeping.. well basically today i went to school the first period was mrs tay lesson she plan to give us role play but the whole class wasn't ready yet. she get angry but she can't bear to yell at us. then they are all discussing about the chatlet things... as for me i was doing nothing as the thing they do dose not involve me. i kept quiet and was listening to 93.3.. and when we are having OFC we at first wasn't listening to mrs seam. we are all playing Game.. we are so lame.. =Xx but ok lohs.. she never do anything to us lars... haha.. den after OFC we went to have our lunch at Clementi Central then we are separted into 2 parts 3 of us which contains weiling, aijuan and me and the rest went to eat japan food. after we finish eating we went to find them then we went to popular. then don't know how come Huiping told me that they plan to buy Jisaw Puzzle for Mr Ng then i was ok loh.. not a bad idea. so i decided to call cindy and ask her she agreed.. hehe so we had a small talk. and then some of us decided not to go back for lesson because we are already running late. and this was the first time i didn't turn up for lesson. then after buying the item from popular we went back to school to take our bag to Jurong Point we went there walk walk and go see the Jisaw Puzzle. but we bought nothing. then we took bus to yanbin house. when in the bus i suddenLy turn sleepy so i slept for a while. we walk to yanbin house and then we went to play computer. haiz... computer computer computer.. i was pissed of when it come to computer thing. i just don't understand why computer make us nearly get pissed off... i don't know how to say loh.. we are there to do projects but yet you are using computer to check others thing.. haiz. still never mind after that don't know what thing make me turn sad and moody.. haiz.. sorry gals if i show attitude.. but i really get pissed off.. argh... as i know you all need to do the Banner i allow you all to do instead of doing projects but in the end siewfong help me do. yup thaNks to her. i am very unhappy with someone who only sit down there and give comments without doing anything. yet i didn't blame you lor. it's fine with me ya. just hope that we can finish the project as soon as possible. yup while watching tv aiy0z... Huoyan message me and ask me one word which he wants the meaning i don't know why i get angry and pek chek after receiving his messgae... argh.. so fucked uP.. HuMpZ... left yanbin house at 8+ haiz sometime i find that some of you all the parents don't like me. feeling upset loh. today was not really a happy day for me. just feel like crying and my head is cracking. what's happening to me? and when i reach home was around 8.50 went to bathe came out was around 9 and i ate my dinner and you know what i saw in my fridge. i saw my favourite drink which my mum brew it's the Cyrsentiment(spelling error) tea.. YuMmy YuMmy... kEkE.. thanks Mum.. =D~...

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